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  • Day 42!!!! Behold, The Sun Is Back. Sun Bros Celibrate

    April 6, 2024
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    Another beautiful day at the woodland escape. To have you with me is something of a gift. For it is a day back into tohe woods. I could not say much about progress as the weather turn so nasty that getting back and forth was not a option with all the muck snow and rain. Not saying I could not do it, just that other things were handled in that time. Beauty rains from the sky in sun rays and the amazing bounty of photons. If the world has eneded and this is but a tapestry on a wall in some digital subway, You should know that Saturday mornings like this are the reasons the world is a good place. The sol coming to give us life again, the plants and animals are signng their tune of feathery blisss. Darkness of the long winter nights have become less then a memory. A forgotten tale of hardship. Just wonderful.

    In the rush of life have we become the very thing we promised our child selves not to be, have we sacraficed our child like innocence for intelligence.The world is a gift of knowlage and wisdom but at the cost of innocence. A trae off that might be a dangerous deal and others who made that deal long before we could concider. Just what if the human frame and beng is a restrictor of knowlage that we cannot begin to understand. Like a baarrior of the things that are really out there. If we were to say aknowlagment is existence then if we cannot percieve something therefore in this moind set it does not exist. Now if (long streach) such a thing were true what if our conciousness is in its developmental phase through life and upon death the entity in you is no longer restricted and we can percieve all essence of life. As if your being was a atemparary solitude from it all to prepair you for a exostential crisis that we are not unique as a being but a sliver of conciousness that just broke off and upon death we become whole again. But that is just crazy morning thoughts.

    I have found a love in life that was a shock to me as more then not, I find myself listing to music from the 50s and just finding peace in the ambiant sounds of the music with a porch backound in the rain. Just helps me break into a great morning drive and just be happy. Have I as a being just become cold to the world or has the world become disenchanted with life and what it has. I find myself still fighting demons in the morning to get up and face the day. A discust that formulates into a being of self doubt and misery of my being. A Broken man with no one to be my love, though trying even great leaps in hope are met with a distain I dont understand. Like what is it more that i can provide, I am building a home for us from nothing, I hunt each day to make sure bellies are full, each night i wake in the middle of the night to fill rhe stove so the cold may not pain the precence of life. I have been strong and weak, cold and warm hearted, just think that humans are incapable these days with understanding what it is to love. Ofcourse not all, for the many, life is more of a tantalizing money grab then a adventure to bring the best of all of us out.

    For the World must turn to obuscate my mind with such thoughts is privulous as it wont get me where i want to be, a man amoung men. I have no want for the suffering of others just that others dont suffer me. As i write that What I mean is, just leave me alone with all the bullshit people worry about. I just want to live in the woods and have a life where I Know the socity i live in has no use for me, that is fine, then stop dictating how i am meant to live. Its like “you are never allowed to work again, you are given a very small amount of money and we get to tell you how to use it.” How about fuck off and let me spend the money how i want and let me live deep in the woods away from you. Then they are all ” But what about you being safe, what about taxes you should pay, what about us knowing exactly what you are doing.” How about you fuck off and let me live and die how I want too now that you wont let me become a part of the world. Sigh, how anoying and micro dictoral of any country.

    However my rtamblings have become too long and breakfast and woods call my name and i must answer.

    Be well

    Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods.

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  • Day 41, You Wonderful Creatures Are A Gift Of Cosmos.

    April 5, 2024
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    Good-day to the beautiful creation of life and death, to you I give a part of my being with each post. A hope in a gift that the one who finds this is at a place without indignate conciousness.

    What a day, I have to say i got alot done and i have see many things that have made me more humble ten I have been in a long time. Animals of bitter rivalry becoming co-operatiors in life. A snake giving a frog protection from a avian foe they both fear. Darkness encapmed then bothe and for that a rivalry has become a team of greater means. The workd is better at seeing odds that matter then humans I find. Why it seems to me that we are not natural anymore. Once we were a creation of nature and the random events that have given us life. Just at some point we have become less then we could have and the easy road has lead us down a path of defult destuctive evolution.

    I wish i was better at wording what i mean. My intellegence check is not that high. However what i mean is that if we are to be the best evolution of our beings , why do we do things that inhibit the best qualities that could benifit us and we have become husks of a evolution cancer. Between destoying parasidic relations ships in our bodies we once had, no destroyed by modern medicen we now have bodues that have become alergic to the very thing we evolved in. That we have become the modern watermellon. I mean we have focused on becomeing stronger on the outside that we have become nothing more then a mixture of soft organs that cant even function in a way that was done 60 years ago. Symbiotic relationships are a disease to us and we eliminated if from our bodies. Due to that our shell may be stronger, our insides are weak and diseased.

    I write this not to be depressing but to acknolage the world we live in is no longer willing to be part of us or welcom us in to it. I am not to stand and await the raping of the land to be a concenquence I suffer for other that dont care. I think that is my great realization of my life. The human world is not capatable with the natural world anymore. Lies, deception, cruelty, betrayal, these are all human things. Nature is not a being of diversive means, it cares not what you offer, what you plan to give, what you plan to take. I will become aware of you and deal with you in time. I think we are oblivious to what exist because we cannot interct with it. Just because something is beyond us does not mean it cannot effect us. We are a part of something bigger then the planet, bigger then the sols reach, just bigger and yert we act as if we are the kings and queens. We are in lue of being humbled and brough back to where we should be.

    I dont know what it is or what i am here for, I just know that we were and are wrong for a very long time now.

    Please seek love and kinship, it is what we need.

    Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods

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  • Good Day you Humanaphages you.

    April 4, 2024
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    Is it possible to hug a fire place, its chilly and kinda wanna try. Kidding of course, all in the same I am very happy to be here and spending some time with you. Kinda like my best friend I am writing too over seas, or a family member whome is no longer with us and I write to hope you can see my letters. A way for me to give what i can with out the neee to be more then what i am.

    Doctors in mindfullness are the ones I hope to become, to have a greater love in life as you becoeme a existence that has become worth leaving. I want to spend time with the qtip today as he has been a bit extra snuggly today, for what reason i am not sure but i will always accept the love my my fur nugget, he is the best. He is getting quite big too, a vet visit soon to make sure he is good and get him fixed. then see if i can find a puppers that i can have with me, for love and protection and hunting. I am hoping that things become easy with finding a doggo. The nect big job today, get the camp cleanned in a way that i can mop it. The rain is comming in pretty hard and I have enough supplies to get me through another day here without having to go find more. Tomarrow is going much nice and I have to get more wood from the woods.

    What is your joy, like what is it that makes you happy in a soulfull way. for me, i think its proving to the unconcious mind that i can become a man of men. What i am sayinig is that i want to have the skilland abilites that people will look to for help. I want to be the one that people can come to for help. Not a man with out cause or a man without reason. I am just a man who is trying to prove that i am more then what the world sees.

    Hearing the woodstove groan with the heat ani can feel the warmth on my feet. qtip crawling into my lap, me thinking i should get up to check the fire, a big nope, I must sray were i am as to disturb the catto is a catto sin of the greatest accord. I even have the soft rumbles of purrs rumble against me. I am stuck and cannot move. its the rule.

    How ever i do have to depart as cat snuggles and coffee are needed.

    much love

    Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods

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  • Good Day You Thoughtful Beast You, Day 39, Much Love.

    April 3, 2024
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    Ohhh how the days are but a various state of weather can be such a impact. To put a hault to everything is something that is both anyoing and yet a bit thankful. I am able to take the day and recovera and clean the camp. For with time it has become a mess and I need to keep it clean for the mental health. I have begun to lay out the foundation and floor planks are going to be going down ionce the rain stops. Two days I think of rain so two days of extra writings and reading. I love the world i am in, I think that tha place i have found away from all the, well, to say this but mean no harm is weird, the inferiority of the rest of humans I have come across. To say this does not mean i see less in you, nor does it mean you are less then anyone in any way. I guess without the words I am trying to say, Humanity has sought greatness in socities aproval of what they done. I wanted natures approval now, humans approval has become stained with the blood of the ones who asked why. Why bleed for a people that will never be there to lift you up. Why raise them to a standard that is benifitial to the whole. Because the world never remembers the ones who helped them, Only the ones they want to be better then. I wont help a people who cannot help but destroy the ones who helped them and claim the win as their own.

    Dust to dust and ash to ash, we all will fall but when i do, I will to fall into the bussom of nature and knowlage that i am no longer here but still am loved. This is a beautiful death whre as the cold wooden box that will incase your being in a eternity of darkness. A weeping wife or husband sheading fake tears as they wait for the will to be read, a spouse in lies as the lover awaits the win. Though the exception exist. Know that the ones who you have concidered closest to you, with time, they will become board and stagnate and will creat pain to create a new event of excitemnt. I would call this a human thing but it is not, it is a creation of the existence we allowed to bathe in. Up to 85% of our personal validation comes from people who could care less about us. (internet, social media). We decide who is family by who follows the news and does what they are mtold not by family but a unknown actor on a tv. Humans bask in a glory of information they are told is true without even going to see if the surface layer is even so. Why, for i can only speculate, The being known as human wants to be part of the greater world and will sacrafice family for it, or has the gillotine become the acceptence of a people we call freinds on social media. How we are told if you ant to be part of this world you have to do this and this and if you dont, you are no longer wecome to live around us. That is a very sick and demented mantality but they all jumped on it with smiles on our faces and threw out family for a news castor. That is why I no lnger concider them human. You have to be humble and humanine to be human, the world has become vile in indiffrence and will remove family from their lives becaue someone on the color box said so.

    A light is out there, its a shame everyone is wearing sunglasses so they cant see it. wanting to look cool in sunglasses has let the light pass you by and you never saw it. Only in the reflextion of the lense shows the light long behind them and turning back is no longer a option. The path in time they walked is now a broken road.

    However I do want to say the world is a beautiful place, a place where so much life and abundance has been gifted, a place of knowlage and peace. A bussom to welcome all into it but the cost is for you to be human again. With that price, this place is kinda empty.

    Forever yours

    Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods

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  • Well, Hello Beautiful One, Day 38………. Love is in the air.

    April 2, 2024
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    Now now, dont get too excited i have not found love, I have found the call of nature and the wanes of the long night the one I love. To the enchanting sunrise when the colors are letting the world know the warmth has come. To the Sightless creatures of this green and blue dancing marble, they feel the ever embrace of the worlds star so they knkow it has come to time to embrace the warmth. To the ones who habitualize in the dark, the sun becomes not a thing to fear but a unknown giver of life to the bugs that will become the night food for the many. To our sun, a great being of life and deaths potential, Thank you for another day.

    Back to the less then dramatic…… Maybe, The Rickshaw trailer is doing its job plus some. It has been a help that has not been found to have less then endless uses. I am off to get some turkey blinds built, simple pine and such so make one, get some of the corn I brought up and start baiting the birdiess. I have a close friend soming up and my mom and dad so i wanr them to have a good year jthis yeasr with the bird-o. Oh something eles i have had to do,get more books. I know that sounds like less then excitement but they are the biggest help I have gotten so far.

    These are the books that fill my mornings and nights with the knowlage I need for the next day. One of many authors i am sure when it comes to the bushcraft but I also want ones that are close to my location. If i am to survive out hete then I must use Knowlage gained by the ones who lived here before. Not relyant on the world to provide but for me to go into the world and provide for myself. Broken are the many who cannot do such things, may they find more purpous in life then. For without that, we are but less then ants when it comes to the impact we could have on doing better for ourselves.

    Ohh how the morning fire begins to warm me and the coffee is a delectable as ever, breakfast will come in about a hour or so. Cant really eat as soon as i get up because it makes me feel like up chucking. So coffee is my friend and I love it to Proxy senturi and back. (I think thats how you spell that Our closest neighbouring star) To the few amoung the many we with the grace of knowlage with be the ones to inherit the will of the mighty. Humanity is dying, not slowly but at a pace too fast for anyone to notice. We are now killing kids because they are sad and have no ambitons in life. Seriously, look it up, just offing anyone who is a wittle bit sad. Its kinda weirdly pathetic that this is what is the result of this generation. Weak, entitled, cant tell what a woman is, 81.5 diffrent genders, policies that kill kids but is said to be for the better, (hormone blockers), yet we look at it and celibrate it. That is one fucked up moneky if you ask me. I am just gonna let you all (the examples not you) do your thing and when you come to me for help. Nah, you did it you solve it. I got a tree that needs lumbering and Questing the relaity i will make is not within your power.

    Needless to say, the world is fucked up, has been for a while, choping off dicks and tits of 13 year olds. just dont fly with me.

    Please find love in yourself before looking for it other places.

    Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods

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  • Good Day!!!!!!! Day 37, Improvements!!!!!

    March 31, 2024
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    Good day you wonderful being you! I do hope the day has brough you not just joy but a bulster to your core hope in life. The thing you have inside you that makes it easier to deal with the hard days. So, what have i done to say that I have made improvements. I made THIS!!!!!!!!!!

    Woot Woot, loook at this beast!!!!!! I made a rickshaw type of human trailer!!!!!! THis is a game changer when it comes to geting things done around here. I have solved so many problems with this!!!!! Ghaaaaaaa!!!!! I am so freaking happy about this. ok, ok, What did I do, well, I have a pelican sled for winter but its useless in the non snowy months. So, Taaaaa Daaaaa I made this beast!!!!! What you see in it is about 160 pounds of weight for movement testing and talk about 100% out of the park, fireworks blowing off and getting giggy with it happy. Bearly any weight on the body with the harness on and pulling is a breeze. I will never have anything that heavy in it but to be able to move around with little hinderence and get that beast moving. Ghaaaaaaa!!!! The best, ugh, just one of those things that makes the world a damn happy place to be in. I wish I could give you even 1% of the feel goods I got going on you would be giggling like kida on, well this weekend. Just a great way for the day to come a close too. So much joy and like I hope for so many, my hope in my core wndering if I can do this has become titanum firm. Just Knowing the jobs that willl become 1000% easier is a blessing like no other. The trailer hook up also swings 180^o up and dowm, Thus making tipping and dumping easy as pie as well. Just a all around boost to everything. Gha to much jouy, must go fail at something to make sure my head does not grow too big.

    Take care and let your core hope both challenge you and reward you, for that is how we cbecome the best selves we can be.

    Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods

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  • Good Day you Wondrful thing you….. Day 36

    March 29, 2024
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    Goodday to the most wonderful being of life, that is right you are wonderful in all your being. As a quick note I tried to uploasd this yesterday but the weather was so harsh that it left me with no cell signal to upload. However lets get onto how the day went. I got so much done that it was awesome. One of those days that you get so much done that is seems 2 days must have past. Nope just a very very good day on getting things done. I got 4 bags of cement on order so i can mount my fondation, then up up and away with building. Q-tip is being the best of cattos and had decided to make today a snuggley day. Thats ok, I will take care of all the flops infront of me when he decides to need a belly rub.

    Oh oh and on to the next thing, water this year has moved to the south quite quickly. The narrows are almost easily passable, right now i need a small bridge so that is not really much of a problem. The trailer and such are not quite passable. I will be posting the trailer i made later as i have to finish getting things together for it. Next time i will have to see how i am going to hook up my harness to the trailer and have a man trailer so i can move more alot easier. I will be testing it out later today.

    The next thing i have to say, My poor Cellphone broke. I have a cheep replacement coming tomarrow but still. I hate having to replace the technology that has a highter price tag. I am getting quite hungery and waiting for my soup i made is gtting tiresome. Gahhhhhhhhh fooooooooodddddd noooooowwwwwwwwwww………… braaaaaaaiiiiiiinnnnnnnnssssss. Kidding of course, just a bit late late on getting breakfast.

    I must depart and i will be back later with the acual days note.

    Thank you for your time.

    Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods

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  • Good Day To whom Sees This……..Day 35

    March 27, 2024
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    Have you ever hgad a day when the day was a dream you had before? Like a moment in life that is far greater then a desaview (if thats how it is spelled). today was that day, a day when i had to stop and look around to make sure i was not stuck in a weird loop. I knew I was there before, I knew that I was doing what i was doing before, for some reason it was a momnet of knowing I was were i was meant to be at theat very moment. A lock in time if you will that all things are going as they should be, like the wave of a timeline pulls through you and it graces you with knowlage that you never thought was possible. Its weird, I just hope others have had this moment.

    So onto a weird part of me, when i get a really bad injury, like bone deep, i dont bleed. I have to get pics of my hand when i cut it to the bone from the back. I was cuttijng apart a truck and the sawsall blade broke, my hand followed through and cut through to the bone. you could see everything. Tendons, veins bone, all of it, yet not one drop of blood. Here is a bad cut i got when pulling over a 4 wheeler and drovbe my elbow into a hinge that was open. cut right trough fatty tisue into the meat and down into the bone a tiny bit. (you could see a scratch on the bone.) yet no blood.

    Its hard to tell but the cut wnt down and nicked the shallow bone. yet i just did not bleed. what uyou see is all it did. Then in grade 5 i fell and cut my knee so bad you could see the knee cap and the veins there as well. I just dont know why i do this. Small cuts i bleed as normal, bad cuts just dont bleed. Same sith bruises and damage done to my body in a large way that i just dont notice. This is a bruise i got on my leg when i accidently ran into a wire fence. never checked untill i had a shower that night and apparently i was told by my mom that it was bad enough to watch out for a hard spot in the bruise because it can be a clot forming.

    Its just weird, any way onto the day and how awesome it was.

    The day was perfect, I got not huge projects done but alot of small ones. getting more gear across the river now that it is low. Then going to the spot to get the oil i needed to cut some wood up at the camp. Then got the last of the wood and garbage pulled out of the ground. Just alot done because the weather is nice and people might come up and i want this place clean for them.

    I really hope your day was as wonderful as mine.

    be safe and love kindly

    Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods.

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  • Day 34, I am Back!!!!!!!

    March 26, 2024
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    Good evening beautiful speciman of life, i do hope the day is kind to you. I had a freind over and then got cought up trying to catch up and then just well just could not find the time. So, today i am back again.

    So what has happend over the past few days? A bit of this a bit of that and overall alot. Blocks are brought over, the water was low enough to cross and get other equiptment. Then I was able to get more crap out of the ground as the frost has gone now. Just a bunch of things to prep for the build. I even found my extra leg bolts and now have eveything ready. Then after that was done, had a laundry day and then got some trail cams up. just a whole bunch of small stuff that was building up over time. Quite happy it is all done.

    Q-Tip is doing as awesome as ever, being a silly turd and keeping the mice out. The perfect catto for the woods. The big plan is to get in and get shit done and soon have my place framed up. Its alot of work for just one ginger. however it is all coming together and i have the things done so that I will be back with more concitancy.

    Dinner calls my name and i hope your day ends in a restful sleep

    Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods

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  • GoodMorning /Afternoon Day 33………. Thank you

    March 22, 2024
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    Oh what a chilly day!!!!!! -15 and the wind is cruel. Thats all good as i have made sure to have lots of wood ready. Going to get more in a little bit, then make sure this place is warmer then the fire giants taint. less smelly though. I have taken to trying to get my mornings done before I begin to add to the blog. I found that I have begun to have a bit less motivation if i am not up and qorking my butt of to keepwarm. However those days will soon pass as i am hoping that the weather man is right and hitting the positive double digits will happen soon.I hope so my toes are getting tired of being cold in the morning.

    THe camp is starting to unthaw my toes, ahh what a wondwrful feeling as the hug of the warmth of the fire place. Qtip is out and about making sure to keep the camp safe from the evil mouse army, a very noble cat. The day will be filled with cutting wood and making sure i have enough to keep warm sfor the last of the season. I also have to go and cross the river. As i was laying out foundation i realized i dont have enought blocks. I have enough to start but i have to ccross the narrows to get my 6×6 lock block for the foundation. They are the ke to the full structural strength of the building high. I have no desire for a second floor, if i plan to grow in size it will be by foundation size, just to make it safter. I have no building expertice with second story and i dont want to risk it on a building i will be living in.

    As of for my cray cray thoughts of of late, this is the only place oi can talk about things without being told over and over again i am a fool. that gets frustrating as the ones who call me a fool are the ones that a year later are being told i was right, over and over again. That is another reason I chose this life, I have grown tired of being told i was wrong and that my ideas and logical conclutions are wrong or fantasy then withput a dought, it happens. So i am not to live in a world with fantasy and inconclution as a reality then the very actions that are taken. I have no pity fpor the dead when you have told them they would end here. We have done that too much and left the world in broken compasstion.

    The woodstove burns away a bit better as it has beaten the high pressure of the snow storm coming in and staring to burn quite well. With the fire being more and more comforting. I feel as if the cold is a bit stronger then usual today. Just a bit jbetter hold with its skelital hands. However i am still happy with the world here, just that it is a home of hearts. That even though it is not perfect it is perfect for now. Keeping warm is a bit of a bitch but all and all. that is a minor inconvience. I can just put on more clothing if needed. Speaking of I should get on a pair of socks to help revive the 5 little piggies.

    As it seems, the piggies are happy and toasty now. I have to get some things done but it wont be hard as i have to get some food stuffs organized and and such. I have gotten a beaver and turned it into burger. It is actualy really good, a bit on the greasy side but that is easy to take care of. One thing i am thinking of making is hand torches. I will find out the best substance in the woods to make hand torches. that way i can make some and have them on the ready. The rest of the day will be used to prep for the storm, by the sounds of it its will be about 10 to 15 cms of snow. After that we will be getting +8 weather and the snow will melt away.

    Woot woot the woodstove is full of hot coals and wood, the warmth is spreading lovingly. Ahh the day is good, life could be harder but has graced me with the ease of woods livbing. I dont fear the loss of my job, my life, face a lover who is cheating on me, be told I am not worthy of love. Ghaaa the freedom from the world that wants me to live on the brink of death, being told my bniology is wrong because of social pressure. So many things i am free of that i have had a few nights of restlesness wondering what i should be worried about. Then I realze, I rather face a hungry bear then the socity that exist now. At least the bear has the honnor to kill you, were socity is wanting to watch you wither in agony until the rot of your life kills you.

    However I must be going and taking care of the rest of the day

    Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods

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  • GoodMorning/ Afternoon!!!!!!!Day 32!!!!!

    March 21, 2024
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    What a perfect day!!!!!! Not only am i alive but the su nis out, the Q-tip is puring with exciment to hunt mice, Fire crackles and warms the air. Just a Awesome day, from this weenednd on should be quited warmer too. Ahh the world truly is at peace (for me) While the insaine walk around eating each other. (Talking about BBQ in haiti.) Ohhh how the world is so fucked up. Meh as cold as this is, not my problem. Might sound cold but if we were not so compassionate then we might accuatly make progress in the world. Funny to say that but percieved kindness has become the cause for all our issues in the world. Think about it. not to be cruel but to take care of them would be a cast of slight cruelity comepaired to what has been cast by the other.

    Par example, China and the muslims, The Isrial and whats his nam, Importation that is laced with shame so we cannot say anything. Its weird, people scream avout the problems but do nothing. I had some animals that tried to invade my location, I tried a fence, dod not stop them. Got my bow and sword, fixed the problem. The destruction of the land i claim (owned by family) is protected more then the cops protect you these days.

    Think about that, I value the soil under my feet laced with piss and shit of other animals then they value you. i find more worth and protect my land then the ones paid to protect you even care about you. They have less care for you then the cow cares where to drop a load, less care for you then the spot where a bear sleeps at night. Less care for you then the care for the miquito that you kill while it sucks your plasma. Get it yet, you are no more then the oil that is put into waste containers then the ones you say are there to protect you. I chose to become my own protector, provider of meals, and survivor of life. While it seems that the world has chosen to become the rotten compost so you can complain about it but do nothing. I cannot stop seeing it, when i tell people that the path they lead (with examples) with case a very clear effect, they say no and bitcvh but then come crawling to me saying they are in the pits. Why am i thej one who gave direction to greater acomplishment to save the ones who defies me. I dont get it, Even when i dont know I say I dont know and look up the things i would need to know to answer that. People are very broken and only wanrt reasons to c0mplain so they feel heard, not become the grreater ones who people willinginly listen too.

    I have no hate and no animosity to them, more of a just cause and effect to them. wWould you pity a crature that played around with a lion and feel bad when it got eatten. Why give sorrow to a event that was more predictvble then the planets rotation. Why do we do that? Are we so clueless to nature these days. I dont understand, it causes me great internal termoil to try and understand this weakness i cannot help see. I breaks me down into a goo of confustion and waste so I did the one thing no one eles does. Made a choice to improve and not become victemized by my own existence.

    What do you think?

    Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods

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  • Good Afternoon……. Day 31……. Improvement!!!!!!!!

    March 20, 2024
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    Good Afternoon you beautiful thing you!!!!! Oh the progress made today was awesome. the dolly has made a huge amount of diffrence.Pulled a bunch of wood out of the well, woods. I am very happy i cut and split at the spot i cut the tree down as it saves alot of work and mess at the camp. I am inquiring into the size of the log i shuld use for the foundation as i start that tommarow. Getting water was really easy just a bit tough on the legs with the dolly as well. All and all, a perfectly wonderful day.

    So as of tomarrow am going to be doing foundation stuff but have to get back to the camp and get the perscription renewed for the crazy pills. They keep my head level and me going day to day. Speaking of i need to take it right now!! Thanks for the reminder. There, that and I got disctracted and started the fire too. Felt the nights chill come in and realized the time. Though the days come with warmth and joy, the nights still are brisk and are still touched by the fingers of winter. Not to sure exactly what the night holds but being up late is not a option. I was up quite eirly and want to be up the same time tommarow. The next thing I should look into for tonight is how the water level is in the river. Just to see if the bit of rain we have gotten in the past week has raised it at all. Unlikely but i am unsure if the up north melt has happend.

    Oh one thing I have seen lately is the volcano in iceland is still going strong. Though I am unsure if it was a already active one but to watch the lava move across the land is something to see. I would think it be cool to see in person but with everything I have heard for how hot it is, my accident prone ass, waiting for a catastophy. I am already cooked by the summers sun by being a ginger I dont need to tempt the idea of lava burns.

    I must depart as the night calls me, I must feed the beast known as a stove. Then warm up water for my last coffee of the day.

    Rest well

    Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods

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  • GoodMorning……Day 31……. Last smack of winter!

    March 20, 2024
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    What a wonderful day, bright and eirly and making the best of a chilly day. Got the fire roaring and breaking off the frost, then I have to go get the wood I have split up and ready to go. Then off to refill water jugs and get then resovoir filled. A day for making sure all the supplies that make life possible. One of the biggest things i have to get done today is go and check out the spot to take a tally of some material i need. With building a crane I need some supplies i brought and need, grab up the dolly and get some loads of wood brought out. The day just feels good, lots of things to do. Going to have to warm up my coffee soon and think about breakfast. Thinking egg sammie with coffee, to get me through the morning. Lunch, not sure today but will be something nummy.

    Though this is a short post, I am anxious to get to work. I hope the time between post treats you well.

    your Friendly Ginger Fome The Woods.

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  • GoodAfternoon….Day 30!!!!!!

    March 19, 2024
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    What a messy day when it came to the weather. Ugh, rain, snow then a mixture of both, -5 but cant make up its mind. Still I am greatious for the day, It was about being able to spend it with the Q-Tip and touching up the camp. I got wood cleaned up and it is starting to look decent around this place. Well man decent, I am not saying its a holiday inn by anymean but its far better then a hotel 6 crack den. Tommarow looks like it is going to be a bit warmer so i want to go get a ;arge chunk of the split wood brought out. I need to also go get more water as well. I have a bunch of spring cleaning to attend too. Oh Oh, I think i have the turkeys coming in. The gobbles coming in closer and closer each day. What else am I up too for the night. I want to cut up some more of the wood that was cut too long and get that mess cleaned up. I am just in a good mind set and have great inner peace this day. I wish it was each day like this but i must come to reality that they are made, not given.

    One thing that has pondered my mind as of late. Where does hope come from for people? where does the power come from to keep going on. I find through observation that people with aged to this world have a more dignified source of hope. Be it a pure belief in a greater bering, or be it the aged wisdom that the sun will burn for countless years beyond us and it will fuel the next generation. Where the you it seems more shallow. They belive the day will just be there for them, a expectation of ungarenteed life. Some from better wealth would think that whatever they face can be bought, Its almost as if they dont have a core but a shell of hope. Something that exist outside themselves that is not of nobility but of hollow means. For me, my hope is that with each day that i am able to share some nw knowlage. It can help with the growth of others. My hope is my ability to learn never faulters so my knowlage may help anothers pain. though small it grows in power with each letter i write.

    I may never be rembemered by name, for that is selfish, I rather be rmembered by the nameless words of wisdom that helped anohter.

    Your friendly Ginger From The Woods.

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  • Rise and shine to day 30……….. One month, awesome!!!!!!

    March 19, 2024
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    Good day you beautiful creatures of evolution!!!!!! Day 30 in the woods, damn dosent seem that long. Hoever, the theirtith day comes with a slight vacatin from the labour. The snow has made a small comeback and stands firm on the ground. I take the day and call it a Q-Tip snuggle day.

    The lap is always warm with my fur nugget finding hi home and giving me his purrs of joy. I do love how his ears look like frosted tips from the 90s. Truly he is the most beautiful of cattos, well to me.

    Now that Q-tip is out for his morning pee and poop i can have my stogert and coffee. I call it a stoggart but I am not sure What to call it. I usually smoke one a week. they taste nummy and are used to celibrate one thing or another.

    i know smoking is not good for you, heard it all my adult life, I say life is bad for you because eventually it will kill you too. Its a life worth living whn you do some naughty things, only withing law, the world is filled with child rapist, child delivery servics for avbuse, boarder agents admitting they know of many kids sold into sex trafficing. arnt you discusted because you are paying for them to do this. (your taxes). because of your nievity to the reality your paying child sex trafficers tpo bring kids into your country. just saying if it comes to stone and stone comparison. That is what we are doing.

    to better topics, I have a hot coffee and a stoggart waiting for me and will be back soone then later.

    Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods

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  • Day 29……GoodMorning…….. What a Good Day For NPC Chat

    March 18, 2024
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    Rise and shine, The day is filled with the cleanup of the camp from all the dead mice Q-Tip cought and well catted them. One thing that has been floating on my mind for years and has become public debate a few times. Who are the ones with no inner monolog and why do they come across as NPCs. Now the name for them NPC is not new but not old, from where i come from (honestly the woods) grew up country life with going to city life for school). I have fouond thrat the denser and denser the population that the indfecrtion of the npc viris is stonger and stronger. I find that some have offered the idea that the city life has given them a greater amount of things to worry about. For this I think its a shallow reason. If i were to live in the streeets of the city scape, I know fresh treated warter is 100% available without need for me to clean it. Food is abuntent and free, you may not like the source but guess what, you not hunting a thing that can run away. shelter is free and built around you. I know this because i have spent a year homeless and lved withing the allley ways and discovered the secrets of the silet many. Imiages that indicate everything from food and saftey to avoiding such places for the young. Even then i have found theat the treats and risk are still greater in the woods.

    What i mean buy all of this is that the mind seems to become automated and inabale to detect new information with grace. I have no love fgor them and no loss for them, it is a weird thing to theink of them as a intergral existence. Have you noticed this, that the many are not the connected but the few who can break the cycle are the few who can be more. Can someone who has no inner monolog comek to a creative though without external information. Where i have troupble at night sleeping due to the thoughts of the next day and task to do and i have mto tell myself to settle down with the thinking because it wont let me sleep. Constant need for information and disecting the broken by seeing the breaks in information.

    I dont know but i love to speculate and come up with therems to rationaloize them and to come a a collective conclution that could mathamaticaly determain the outcome of the npcs as with more and more interactions a base line of how they all react can be amnipulated ino directions not seen by them.

    the world is a crazy place, be safe in it.

    Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods

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  • Day 28……. Back into the woods I love………….

    March 17, 2024
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    Alright, your all screwed now, i am back baby!!!!!!!! I was thinking that i might have been able to keep up schedua;l with the past two sdays but, alas, not so much. When i went to the parents house i found that they seemed to have some diffrences in them. After long observations and conversation that the family has anothe instance when one of them has fucked up. This time so bad that the people directly effected by this moment in time have decide to go on a trip and leave him behind. To be honest the heart break of his actions (not chrating or anything to do with other humans. more less letting a animal (horse) suffer for weeks while he spent thousands elsewhere on things best concidered toys for adults. I am completely and utterly discusted by his actions.

    However on to the better side of things. I was able to refresh all stooks in the camp. i got enough perserves to last at least a month and meat is not a issue. I will be back with my standard two post a day again. par usual just kinda hectec when i am out and about. Oh I have come to find that I find no comfort in the standard home anymore. Waking upi a bit chilled for the cold nights and From the syphalis exparentmnet knowing that i am the one and only thing keeping me alive. It has become a better life for me. I thought i would one day be able to find the once serenity in the human collective but what seems like a hive mind is almost discusting to me. Formulation of ideals are centered around the basis of news that i found to be as trustworth as a crocadile who has not eaten in a month to crry a baby across a river. How are people so blind, do you not realize that the world is basicly a version of the truman show now. Everything is recorded and uploaded to a hivemind that refuses the very thing they see because the news saisd, “umm thats not true”. A infection that has become a self eliminating disease that has infected almost everyone. From the syphilis injections the us gave its people to the mockingbird realease, sub way bacilis trials, to the lack of testing on so many drugs that its hard to even call most natural humans anymore as we have begun to evolve not for the better but for the lazy.

    With all kinds of crazy thoughts like that it is best i step back from here and go get some things done before i go to the cray cray level of things.

    Wishing you all well

    Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods

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  • Day 27…. GoodMorning.

    March 15, 2024
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    Yes I know its just after high noon, I eneded having to sleep extra, I woke up and had a hard time standing. I am not sure if I have ever mentioned it, After the operation to remove the tumour. I have some issues, not just mental like I have previous discribed but physical as well. When I woke up, some days are like this but not often, I had a very hard time walking. My legs are not strong nough to hold my weifght and they collaps under me. They feel like hollow shells, As if the skin on the outside is the only existence and everything uner the skijn is just warm air. I have to think and focus alot to move my feet and what i end up doing is just crawling on my forearms to a sitting position. After about 30 mins or so i have enougjh gumtion to stand and hold myself up for a short time. Then i have to sit and massage the thighs. That dosent do anythign but it helps in my head.

    If I am going to talk about that I must also talk about other things that happen, some are fun i guess. I have seem to be dulled to major pain. I have cut myself to the bone a few times now and i never blead just a gash that you can see everything. From veins to tendons. They just sit there and and function. Kinda cool but not so much because i worry one time i will get a bad injury and not notice it right away. Oh well, if that time comes I will not fear it but face it with a cold mind and try to live through it.

    What eles is kinda funky about my body after op. Oh the left side of my face is numb, I dont get bags under my left eye, took a bad burn to my forehead and did not notice. Just noting, however my left eye is slowly losing its light i call it. over time it gets darker and darker to see out of. like the light cannot get through and things are shadows and shit some days others it still works alright. Just how it is. I do get to wear a eye patch on really bad days because the light from outside sometimes feels like its boring though my eye. So i can play pirate that day. Its all in how you look at things. I wish i was a better and stonger man, It just cant be and that is ok, I am a man of nature now and wish to be gifted what i need from there.

    I think that many times in my life that I am not worthy of love or kinship, for who would love a broken man who cannot provide. This is foolish as love for myself is greater then others but i still seek kinship and think i wil not find it in my life. To live as a broken man that can become better then most. I hope so, for the monment I must proceed on my owm.

    Untill later my friends.

    Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods

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  • GoodAfternoon/evening…..Day 26……Ugh Cleaning

    March 14, 2024
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    Greetings, as the day comes to its rest, may the hours past treat you well. This was a day of cleaning up the camp and making sure that things are good when sat comes and I have to leave for a night. Just a basic supply trip. Nothing too special. Still having lots of gas and base foods. Its more about the meat and peanut butter. Peanut butter is a absoulute must. Just epic filling and lots of protin in it.

    Almost a shame the day ws dismal with light showers that has turned to rain. Though this is needed it does slow things down for progress. However, cleaning was a must. Q-tip has been his basic catto self today. Being a absoult munchkin he advoided the rain. Sleeping in his favorate chair, a slight mew comes from him and I must acknowlage them with a head pat or i wont hear the end of it.

    The world turns and I have had a few wonders about what it will all be in 50 years. Gazing out the window, time has passed that was never noticed. Pondering what will be in 50 years of this river, will the stars still dance in the night sky. Will anything be here to look up and enjoy the majestic rythem of the universe. 50 years is but nothing to the earth, less then a blink, less then the ti

    me between heartbeats of the ever running shrew. So do my thoughts even matter or are they a catalyst for a new infathomable amount of possible futures that even the greatest minds could not comprehend. I like thinking like this, it gives me a sence of minamalizem and greater perspective on what my existence.

    I must leave you here as dinner awaits.

    Take care

    Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods.

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  • GoodMorning!!!!!!!!!!!Day 26!!!!!!!Time To Cleanup

    March 14, 2024
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    Good morning great specimins of mindfullness, May the day shine upon you the warmth of our great fusion genarator. The day feels a bit damp and i have gotten the fire burning ever so wonderfully. The sun breaks througn the clouds and tend to provide a slight break to the damp chill, a grace for I am thankful for. Ah for it does not take long for the camp to begin to creek and groan with its own type of strettching from the nights sleep.

    The coffee is bold and the hopes of the day are just as strong. Plans are that I am going to be cleaning around the camp today and get more water. I have a 50 gallon drum for water i am thinking of filling. It would take a part of the dy that would be more then less. Then also with all the potatoes i fried upi last night I should make some eggs and warm them up.

    The biggest plan of the day really Will be getting the dead grass raked up and burned. I have lots of dead tree limbs and such around here that has built up over the winter. I was smart enough to make sure i bring out the chainsaw and such so i can cut up the stuff on the ground. This sat i will be going back to parents to refil on gas and food then back out here sun. Two weeks in on day out is the best right now as it gives mw time to get thing s done and plan ahead. I cant wait until I am here with no need to leave.

    I wish you all the best in life and hope you find grace in the day,

    Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods

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  • GoodAfternoon/Evening!!!!!! Day 25!!!!!!

    March 13, 2024
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    Greetings to whome sees this, I do hope the day has found you well.Things around here took another good step foarward, could not make the big leap i wasnted too as getting back and getting water back and forth was very important for me to be able to make any food or do any dishes. Oh check this out, behold my water transporting way. 🙂

    It two regualr 20L or 25L jusgs and I carry them on my shoulders with what i have officaly called “It two regualr 20L or 25L jusgs and I carry them on my shoulders with what i have officaly called “the stick of carrying. It works well and it is a whole lot easier the by hand. I am thankfil that the greatest distance i have to cover is avout half a km there and half a km back. One mehish size hill. Keeps my leg day going.

    The next kinda neat thing i found, in one of the trees I cut down to lumber I think this is when at some point lighting hit this tree. I might be wring, i am not sure but i think it is pretty cool

    As i said, Not really sure what is going on with this tree but it is a neat look and does have the same consistancy as charcoal.

    Ay you can see even the stump was “burnt”.

    however the night draws in and i will be better at getting these done eirlier so i have more energy for the post.

    Thank you for your time.

    Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods

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  • GoodMorning………… Day 25!!!!!!!!!!! Much love for the progress

    March 13, 2024
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    The day is young and the world is welcoming! I hope you have brought from your dreams the hopes and love for a better day. Sun creeping throught the windows and the smell of the fire starting to fill my senses, Truly It is a beasutiful day. I have a lot to get done today, I have a system i want to try out to help make my cuts quicker and hopefully better. Also I know i ws talking about foundation today and yes that is going to happen but i have to vclean up the logs i have cut down into lumber. Each day i find more ansers about myself here and that has brought me much peace.

    I am going to make some eggs and toaast this morning, sound very yummy indeed. Most likely 6 eggs over 2 sammies (sandwitch). This after noon i am thinking of doing a big potatoe fry up, kind got a french fry cravbing. I have gravy but no cheese, damn. All good as there is much more things that have importance greater then cheese. I think I am aslo going to get a bunch of kidling stock pilled as the days ahead indicate a chill coming in so having that ahead will be smart. Just to keep warm. I should look at the month ahead and see what i should be doing when it comes to heat.

    However the day has granted me warmth and I should tend to breaskfast, Might take a exta sammie back into the woods with me just to make it longer in the woods.

    Take care and know your worth it.

    Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods

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  • GoodAfternoon……Day 24………Alot of Progress!!!!!!

    March 12, 2024
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    Good Afternoon you beautiful specimens of life. Today was huge in the sucsess department. I mannaged to get a Pair of treees down and rip some 2x10x10s and as tommarrow comes, Time to set foundation. What that means is i will have to pick my final spot and move some blocks!!!!

    This is only one of the 3 i cut and needed. I will not need four as i have a beam that has to be cut down two inches so I can make the fourth out of that. This is jsut amazing, I really thought it was going to take much longer tpo even get this far. Life is really shinning down on me today and I hope that is has given you the same grace.

    Well other then that me and Q-Tip when for ourt daily walk and now he is passed out. He really is the best companion, I will have to get a puppy soonish as I will need one to help keep me both protected and a partner in the hunt for food. The geese in have found their spots and have begun to nest, oh how I hope to see some babies. They are awefuly cute. Soon in the long grass i will find baby bunnies as usual and i will have to take some pictures for you. They are such cute fuzz balls. The couple side progects around here will have to be asorted and attended too soon. I am down to my last bit of water (in large jugs) will have to refill them. As not having the buggy anymore it is abouot a half km walk each way. With that might take me ohhh about 2 hours to fill all my jugs. Not too bad, I can also say I got my cardio for the day.

    Onto the next part of the day, the warm coffee welcomes me back, the food is warming up. Truly the end of the day has brough me the the joy knowing progress has made. I do hope your day has brought this as well. Somedays just breathing can be hard and know that those days, just breathing is more then enough, don’t fret as the the sun will await you tommarow.

    Your friendly Ginger From The Woods

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  • Day 24!!!!!! GoodMorning!!!!!!!!!

    March 12, 2024
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    Top of the morning for the beautiful ones who are here. It not wmatters who you are but what you are. You can be rich or poor, strong or weak, Fast or slow. As long as you are being helpful to the planet and realize that we are but one in a few. We can be more then what we are evolved to be. Think of the patterns in ice and snow, or the drifts and turns of wind and water. Each one has a very important purpus and reason. The calls of the animals are a call of billions of years of development. We are not the ones who inherit the earth but are lucky enough to be allowed to be evolved enough to realize we are alive.

    Any way onto the plan for the day. Last noght I managed tro get all five of my ripping blades sharppend, I figured out how kto throw knives, just a good evening. One thing i want to try and make bat boxes. Just to help with keeping the bugs down. Not that I want the bugs gone permanatly, just to have a unison and working family of animals. I think that would be amazing to have a bond with nature and not the mechanical world.

    The plan for the day, rip the crap out of a bunch of trees to get s whole crap ton of 2x4s and 2×6 ready. Man this has become a epic life of mine. Becoming a being of pride from not gains of money, nor from social status. All the greatness in me has come from knowing that all of this was done with my hands. The fleshy digits that can be severed with ease, the palms that can be penatrated with a sharpened stick. Those sodt things became hardend and made a home for me. made a happy place for Q-tip to grow old in. Maybe one day a place for a puppy to grow old with me and see the beauty of the unleashed.

    I should ask the giants before me if they are proud, i wish i could to be honest. To see the ones who fought the wilderness and became the ones who changed the world. They stood tall before the ferice wilds and never backed down. Pain and suffering was their fuel and love and honesty was their ways. I wish to grow into a giant, not for the future , not for the past, for the ones that will find this. For the ones who will find my long sun bleached bones in the dirt and see above me the world that is possible when you truly try. Try not for yourself, nor of others. Not to fight off the many of the few. To let the weak grow strong in your shadow so they one day can cast another shadow for thir kin.

    Exalence is not born or gifted. It is won through love and determination to be the best you can be.

    Grow tall comrades, For the future is relying on your giant shoulders.

    Be Well

    your Friendly Ginger From The Woods

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  • GoodAfternoon……..Day 23!!!!!!!

    March 11, 2024
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    The day was great as i have now gotten everything ready to lay out the base on the foundation and start building up. This brings me much joy as i should be alot quicker with the rest. I have a plan to build the walls in full pannels then cut out the doors and windows once the walls are up. Just frame as I cut ouot, should not be hard as i have spent a few yesrs with a carpenter so my knowlage should be enough to do this,

    l

    To give a few pics i have noticesd that the world is changing day by day now so these moments i was able to catch them in eternity,

    Really neat how the it looks like the waves caused by the wind almost look frozen in time. One thing that crosses my mind time to time is that each day we ecounter many things that are a commulation of the thousands of events to gift you with a moment we pass over as if this thing was nothing. Stating this, not saying we need to be in awe of the world at all times. Just that with the world has given you a chance to stop and realized that moment was only witnessed by you. Never again will the small thing that happend in front of you would ever happen again. No matter how many years pass never again will that very memory you have will ever be duplicated. Just once in a while we should stop and realize that, accept it as a moment just for you. When so much of the wprld bound ato a hand held computer to look for the nexrt blessing of a reason to feel good about themselves. We should realize that the world gives us thousands of unique monemts just for you, that if you just reduce your personal ego enough, you see a world teady to gift you life long feelings of acceptence and love from within.

    With this post being over time, Making dinner and bringing wood in breaking apart the time i have spent on this. It has given a time to ponder and wonder. One of the biggest things that has changed is that we have become infathomably desired to arguwe about reality, A odd statement but when i look at the world, so many have been hypnotized into the human experience only matters if you have a idiology. With that idiology they have created clans without a cause. There is no end fullfillment in any idiology i have encountered. They are all machines that are fuled by the time dedicated by the ones who believe in it. A machine that only lives to consume life. Have we become infantalized with ourselves that we have to have a god, are we so sexualy addicted to social acceptence that we have become irrationaly insaine to feed that machine. My ramblings, they are, oddd. I know i am not unique, in the vastness of the mind scapes we all create, new ideas or concepts to dictate reality are few. Just that i hope there is more to us then what we have shown. If not, I think we are a failed exparament of evolution that became unkillable by normal means.

    I would not with the those words say the humans dont have the right to exist. I just thing we have abused it, if i can put what i am thinking into words. Also do people do that? Do they think in a way that language is not used? The concepts are born into existence with a understanding of the, already? Say i come up with a idea to make something, it comes to me and i know how to make everything i need. How to make it and how it will work. I see it all and then when i try to discribe it the words become a broken tool. I was just curious I guess.

    I also want to thatnk you for being here. This adventure is in its infantcy and i hope you find some answers for yourself along the way.

    Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods.

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  • GoodMorning………Rise And Shine To Day 23

    March 11, 2024
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    Goodday fellow humanoids, I hope you life has been kind over night and love is found its way to you. A warm sun cast its jpuoy onto the land, as deoes the cool chill in the wind. A cracling fire signals warmth is coming, A boiling pot of water is the indicator that coffee is ready to be brewed. Just as the morning graces me with such gifts, a silenrt tankyou leaves my lips to the world for giving me a home that my feet can walk upon. Through the goose honks, bluejay chirps and the crows caw sings a song of worth and joy. Just another good day.

    For the task the day brings, the lumbering needs to be done and beams need to be cut. Just the woods call me and i will anser them with grace and dignity. Q-Tip Is dong his morning run outside to get rhe zoomies out befor he protects the camp and keeps warm. By thta i mean nap beside the wood stove I move the chair beside so the catto is nice and toasty. Then make sure that the water is on the stove boiling for dishes and such.

    Of all the things I must attend to breakfast is first, I have a meat veggie stew to warm up and have for breakfast. Then get some butter and bread to soak up the yummy soup. The chill is begining to leave my fingers and dextarity is begining to grow. I am excited to have the day ahead warm and welcoming.

    However i must depart to get food and such, coffee is getting low oas well. Take care and well wishes.

    Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods

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  • GoodAfternoon/Evening…..day 22

    March 10, 2024
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    I hope the day found you well, Even the past few days we call the weekend brought you joy. Awaiting tomarrows alarm I grow happy i can get back out. Between the wind and rain it has been less then safe to cut down trees adn lumber some wood. However, having some random ideas in the noodle of mine, i might be anoucing some crafts to help in the woods.

    Over the weekend i have practiced with throwing knives. This is something i wanted to become proficent in. Just incase, because you never know what is ahead. Further more, the skill beyond me is making a forge and casting my own nails and such. I have the material to build it but the concept is yet to be affermed in my head. That is ok, for today this day in history, we have the internet to basicly become educated in anything you want. Beyond the tic tocs adn the post of the latest theory of late night thoughts. We have the ability to become doctors, phyisist, anything. its all there.

    Often i wonder if that is the biggest gifts and downfall of the history of man. The internet, A beast of gracious gifts laced with a billion jesters dancing in the way. Though it is vasty important that ideas are not silenced, however its up to us that we dont become entertained by the jesters and accept the gift of greater knowlage. A weird way of looking at it but how it looks to me. I wish to become a fool with thoughts that are not profound for all, just they answer my hearts worries. When the jesters seek validation and kinship. when we join them to help, do we not become one of them.

    Any way. I hope your week welcomes you with silken hands,

    Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods

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  • GoodMorning Day 22…… Beautiful Day

    March 10, 2024
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    GoodMorning you beautiful humans. My fingers are moving a little slow so typing is a bit harder this morning. Just a bit of a chill as it sitting at -1 o^C. so the Fingers are a bit stiff and not working as they should be. So thank you for you morning gift of patience.

    Ahhhh A sip of black coffee, out of creame, is a yummy as ever. The bitter sweet nector of life is blessing me with hopes and dreams this day. The only downside, how much it makes me want to pwee all the time. We cant have such perfection of coffeee without some downsides.

    The day is not but for the preperations for the week. I have to make sure that i got my chains and ropes as i have a come-along and will be able to lift up the beams i need into place. The world is always spinning, for that we must never stop toiling in the muck.

    Ohhh noooo!!!! coffeee cup is almost empty, be right back as io need a top up. Num Num the coffee is good. I have a bunch of wood around the camp that is too long for the stove. so bringing it in and cuttijng it up with my bow saw to empty my wood racks. I want to get the crappy wood used up then bring out the better wood i have done up in the woods. Right now ll i am using is a bit of old downed trees and some pine that is a bit too green to burn but will have top keep a eye on the criasode build up.

    Oh good news just happended. My heat powered fan has started to turn and that signals the stove is warming up nicely. I have made some veggie soup for the day. Well what i did is take my dried veggies last night adn soaked them in water. this morning the veggies are being boiled and going to toss some split peas in it. Sound like a womderful plan for the day. A bit of work with the desire to prep for the week. I have to make sure i get my foundation blocks set up before anything.

    Once all that is done i will be able to lift my wall pannels and get some lkind of structure up.

    My fellw humans for i wish you a day of happiness and glory

    Be well

    Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods.

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  • GoodAfternoon, Day 21, What a wonderful day.

    March 9, 2024
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    As the rain ever dances on the roof, the river ever rising to the shore, The crackle of the fire. All of this and now warming by the fire with you. Truly a great time comrade. Why do i use comrade, because i like the sound of it, kinda like when i say we share kinship. Nokt a new age use of the word but old. To aknowlage you as one i would end my life for. We dont have this in friends anymore let alone the rairity of this existing in family.

    What Does that mean in overall, we have long gone past the day when we could say we are in any type of unity. either using the pair of humans, the pair of counties, the pair of countries. We are past kinship and secretly rape each other for what use. Also let me state this now, I use langage as it is written, not how idiologoes and fear of pain or discofort restricts it. No greater loss in knowlage then taking away \ the words that show light to it. Over the years i have been called many things, power comes from knowing we are not what the world tells us we are. We know who we are, The world just twist that into a monster of idiologies.

    Into the better news of the day, Q-tip is doing awesome. has the same habbit as me and loves his toe beans outside the blanket.

    If you cant tell, Q-tip hates mornings. One thing me and him just dont have in common, morning is when coffee taste the best, oh shit speaking of i have to go refill my cup. Ok back, with my loverly cup of coffee. If i ever had some one marry me i would want to have the nicknames Coffee and cream. That way everyone would know that we are the best when put together.

    Yup that was kinda lame and well cheesie as fuck. Still a bit of a hopless romantic in me.

    Ohh how the sound of the cracling wood and the wiffs of smoke that are produced by filling the woodstove. The crows caw mixes the with ever blowing wind, the clouds bring more rain and bring forth the dark of the night with more haste then normal. All in case i feel like the day has given me a chance to be better then i once was. Never perfect and never going to try to be, that is a fools errand. Just knowing the day was there for me is a gift enough.

    I am off to eat dinner then get the lst of dishes done.

    Forever in my hopes

    Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods

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  • GoodMorning…..Day 21!!!!!!

    March 9, 2024
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    Well this morning brings forth the jsprng weather witnh a furry, lots and lots of rain. I was expecting this today and made sure that I had lots to take care of inside. Betweeen dishes and making sure the camp stays dry. I will be doing some laudry and while I wait inbetween, MINECRAFT!!!!!!!

    Yes, yes I am a bit of a gamer. Shcoking the guy who wants to live in the woods also likes games. How shocking!!!!! :D. Just sometimes when I get in a creative mood I love such games. Satisfactory is also a great game to face diffrent struggles that require thniking on many levels. If you choose to take the game to the fullest potential.

    So what else is going on for the day then inside work, I would like to go for a walk in a bit after the rain stops, just to enjoy the afterrain air. Ohhhh it would be epic if we got a a really active Lighting storm. Just to have the ozone smell fill the air. It is so refreshing.

    To the dismay of my laziness I must go to check the water and see if its hot enough to get the next load of dishes done.

    Take care friends,

    Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods

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  • GoodAfternoon, Day 20…………. Sexy progress

    March 8, 2024
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    How is it possible to have sexy progress, thats easy, all in how you view it. Think about it this way, my sexy progress was becoming a sexy turkey today. No dress up required, just me, a turkey call and a male coming out. I was so talented with the turkey call i must have sounded like a sexy turkey because that male came out faster then a mustang on plane fuel. It is all in how you decide to look at things.

    As you can see I am doing much better today. The cray cray is handled and put away for while until the fucker breaks out of his box again. I do hope your day was as widerful as the sun is on my skin today. Did not run back to my spot and cut more wood into beams, words of advice, never go back 100% after a bad couple days. You will end up back in the bad times. Its best to take the day do some small things but make sure to get out in the sun. I have found my broken soul mended by the sun far more then anything else, alive or not. That and fried potatoe chunks. nothing better then fried potatoe chunks. They are my Addiction.

    So what did me and the best catto get up too today? We kicked butt when it comes to cleaning up around the yard around the camp. I managed to find a couple more arrows that fell out of the tree when I was getting my raccoon. So that was a major bonous, along with tge fact that I have more then enough beams cut for the foundation and truses.

    oh oh, you have to check out these beautiful birds. Very, very happy to see that they are healthy looking and have such thick bodies for keeping the babies warm. Each day I get to hear more and more of them land in the river to either find a snack, or a home to live in for the warmer season.

    Oh Oh last thing before i go for dinner, I might be back today. hard tell and i dont want to break a promise. Anyway, the last thing, no matter what anyone says. Your worth it, you made it this far. Still fighting and kicking ass. Go you!!!!!

    Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods

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  • GoodMorning……. Day 20!!!!!…..Thank You

    March 8, 2024
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    Good Morning you beautiful specimen of life.

    Wishing the best morning to the ones who find themselves here. May the day be bright and loving upon your skin.

    The Day has been gracious, i have alot to do in a way, not travel far but prep for the weekend weather. We are going to be getting alot of rain and that can be very unfortunate if i dont have the wood stored up to keep warm and dry. However I am excited for the rain as it makes doing laundry much easier. Laundry it own task anything to make it easier is a huge benifit.

    Getting out and splitting wood, stacking it is goijng to be thew task of the day. If alot is pilled up here i wont have to worry about going into the woods to get more. The day will be a good day, no matter the task. I will make it so.

    Last thing i should have to mention is that, well that all the people here are special to me. You are the strength i need sometimes when i have grown weak with the worlds weight.

    thank you and wishing you the best in life.

    Your Frendly Ginger From The Woods

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  • Day 19 Goodevening….. Much better.

    March 7, 2024
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    Good evening you beautiful creations of life.

    Things have gotten much better since taking the extra pill. I often wonder what people think of me and i have to realixe that me staying away fromm them is not anomosity to them. I hdont have a particular group of existence i dont like. I just had to come to realize that they needed to be protected from me. That is part of the reason i live alon in the woods.

    how can i say such a thing and not be fanatical about me being a super villan or hero gone bad. That is the easy part, last night when trying to fight off the devil inside i was concidering and got close to cutting off my pinky finger with a ae. Why would anyone of sain mind even concider this. I wasnted to hurt the demon inside so i could use the pain to fight even harder. Find a source of grip in the pain of a lost finger is something i dont think anyone would understand. I would accept that anyone would call me crazy, I would accept that because how do you explain to someone that the dforces inside me are sometimes greater then the will have have to keep them down. That sometimes the pain of being human is enough to fight back. Sometimes pghysical pain is the only way to hurt enough to have the will to ppush it back down. Like i said a reason that is far not understood. I get that, just want people to know that sometimes, just sometimes they should realized the ones who want to be alone for a bit are not trying to hide away. They are trying to protect you.

    I am no hero, I am no victor over armys. when i have ever boasted such things is a question i ask myself. I say that because some days i am a hero and a victor over a army greater then ever concieved by mankind.

    I fight the demon that is who i am.

    Sincerly and asking for the fogivness of the souls of the world

    Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods

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  • Day 19…….. Slightly better.

    March 7, 2024
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    Goodafternoon beautiful ones.

    Again i must apologise for yestrday and a bit of today. I am feeling much better but still fighting inside to hold onto the body i have. This sounds bery weird, I am fighting with my being to hold onto this form and its harder then words can discribe. Strings of thin web are slowly binding together to hold ont this being but each time i pull too hard some of the strings snap, then at theat point i slip a bit and fall back. THe long nails from the back of my moind get a better grip at that point. Then the fight starts agian.

    I dont know what this is and i am medicated, just as if the human existence is slowly being dragged out of me for a inhuman being to take my form. I am cray cray I know and that is the reason i am ut here. So I am no longer a threat to anyone. I just hope that the promise made to me last my lifetime as i worry what i would be if brought back to the world.

    I have to let you know that I did get two more beams cut, stacked up amd ready to go (after dry time). I do hope that the time i rest tonight is the last I need to get a ferm grip on my body and my soul can move on without bleeding out from the demons nails.

    However I must stay thank you to the ones who are reading, you give me a goal to keep, for that you have my heart.

    Back in bit as I miss You terribly

    Sinserly

    your Friendly Ginger From The Wood,

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  • Good Morning…….. I apologise for yesterday.

    March 7, 2024
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    Well yesterday was the first time, i faced my deomon in me since i started this blog. Not literaral but might as well be. /I has a quick rest yesterday and woke up in a hatefull, raging, spitefull and cant jconcieve the value of life. This sounds horrivble and it is, it is who the dark side of me is.

    This is not who I am but what i am, very broken. I wish to explain it all here as its hard to remember the being i was a short time after i recover. Everything good died in me, everything. Humans are not safe around me at this point. Life has no value to me, i cannot perseive the pain of others. Death is a concenquesnce of being in my presence it seems. I hate it and that hate feeds the darkness. In the point of this being is that i no linger have a concious at all. Qtip is my angle and saves me from this place all the time. just by doing nothing but existing on my lap as my closed eyes fight the creature inside me. I wish I could give you all a better understanding. It changes everything about who i am. Bloodlust and spitefull truth is my verbiage, pain is the answer to anthing you ask, lust for the screams of understanding the cost, jsut a absolute creature of pain and death.

    Let this be know that this post is not saying this is the end, but the begining of me telling the darketst parts of me no one knows about. To share my darkest side so i can feel somewhat human agian. That s the tragity of knowing what you are, not who you are.

    Again Forever in regrets of my being.

    Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods.

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  • GoodMorning……Day 18………..Recoup day and healing up.

    March 6, 2024
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    Let the title not worry you, I am fine and not hurt, just very very sore in the head and neck. I cant push my body in those places too much because of the damage from my operation. after all this effort i would feel kinda chump like if i was taken out from the arterie in my neck bursting and not me taking on a cougar. I have to pervail at least until then, I refuse to let my body take my will from me. Any how, to the more important things. I plan on going for a meat hunt in a bit. Not to singularlry look for food, still have a good stockpile of that. To bring forth the ability to traverse the wood without sound. I have to practice this so i can become more and higher skilled ijn the art of forest living.

    Onto the next thing, your all going out with me later and we are going to get some pics from the woods. Why, because i think it is important to get out and about with each other. The reason i say this is, I wish to try and have a converstation as events happen with you. To be locked into a stale universe is a dying shame. To Live through the deaths gate is integraty.

    I shall be back with more then one more post today. I will be taking you through the woods and help see the world i live in.

    Until then my lovely existence.

    Your Freindly Ginger From The Woods.

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  • Day 17….. Afternoon……. Beams are 90% done!!!!!

    March 5, 2024
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    Good afternoon precious one.

    Though used to be a obeject of obsession, you are precious to me. For with out you my knowlage and tale would end in a flicker of a flame. You are the fule to the fire that lights these post.

    On to the progress, i have beams cut!!!!!!!!!!!

    The String indicates the best cut for the length, this bad boy is one of 4 that i have done so i can start getting ready to set my base. Ohhhhhhhh yeah we are making it!!!!!!!! That and my nights are going to be filled with reading nfrom my books of mushrooms as the weather will soon bring forth them. Gha I am so happy that the world is starting to thaw.

    What is next after base, well I have to fiugure out the best way to cut 2×6 and 2×4 to start framing up the sides. woot woot this means so much to me.

    I am thinking of building a large pine needle base to start to store up the longer shavings as to use them in my future endevors for the chicken bedding. I will /have to see if they can use pine.

    However i musrt depart to make food. My stomach growls and I moust feed the beast.

    Take care and wish you the best.

    Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods.

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  • GoodMorning Day 17 Holy Shit 17 Days

    March 5, 2024
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    Well top of the morning to the ones who read this. May the days light help you become a greater person then yesterday. Waking up to the glorious honks of the canadian goose, the tender calls of a deer in the woods the the yearling. The croaks of trees reaching up into the sky as the buds of future leaves are waiting to bloom in the sun, ever waiting for the monarch butterflies to vome and lay upon the warmth of the grouns in the sun. Oh my my my stomach craves food today, going to need to have a larger breakfast. Might have to make a rather large breakfast. I should check if i have any canned potatoes and makes some eggs with that. We shall see, oh speaking of seeing, pics of the plenty of the spot today. now that i know what i am doing, it should go much easier today.

    I digress, I hope that you all find your peace today. That moment in life when the day becomes a gift , that moment when your just in the right spot at the right time, like a dream is complete souly by the ability to exisit in that very moment. If I dont have canned potatoes egg scammies today. I would not argue with that as I love eggs. Oh Oh. I was curious if the world would get better and i realized my world has gotten better. I know the world is edging closer and closer to the end. no matter what each day is like that. Sooner by our hand or slowly over the great death of our sun. Fear not the darkness, for it holds all those who once feared it but now comfort others new to it.

    Ahhhhh The day is greaat and the hours of light grow longer. For that i have hopes your life is greater with each day.

    Forever your story teller

    Your Friendly Ginger From The woods

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  • GoodAfternoon Day 16

    March 4, 2024
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    What a wonderful day, here is to hoping that your day has brought you some solice in life. Well, i managed to rip about 16 2×6 today, took a bit to understand the unit. Q-Tip was out and about with me. As always he is the best catto ever.

    As you can see, a crazy catto indeed. He has alot of fun when we go out together, he gets the odd mouse and mole. Then we have tpo take a brreak while he has his snack.

    The thoughts I have had today has been minamal in the greater aspects of life, and stayed to inner thoughts of my own being. I have wondered for a long time is how have I left my life. Has it been good, have i brought more joy then pain to others. I know i have caused much pain oin my life. One of the reasons I feel like I belong because i am alone. I am not going up on doing better, just that better means i ccnnot be in the world like i once was.

    Is this a life I want, Yes without a doubt because years of life has brought me to this point in the cosmos. Never alone as the stars keeep me companey. ?Never without a friend on lonely nights as the man in the moon watched over me each noight. Symbolic yes, all the same it is a place of community when the one who is the outcast is the technology. I wish to become a neighbour in the forest. A friend to all the things around me.

    till later my friends.

    Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods

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  • GoodMorning Day 16 The Time Has Come

    March 4, 2024
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    Good day to all the ones who travels have lead you here, may the day grace you with the love and hopes of a future worth living. The darkness of the night has passed and the morning light gices me the hope of a thousand dreams. Crackling come from the wood stove as i am warmking my insides with the gracious coffee. Fortatude is my name today as i have much to do. From building a table and making sure i have a construction system that will work most efficently. A dogs ear to the wind hears the the howls of a spring season.

    forward on I am making a set of Plans to make my shack and such but before all of that a base of operations is underway. Tolls of the wimd are upon my chest and back this morning as shivers still penatrate my being. For that a extra coffee might be needed before tending to the withering of the daylight hours. Brojen not yet, i must proceed, must grant new hope, to have a world worht living in.

    I trust you all have found yourj joy, maybe, i have become joyous in the short term and only hoipoe that this progress shows me the ky to the long term. The sun becons me to enter its grace and wpork the hours left to succeed in the life given to me,

    Take care and wishing well

    Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods

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  • GoodAfternoon Day 15

    March 3, 2024
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    GREAT NEWS!!!!!!!!!

    I have gotten the mill to work and i have to build a saw horse so the logs will be a better hight to rip. Oh Oh the turkeys are out and about. I can hear them gobbling up a storm in the woods. the spring is brining out all the animals. I hope i dont come across a big brown bear or anything of the sorts. That is the last thing i need to happen, well one of the last things i need to happen.

    Onto the other things i have jgotten done, the camp is spotless, i was able to get the bark and such i was waiting to unthaw cleanned up. Just a very sucesssfull day. I have to prep a bag with charged batteries and my legbolts so i can assemble a bench to get things truly underway. I am thinking i will have to make up at least twenty or thirty boars and six or so beams so i van have a strong base to build on. After i get used to using the mill and such things will be much faster.

    What is next for the day, well i need to get the things mention above done but also need to look for my bow saw and my bow and arrows. This will make alot easier to do. The water has started to become a issue so going for a walk to see if the beavers are up to their dam building shanagins again. However, i have to make a large meal tonight so i can take this and the meal out with me so coming back out wont have to happen until the days end.

    I wish not to bore you with endless chatter so take care and hoping the day brings you joy

    Your Friendly Ginger In The Woods.

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  • Good morning day 15

    March 3, 2024
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    I must apologise for yesterday as i was not able to get nything written down. As i was with my parents it became hard to sit and have some quiet time for this. The mind is hard to rest when I am artound other people. However i am wishing you the best an di hope that your dreams have begun to form in reality.

    This will be a short note to make sure i have not forgotten any of you. I will be back in a couple houes and have an great update for you all..

    musch love

    Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods

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  • Good Afternoon Day 14…….. Joyous times

    March 1, 2024
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    Well, it took a couple hours but the camp is cleaner then when i came up. The point each time I leave for resourses I make sure to leave it perfect. The weather has granted me the warmth needed to make the soul smile. Tommarow morning I will be back around 10 in the morning and be able to get right into the milling.

    Speaking of the mill, it works great and operator error was the main issue. For that i must accept the human inside must not face things with over bearing pride and enthusiasem. Life has a way to make you humble, sometimes in a cruel way, sometimes in a way that makes you laugh at yourself in humility.

    As well taking time at my parents, might have the time to go over and look at at a tree that needs to be cut up. It wont take much time, just tricky with alot of twisted limbs. That and I have to get the green house set up so they can start the gardens. Apparently they have a garden war going on this year, cute idea to keep things random in a relationship. I have to say when I think about it, my parents are the best because they are the ones who saved me. Many times.

    Well onto the day as the camp is done. All things gased up so getting all the jerry cans possible filled and ready. I have to see if the parents have a extra propain tank I can fill and barrow.

    Till next time.

    Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods

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  • GoodMorning……..Day 14

    March 1, 2024
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    Well let this day mark 2 weeks. Its has been longer for me personaly as i have been preping for a bit but today marks two weeks. I have to say, the pain the burns and the cuts are all worth it. Having the spring welcome me, The song birds greating each morning with the grace of a thousand wispers over a thousand years. The saw mill is operating decently as i have to sharpen the blades this morning. I am getting picked up this afternoon so i can supply my bag again. However, if, and i mean If things work out i should have a place to stay next winter. I have yet to need to do this as my youth has aways given me the ability to find a home, however in my life i have slept beside (as a parting friend) with the ones who called themselves mayor, crawled along the broken into tents to trade things for food and shelter. Holding a knife to my chest as i try to sleep with the fear of humans. I have encounted large animals (deer, elk, coyotes and such.) As I and many others have said over the years. Man is far more devious, hateful, jelous, and cruel then any animal that calls the wilderness home.

    Now what is going to be happping today if i am waiting for a ride, Camp cleanup and getting dishes done. Then i have to mop the floors and make sure that nothing i have will freeze. Should not be getting to much colder then -5 or so for the rest of the season. Gah, I wish you could feel my hope I have in my heart. The things I have faced in my life is hard but made me true. They have scarred me, but left me with a toughened hide ,to face the world. Things in life can be hard, to be honest if life is always easy how do we become strong. How is it that the mighty fall. Its it the will of the mighty of the weight of all the others they carry with their goals.

    We do stand on the shoulders of giants, I fear that they are begining to weaken and the land bellow is full of predators that lick their chops with the desire to eat the ones the giants protected. Have we barganed away our souls for our protection from a false giant. I want to become a giant to protect this land i call home. Am I finding my desteny or is it a lofty goal meant for the greater men then I. For that I only hope that the world lives long after the giants fall and the new ones rise.

    However i must depart and be back before long. Dishes are calling my name from the sink.

    Wishing you the best.

    Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods.

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  • Good Afternoon…….Day 13

    February 29, 2024
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    Well the day went quickly and i had to mess aroung a bit with the mill and i mandaged to get one cut off then realized my ripping blades for my chain saw was really really dull. So instead of doing any more lumber i decided to sharpen my five blades, that way when i do get the day to go back out, might not be tomarrow as i think i will have to go and get supplies. Then back out again sat. Well one thing i discovered is that propain stoves suck in the cold weather. Well to be accurate what sucks is the design of whoever built the feed. Bare copper lines exposed to -20 0c wind tends to make propain run like shit. Some peoples children.

    Anyway, onto the day. I found a great place with lots of mushroom spores. I am going to get the basic supplies I need and i might be able to start my mushroomfarm sooner then later. Oh and of course the Canadian Goose honks are starting to fill the air. A true sign of spring. Much excitment indeed. Poor Qtip had enough of the outdoors with the wind yesterday. He was recovering in his little bed allday in the sun from the windows. Truly the best catto ever. Fire is burnig away quite hot and now is making feel the days hours on my body. To that i say. back again in a bit. i need some food.

    Best wishes

    Your Friendly Ginger from the woods

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  • Day 13……Goodmorning

    February 29, 2024
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    Happy leap year day!!!!!!!!!!

    I hope life fonds you well

    Happy leap year day as well, last night was rough. The camp was swaying side to side (only a little bit) with the wind. However great amount of work was done and now i am ready to head back into the woods. I am hoping to get a bunch of planks cut today. Got my proper ripping chain and its all sharpened up, mill is good to go. just a good morning. Q-tip is still passed out aas the wind kept him awake all night. Never had a night where he was dealing with high winds.

    So todays plan is easy to say but might be hard to do, got to hget up and make breakfast and get dressed for the day. Ever feel so much excitment that it is hard to think and stay focused, that is today for me. Gah I just cant wait to see how i do and learn more how to get things done. Safty first and I have to make sure i dont die lol.

    Back before long

    Wishing you well

    Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods

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  • GoodAfternoon…..Day 12……Windy

    February 28, 2024
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    Well the day did hand me a facial smashing but it ws a day that even without that, the woods held another danger today. The wnd, very very windy and i could hear trees falling. I say that, because the wind ended up hitting about 90 km today. The left eye (bad eye) burns like a sunburn, the usual. So I took it easy today. I do regret this post being so short but i need to go recover some streagth in food. I have not ate yet today, the pain was too much this morning.

    Wishing the world well

    Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods

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  • Good Late Morning…..My Bad…… Day 12

    February 28, 2024
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    Well the morning came and went with the quickness of a fart in the breeze. I managed to get the sawmill rails properly put together and ready. Hoping to take the rail system and the saw mount back to my spot. Advice from NotThe i will put together a series of pictures to show how to put together and use the mill. I am surprised to be honest that i was able to get this much done.

    Now as to why i might not be able to get much done. Major shift in weath and local atmosphearic pressure makes my hear hurt. A lot. The best way to discribe the pain is when you have a pencil and you slowly beging to snap it in half. The slight cracking and popping you hear. The temple and upper jaw bone feels the same way. Then randome shots of pain like by bones are melting and the flesh is boiling for a couple seconds. I was on 150 mgs of morphine 3 times a day, it made me a grouchy zombie so i deal with the pain now. toughens me up.

    However i need to run back to the woods and get some things cleanned up and ready for the mill. Progress report when I get back for lunch.

    May the day be ever kind to you

    Your Firendly Ginger From The Woods

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  • Day 11, GoodEvening

    February 27, 2024
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    Gah what a awesome day, alot of logs cut up and ready to be milled. Then got the mill put together and ready to go. Ripping blades for the chainsaw are all touched up, just amazing today. I am hoping to be able to rip my boards for my ramp and get the rest of the 6×6 i will need to get a basic struture up. What fears me is that the rack that hold the mill up works as well as I hope.

    On to the better things of the day, the animals. I counted about 20 quail on the trail. some fish brok surface of the water for the bugs that are hatched with the warmth of the sun. Just wonderful. Q-Tip was out with me all day and has become quite the little forest cat. Has yet to find the way to get the birds. Flight excapes the poor thijngs mind but all the same I hope that he begins to become a sucessfull hunter. I have great pride in that little furball.

    Tommarow comes with a better sleep i hope. past couple days have been hard to get to fall asleep. However with most things that are filling my mind as i try to rest, have passed and now i have a much better hope that it comes with better ease tonight. Getting close to the point that it will be harvest some fungle spores to see if i can start a mushroom farm. I might have to see what the books i have say about this time of yesr for edible mushrooms. I have a couple i get to eat but to know what is done to collect spores.

    I do however need to eat and get ready for bed, my body is a bit sore tonight so rest is required.

    Take care

    Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods

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  • GoodAfternoon, Day 11

    February 27, 2024
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    What a great day!!!! May the day give you the feeling of greatness as well. Managing to get about 10 logs at 12 feet ready to go into the mill. As well I have one that will function as a structural beam. It is about 40 feet long with a consistant 18 inch diamater. No limbs and no knots. So I do have great hopes lays ahead more and more progress. The big Progect ahead will be getting the ramp done with the first cutoffs.

    So what is going to be next after lumber is cut and i wait for the snow to melt as i need to find the best spot to drill into. Well I have the huge tree I dropped to lumber. One of the projects here that are not mine but i will help with is rebuilding a outhouse. With that i hope to be able to get all the lumber out of the big one. Oh Oh yes i almost forgot, the river has almost dropped enough for now so i might have a day to cross it to get the things needed to complete basic things. Getting ahead of myself there, but needed information will allow me to plan ahead. Failing to plan is planning to fail.

    All things together the day has been very productive so far, the one thing i have to get is my locking block up to the spot. I need to have a level base for my sawmill. However the needs of the day need me to depart and get more done.

    Be well

    Your Ginger From The Woods

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  • GoodMorning Day 11….. Warm days ahead.

    February 27, 2024
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    Good morning, I hope the night treaated you well adn you have become well rested for the day. I am ready for the day as making sure the chainsaw is ready to go, coffee is brewing and fills my sense of smell with great joy. Camp was a bit chilly this morning as i left windows open for the fresh spring air. Even Qtip is being a bit of a snuggle hog this morning as the woodstove is begining to warm us up. Not sure if i am goijng to jump into breakfast and i have noticed with larger dinners i have not needed food right away in the morning. I will take some water with me and some gruel so i can make something to eat in the woods. One of the biggest thing i want to have done is cleanned up and brush is burned. Then take the logs i need to make a log shelf. Then after lunch oi am hoping to be able to get a couiple doxeen logs ready to go for frame work. The blocks i needed to build a baasic foundation as welll. Sound like the foire might need some love. be right back. Well the fire got its love and the camp is creaking with the warmth, The sun is starting to crest over the tree tops and soon the kisses from the suns rays will be dacing upon my skin. When that happens. the day will start and i will be able to unlock some of my frozen joints. Kidding of course. no where close to that cold.

    So honest plans for the day are, cleanup , log holder and maybe get block brough over so i can measure out what i will need. Took a bit but now while this point was hard to get to it is the hardest part to do. Easy peasy. Soon thos beloved catto of mine is going to need to move so I can get more wood brought in. Though not needing much having it inside is always the best idea. Only about 6 armloads. That makes a days worth of wood. Howevwer I must depart for the coffee cup is getting empty and the fire wasnts more food.

    Until later

    Kindest Regards.

    Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods

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  • Day 10 Night

    February 26, 2024
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    With the darkness of night crawling over the land, the day brought me alot of joy knowing what was completed. At night my mind come plauged by the next days jobs. I was alble to get the dishes and such done. The camp is nice and toasty, lastly i have to make the bed then I know the day has been good to me. Rubbing my good eye (left eye is messed up in diffrent ways after brain operation) I know is the greatest indicator that my day did come with great physical exurtion. If that is spelled right. Coffee passes my lips for the last time and my daily dose of podcast I listen to, they give me a sence of human connection. In a non -intamate way. I use this to show my heart and soul, to be true and raw, so I can feel like I have a sence of intamcy of the mind. Sounds odd but thats how I can discribe it. Physical connections are hard for me, not a fan of being touched either. It brings me discomfort at most in my past who held me close broke me in ways still not healed. For that i wish not to burdon another with my being. To know that this scrip of life is looked upon by others. More then enough for me to feel like i am giving the gift of knowlage to someone. Wisdom is what is gained when I try to do something and learned how to do such thing better.

    I do find the night weighing heavy and must find some rest, take care and whishing you well.

    Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods

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  • Goodevening…….Day 10……. Progress!!!!

    February 26, 2024
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    Goodevening and I hope the day found you well and the night brings in you with a clouds grace. For me the afternoon was had such progress that the joy is bountaful. However, first are the pictures of the location and how to get there. I got a spot on top of the bedrock so mounting the blocks and drilling the stone for foundation. I was once a mason by trade and i have collected some block over the years so building a foundation is going to lest costly. I tried to make sure that most every month is less then 200 in total cost. Once having the things I need, the building fear of any outside my own being is soon comming to a end. I am no doomer, by far my hopes for humanity are high. However, hopes and dreams dont build a better world, a better mankind does that. Is mankind in a well enough state of being to make a better future right now? I don’t know and that brings me great worry.

    Back to the good. from the top to the bottem is the walk into my spot. seems like nothing, however i see everything it can be.

    So far its hard to tell but the next few days are going to be huge in progress. First thing first is going to be a log holder and make a level bench that I can use. the ramp is not done but the foundation is there now. putting a split log top on it as I the required tools to split 4 foot logs in half with ease. that way making a flat top should be done before too long but everything i need is carryable so i dont need a flat top ramp just yet. The logs are tied intio each other so they dont move and are quite stable.

    Now onto the the very important part of the day, as a epic surprise I had a friend send me this as a celibration for 10 days. I credit NotThe on the epic picture and I will be incorerated permanatly in the next day or two into this journal of sorts. Thank you So much. 🙂

    I do have to depart now to take care of laundry, dishes and get myself cleaned up and ready for the night. Saying that i have more then enough time to make a night post later. See you then.

    Kindest Regards

    Your friendly Ginger From The Woods

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  • Day 10…….. Afternoon

    February 26, 2024
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    Goodafternoon, I hope the day finds you well.

    So much has been done that i can’t wait for the cleanup to be dont then Materials are being produced. I have to dig it out but i have the equipment to melt metal. I am hopeing to be able to produce my own nails, and possible other things i might be able to make. Tempering the metal will be something I have to learn but that will come with time. The trail has been cleared anf i am gong to be taking back my tablet to take pictures. That way progress of the day can be photographed. Lunch is a mix of eggs and chicken, very delicious and full of the goods to keep me going through the afternoon.

    Oh speaking of, Well speaking of eggs. I have a pen and small chicken house to bring to my spot. I will not have the tie this year, next spring I hope to have some chickens so I can produce eggs and meat. That way less time and money spent on things that I can produce myself. Then I can think of maybe capture some partrage and see if I can breed them. That would be epic. However my eggs and chicken are done. i have to go eat

    Until later.

    Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods

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  • GoodMorning…….Day 10

    February 26, 2024
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    Well time for celibrations as i have made it to double digit days in the woods. Also a big change in weather. Wood stove is not needed today and i am able to save a bunch of time with that. The ground weeps with the frost and becomes soft again. I have found many many things under the snow and to have it cleaned up is a huge weight off my soul. I am excited as I wil be back worling my spot this afternoon.The morning was rough, i was not able to get to sleep until 4 am and woke up a couple hours ago. Brain operations leave you messed up sometimes. One of the biggest things that have to happen is making a train to my spot. then i can start bringing down some trees so i can build a log holder today. Haveing alot of anqour bolts and such so Hoping that it all works out. I am really hard on myself when it comes to messing up my mornings. Alot of self fhate when i fuck up sleep and dont wake up accordingly. I have many alarms but my broken brain sometimes just dosent wake up. Trust me, broken brain syndrome sucks.

    Onto the good news, coffee is strong and the world is melting away the cold so I hold onto that to keep trugging through the harder hours. One thing that is really epic about having a catto is being able to leave the door open at night and have no real worries of aninamals coming in. That and making some squirrel soup is always on the menu. A bit of work but holy shit if you get the chance. Wood squirrel is very very good in soup.

    The other thing that has become important to finish today is camp cleaning now that the general freeze is over. Mopming the floors and getting fly strips up to fight of the first breed of the season. Flys are the worst in a camp. They just appear and have no visual source.

    Anyway I have to get along with my day.

    Wishing you well

    Your Friendly ginger from the Woods

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  • Day 9…… Pictures now updated on Day 9 Afternoon and nightly update.

    February 25, 2024
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    Goodevening, the the day treated you well. Myself, bit of a slow morning but now that I have the basics organized things will operate much more efficently. Above is a picture from a spot i like to go and just sit and think. The river is crossable in deep winter and the summer as water levels are passable at that point. Poor Q-tip is worn out and he has become a loaf by the fireplace. As it should be as that catto had a big day with me today. Was the first time going that far in the woods with me. Listened well too, went a little far once or twice but a simple call brough his curious butt back.

    One of the many thoughts i have had are what am I. I am in the sence that I should know but as the thoughts of life and its meaning. It comes to a point I dont think I know what I am. A man, of course, a Son, Yep, to like the best mom ever! What is my existence worthy of, have I earned the right to live is such a evolved body. We are a product of millions of years of death and life that brought us here. By far not saying that we need to be in a constant state of awe, that leads to the very problem I face with alot of people. Small mindedness, The world is a beautiful thing. I want the human race to see the sunset from another planet. To breath the air of a new earth we got to not out of need but want. Finding my reason for existence is not a task for humanity, I think we have failed to be human. Well at this point of applicable ability. We know how things work and we have a device that could make us all doctors. The thing is has it become social huberous to think we are always right in how we do things. Has the standard we live by become substandard to the growth we have made.

    These things are beyond me as I am not theologist. Just do i need to be to see these things?

    With that i hope the night finds you well,

    In kindest regards

    Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods.

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  • Good afternoon…. Day 9

    February 25, 2024
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    I do hope this day has found you well. The production moves forward quite smoothly. I was able to get the rest of the wood cleanned up i pulled out during the winter. When I first came out It was just after xmas and the wood supply was quite low. So i had to go and get wood and sleigh it out. Cutting in 3 feet of snow is not a safe idea. I was able to get out and see my spot. Needs alot of cleaning but first you must see. Q-Tip out walking the trails with me.

    Also have to get the cutness when getting in that morning cat nap. The best of catto life.

    I was able to get all the eood cleaned up and have about a cord at the camp. I have to start making sure i get a start on the spot first thing tommarow.

    Oh Oh this is my sword and sheild. Its not much but it gives me some sence of a chance against some of the woodland critters. The axe is held on by me attaching the sheith to the face of the sheild.

    How medevil of me i know right. Thats why i am out here, this life feels like its my right path. The hopes of my future no matter what is mine alone. I have my family and thats a big thing, i will never forget the help. When I am able to get things started, I promise to make you proud.

    Before I get to emotional I have to attend to more before the sun finds its bed.

    Take care

    Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods

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  • Day 9……..Goodmorning

    February 25, 2024
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    Good day, May the day find you in bliss.

    The day is quite cold, -17 and the woodstove is being a bit hard to lite. However i managed to get it to 10 isn sthe camp and the coffee is strong. I have some prep work to do before i head out. A heavy breakfast is being cooked, the genarator is humming along and i have to think of what is the first thing i have to do. I will be heading over to my spot and take pics so i can record my progress there. To be able to see the work i have done so far. Alot is to be done. One thing I did to make sure was done is the two major beaver dams removed yesterday so I hope that the trails are not flooded. Even if so i can cross most of the parts that wewre flooded. Thankfully I have the buggy here. Though kinda breaking one of the rules i have for myself, i do not yet have the physical prowess to do some of the heaver things. How ever i have gain some progress in my physical ability.

    Q-Tip my best catto ever was up most of the night hunting down some mice that attempted to find home in this camp. Though they are cute the damage those little buggers can cause is emmence, from chewing wires to getting into food supplies they can be devastating to survival. The biggest thing I will be facing today I hope is that the snow has melted enough to get my saw mill up and out of the snow so i can make some beams for stuctural support are cut. Wish me luck with that. Regarding animals I was told that a bob cat is prowling the property and that i should stay protected. So i take out my sword and sheild. with me. Thats, right, sword and sheild, will have to take a picture of both later so make a note of my protected life. Not saying i would not use a gun, i have many times in my life. I just dont have the desire to be so over handed per say when it comes to trying to become more of a man of the wild then not. Besides, more honor in dying by a wolf or bear then dying in a hospial surounded by family that you have not seen in years so when you die they can say they have no guilt. Or the doctors who just see a number and payment then a human. Nothing against doctors, they saved my life. Its that its become the outcome of socity that money, the root of all evil, is more important then fellowship. At least to me it seems that way,

    However the day calls and hours are passing.

    Wishing you well

    Your friendly ginger from the woods

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  • Good Evening….. Day 8

    February 24, 2024
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    What a busy day, wish i had more time so i could do my logs but as of tommarow I will be back to the regularly scedual programing. Or what ever they use to say back in the day. So I got gas and some perishables. coffee was the most important of course. I had to come up with a plan for tomarrow, got alot to get done in one day. I have my chainsaw sawmill built and ready to go. I hope that it works out and I am able to get some 12x12s out of the big tree Cut down the other day. it was 48×48 and about 60 feet long so it should not be a bother. After that i have to get back to my spot and start cleaning it up and making some wall pannels up. Heck, I might even get to Measuring out my foundation. I am quite excited for that, the first step is always the most exciting. The hard part will be lumber but i cant see that being too much of a issue.

    On to how the camp is, was cold but now it nices and snuggly. Made some potatoes adn chicken to fill the pit I call the stomach. I do wish the morning would come sooner then is is but i know sleep is the best thing to help with that. However i have about a hour left to my day. Then the sleep schedual can commence.

    Oh a big thing as well, got 3 of the 5 bever dams pulled so the water does not cause washouts of trails and roads. The river is large enough to cause issues far beyond the property. So making sure water can flow and not cause any issues. Also one of my spots i want to grow rice in needs to have a stable water level. being close to the river it can change over night if not maintained. One of the least concerns of mine is to make a more stable bridge. Since I have no need to get to that part of the property just yet i can wait for that. I think its called a lenardo Bridge. Some thing like that. However the night is starting to crawl in and my eyes are watering and yawns are begining to become frequent. I hope the night is restful and i come to the morning without hesitation.

    wishing you well.

    your Friendly ginger from the woods.

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  • Day 8……. Morning

    February 23, 2024
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    Good Morning.

    I do hope this day finds you well adn that you are not held down by a feeling of being less then. So as of this morning I have gotten to my parents adn of course i bring the Q-tip. He loves my prents dogs and plays with them so much. I hope he can keep this attitude for when i can afford a puppy so q-tip has a friend. Plan of the day, clean paretns house. Its just the kinds thing to do. Dishes and such are easily done compaird to the wooden life. Oh Oh i have goteen some things to back up to the woods as well. One of the biggest things i will have to do sooner then later is get the rest of the equipment I have for the camp. One thing that is important is to make sure i got some stove pipe as well. i do need 6 and 5 inch pipe so i can statt to plan out how i a going to have a idea of infloor heating. I cant see it bing somewhat hard but i would hope that is its worth it. Curisous as well that the insolation value of clay and sand. Since both are in large amounts, should not be a problem is they are Good medium fpoor heat retention. I am picking up my body cam and voice recorder as well to see if i can get recording of the coyotes and wolves at night.

    I digress i have to help with the house while parents are at work. might even get to sweeping and moping floors.

    Take care and the most well of course.

    Your friendly ginger from the woods

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  • Day 7 …… night

    February 22, 2024
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    Good late evening.

    If finding this now, i hope your day was kind to you. After a mid-spring day the night has breathed a heavy fog. To walk outside in the darkend forest, the whisp of fog add a majesty to the walk. I have come to terms that night walks into the forest might have to become a habit. It brings a sence of inner silence that allows even the most stroshish intrusive thoughts to become asleep as if layed upon a lambs wool. Gives a cloud of grace for you to breath and help understand ones self. Only the tones of distant planes break the forever nights silence.

    As of tommarow I will be making a trip out to Help my parents for a day and get some basic supplies. I have learned while cleaning the cabin i am very low in any medical supplies. I tend to get hurt time to time and the brain damage has left me with a lower nerve reaction to damage. Far from the idea that i dont feel pain its just that is it is delayed for about a hour or so. I will dig up pics when I get to my parents and show off some of the weird cuts ands such that i just did not bleed or suffer any real issues or pain with.

    I grow quite tired and the cleanup to get the camp ready for a night without my pressesnce takes time.

    wishing you well and hopes of a good life,

    your Friendly ginger from the woods.

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  • Day……….. 7 Afternoon

    February 22, 2024
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    Good Afternoon,

    I do hope this finds you well. Laundry is a task that sets fire to forearms. I reall, need a wash basin, washboard and clothing ringer so I will become more manualy efficient. Anything more then 30 mins would be too much time to wash a set of clothing, that is not including dry time. Other then that the rest of the day is going to be taking off into the woods to get some more of the split wood I have stashed back there. I try to keep cutting and splitting all to the same location so the anamals can enjoy the tops of trees still holding on to snacks for them. The birds are a huge indicator of the happiness that it brings. Usually 10 mins into splitting the logs i get the song birds greet me with their song of joy. Chipmunks jumping limb to limb are a great source for entertainment when taking a short water break. I should see about growing peanuts and seeing if i can make some friends with them. Some times I wonder if creatures such as the squirrels and such are more hinest of what they see in us then other people are. Fearful of the unknown but greatful with each time a gift is given.

    A quick note of cuteness before I have to depart and make sure my source of heat does not go hungry, this is baby Q-tip. Love at first site.

    Take care

    your friendly Ginger for the woods

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  • Day 7 …… GoodMorning

    February 22, 2024
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    Good morning, i hope this finds you well

    The day might be stuck inside for the morning. The weather is not agreeing with me and the jobs i have ahead of me are dangerous without dry weather. I have alot of rocks to move and some moss i have to clean up. I am wondering if I can make a moss roof and have a more ecological friendly home. One day i will find myself here, trully find myself. So what is my plan if i am stuck moreless inside today. Well that means catching up on laundry. I do have to get or make a washboard and a clothing ringer to help get it done quicker. I mght have to look into maybe planting cotton and getting a sheep to help produce my own clothing. I would find that to be a life goal to complete. Just to hae th raw product and make my own material then make it into required cloth. One day maybe one day. Oh i have to say thank you as well. knowing people are somewhat entertained by this, brings me joy hoping that someones life has improved a bit. I think we lost the ability to just naturaly improve. we now live by a social constructed notes to show improvement. not by the amount we made peace with others. I have had alot of hate in my heart over the years and i found it ages me quickly.A premature death by self indulgence I think would be the best way to discribe.

    I have to go and i Apologise for the short note. Water is boling and clothing need to soak a bit and i have more then a few things to wash.

    take care and love softly

    Your Friendly Gingerr from the woods

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  • Goodevening

    February 21, 2024
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    I do hope this finds you well, myself I am quite well. My small amount of exploration hase not gathered me much info on any plants that have indicated what they are. I have to make some kind of deydrator. I will start taking pictures of my blueprints if they work. That way maybe when i am no longer here my knowlage can help others when undertaking the wilderness. Truly gained knowlage and development from mind to mind.

    Thinking of the future what is the goal i have. I dont know, i know i have one, it is just not clear yet Knowing that the path I walk is the right one. My cat q-tip will soon be ready to go out with me into the woods. As crazy as it sounds I do have great plans to train him to help me in the woods. I do want a puppy but i have to wait for that. Right now i have to have a home for my broken little tribe of critters to grow in. I have noticed that splitting wood has become easier, i am surprised that my good diet and work has improved my ability so much. i just have to make sure mymind stays sharp ans growing in knowlage that it matches my bodies growth. Intellagence means nothing without wisdom. I hope the wilderness here finds me worth granting me its knowlage. That way as i read about such places that when i walk into them with respect, they know i come in search of knowlage and compastion and not distruction. One day I hope to understand my place in this beautiful gift of life i have found. Maybe one day when i am gifted with such things some may when they read this may share in it. I think that is part of the polish to help me reach the final form of finding my goal. Alot of great questions float throuhg my mind, some great, some that are not more then a laughing result of my own nievity. If my life brings comes to a end my someone find in these letters find some answers long before their life takes them before they can get greater knowlage then I.

    I truly thank you for taking time to read my words. Though simple they are of a man under great thought of his pourpous and means of his existence,

    Goodnight and rest well

    your friendly ginger from the woods.

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  • Day 6…Not 7 afternoon

    February 21, 2024
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    Good afternoon,

    I hope the day finds you well. Busy times have become my day as the snow melts the days grow longer. Excitement fills my heart as the ground warm and the world begins to blossom a fresh new spring. As the crisp air turns into a warm hug come the afternoon, It brings me ambition to create a world that is hugged by the wilderness. To find myself again, I think we all could use a moment like that. To realize that the world is greater then just us. Billions of hearts beat that are not human. Things unseen that give us the ability to have a life we have. Ants eating wax of a bulb so the flower can bloom, to the ever beating wings of the bumble bee collecting the pollen, then to the hive to make tht precious honey we have with our morning toast. A complexity beyond all of us that give us the sweetness in the morning to close our eyes for a moment to enjoy the sweet work of a tiny world. Be it either that we have become so evovled withing our infastuctures to not be aware of any of this. aHve we become so huberous in our beings that we just expect it to exist. Have we lost a love we now abuse with expectations of delivery without being aware of the vast amount of work to complete such a small part of your world. Maybe the honey we keep on the shelf can be a reminder that we are a lot smaller then we think we are. We are alot less important to the world then we think. We should take that into account when we evaluate why we have what we have and the real cost of it all.

    take care for now

    Your friendly Ginger from the woods

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  • Day 7…….. Its going to be a good day.

    February 21, 2024
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    Good morning, I hope that this day gives you the grace to make it therough.

    Ohhhhh the morning coffee is strong today, I perfer instant as it give the ability for each cup is as perfect as you want it. Eating loads of eggs every day to help keep up the good stuff in foods. Also I have found a huge love for lintles. I have had a lintle/bean mix melody to have for breakfasr. Lots of packed energy in this mix and a fried egg and toast on the side. With about 4 cups of coffee. :). Most likely not the best for me but i drink lots of water to help comensate.

    Plan for the day, Alot. This morning I have to go out and clear a decent but no huge spot to set up the chainsaw sawmill. It would be far easier if it was closer to the new home. I will be trying to use the most i can in keeping the log form and only square off what I have too. Just tired of the very boxed in desighn of the world. Cars, houses, tecnology. Its all becoming a box we become stuck in. Then it seams that each block has to be the same if not shinnier then the box next door. I rather have the deer come up to my house seeing it comes from the woods around where it stands. To have alfalfa plantaed so the animals can have a treat when they come by. To have some feed corn ready to go so the sing bluejays can call in the friends of the woods. Trust me if one has not experience that you should. Its heaven in a world lacking such places of gifts in nature.

    I shall be back in a bitl i have some equiptment to move around to get ready for me to start the foundation of my little cabin. If i am lucky i will get a few photos of the littleones that call the wilderness home.

    To the hopes your day treats you well.

    your friendly ginger from the woods

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  • Part 5…….. Long one as th night of the dreaded taxes are afoot

    February 20, 2024
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    Goodevening, I hope the day finds you well. Today ws too short to get the things done out there. I need to be able to get back to my site but the nessesities of life are more important. Having 4 water jusgs and 2 smaller ones for going with me out back are needing to be filled, tomarrow i need to do the laundry that has built up. Up here doing laundry by hand is the usual. Its fine as i find it like doing the few dishes i have. I acn go blank and not have to worry some hydro bill going up because of a new tax or pension i would have to pay into. The work is rewarding, I think alot have people have lost that. The real things in life give far more satifaction in completion then passing the next level in candy crush or getting top teir in black ops. After you find that you feel like sleep is a easy drift and not needed to be medicated in any way to find it. Its like when you get to go to bed in peace because you know the days tasks were worth all the moments of frustration. Thinking of my old life i find that we may live longer but we age quicker. It is a weird statement but if you know what I mean, the acts i used to be part of to make it anywere in life. It ages us to a point we die long before the body ages out. We are a slave to our mediocraty so the rest can make security in your non reactive state. Please always take my thoughts with the cautition it comes from a broken brain.

    Oh, The sun has brought out some critters of the smaller type. A inch worm trying to make it while te sun is keeping the body warm. The other is a beetle of unkown type. Was a chonky boy so i had to take a picture. I am going to have to take a trip to what is called the hemlocks on the property to see if anything is begining to grow up there and check the rivers to see if any beavers have begun to build up any dams. Should locate some decent pine to make some lumber out of it. I have a chainsaw mill that will make a huge diffrence when it comes to cost. I will be able to cut anything up to 12×12 at 18 foot long. Needless to say its far beyond anything i will need for building. Thinking that I should go for a walk and find some cedar so I can make post for a raised garden. Building a cold celler will bave to be a must to do this year in the warmer weather. I have a basic recipe for pemmican and how to make tallow. Without a doubt i will be needing both next winter. I will be back in a little bit, supper is done, taxes are now ready to send, and bring enough wood in for the night has to happen sooner then later.

    Take care

    your friendly ginger from the woods

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  • The ones with humanity

    February 20, 2024
    promts I amswered

    Who are your favorite people to be around?

    The people I like to be around are the ones with humanity. The ones who know that they are a moment, that we know that our mark on life is a great as much as we desire to give the best future to live in for others. That we know the ladder is made of rungs of other people. Each poll is the hopes of each grip pulling ourselves up is a strain on the ones we stood upon to get there. I rather work with others and build a staircase of accomplishments we all can walk up.

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  • Day 5….. Goodnight

    February 20, 2024
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    As i lay here musing over my day and what has to come, the silence of the night is blessed with the call of coyotes. I will hold my excitement in but to be out overnight in my tent is something that is quite alluring as i will be able to hear all of the creatures of the night. I think the one of the failures of the modern world, that we turned the idea of respecting the wilderness to just fearing it all together. Not mocking the world as it is, to say i have a better look on life. Just diffrent. Often i wondered if all our acomplishments we have made is quickly being caught up by the eivl either to create them or has been created by them. Not that I dont have the fortatude or factual notations to try and justify my thoughts. That is not why i want to keep a record. I want to have the idea we can have thoughts and perceptions that are not one in the same, that a terrible idea. Just that when we are sat down and left to our minds and ask, with both intelligence and wisdom. Are we better off, are we really thinking of the future for all or just for what we have in our experience? I don’t know, I am but a fool to the minds who have most likely thought the same thing. I just used to think that small town life was something that was blessed woth nastolgia and rose tinted glasses. To remember is to have a personal bias to the very memories you hold. Yet i am growing to believe that is not so true anymore. I don’t think that the world as a whole needs the time to heal. I think its that we have forgotten humanity, we have let go of kinship for the desire to have some desire to fullfill this life with exuberance of many forms. With this we have sacrificed the manifastaions of perosn greatness. To long to go into with out falling into some kind of rambling of some sort. I find that cities remind me of a barbaric aunt colony that has a corpridised fungile infection. Almost waiting for a cysts to form and burst. Where when i see small towns with little farmer markets suppling the residents, the spring days are filled with the smell of pies.

    Call me nieve I know such things are, deep thoughts have lead me to wonder why we are what we are. Are we still human idividuals, or are we becoming stuck in micro hive minds with greater infection of malnurished thought as a individual. A sence of self worth is being in a collective of micro cults that have begun to seperate us from our individual humanity and knowlage of personal existence. Just to be in a camoflauge (please dont mind my spelling. i will get better) of cult of personalities we feel cofomfort in.

    Oh how many things can pass the mind as sleep is being evasive. I will wish you well and hope the night becomes a comfort for the mind,

    your friendly ginger woodsman.

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  • Day 5. Just a Quick Note

    February 20, 2024
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    Today has nothing new so far, alot of brush clean up and trying to make sure my impack on the wildlife is minimum. Speaking of wildlife here is some of the critters I was able to grab a photos of.

    I am not out to get any of these guys, I want to work with the wildlife and see if i might be able to have them come to me with comfort. Food will be taken from much farther away so not to disturb this critters.

    Any way i have to depart, tonight might, well will be longer as i have to file taxes online and that might take a bit and i dont wanna face the dreaded time out on turbo tax.

    take care

    Your friendly ginger from the woods

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  • Day 5… Late morning…… My bad

    February 20, 2024
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    Good morning to the ones who are trying to make it in this world. Regret as i have not been able to write eilier but the morning was a bit extra cold and i have to make sure me and my fur nugget stays warm. oh yeah, i never posted a picture of the fur nugget.

    Tis be the best fur nugget ever, a true companion in the world thatI chose to live. Always up for a snug and never let a good foot get away. Truly is the reason i keeep gong. I need to get a puppers to help keep me safe. Mountain lions and cougars are a risk aroung where i am. So having a larger doggo in the future would be best.

    Oh this also marks the day that the rivber broke through and the water has hit its secnd highest point. so crosing it will not be happining for the time being. Oh also I have the second melt to worry about, that brings the river bank very close to the breakijng point of over flooding of the trail across it and would be impassable even for a tractor. (Bedrock is only about a foot undersoil but even with that the current would be so stong that it would be flipped.

    One last thing is my in wood tent, incase i need to warm up or dry off from getting soaked. I will have to go and head back into the deep woods and get some more pondering and hunting done. My meat reserves are getting a little low and i want to be able to have a bit of a stock up. Oh and this is also ginger bridge, just to get across for now.

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  • Day 4…. Night Note

    February 20, 2024
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    Good evening, supper was filling, rice and vegtable mix with a tea. I have a major addiction to coffee, so tea is my night time fix. The night is cold and windy todnight. Thats ok as i ws able to bring this cabin to a healthy 30c eirlier with the sun comming through a window. The raidaint heat is quite lovely and will take me into my dreams without issues. One day, the cold will not be a issue and that idea keeps me extra warm. Oh yeah, the plan will be to measure out a 20×20 sqaure so i can see what kind of flat and level spot i can find. Truly i am only unging about 11×11 to use as my home/hovel and the rest will be gardens. Getting some education into the world of canning, as my knowlage is there but needs improvement. Next time my travels take me to a book store I will look for some canning books. I cant rely on my connection to serve me all the time. tonight the reception is hoilding a weak 1 bar of lte. Well being out here is the point and i should not expect it to people always able to contact the world.

    On to something i always thought was kinda neat is the scans of my head after the operation.

    The top is jsut showing the bolts holding the skull plate in place, the second is what I was told is the damage done to the top verabre on my neck. Might take me a few but i am going to dig deep and see if I can find the tumour pics. Be right back.

    Back again, making this short as i grow quite tired. The top one is a shot from the back of my head adn the bottem is from the side. I was told it is wuite large when it was taken out.

    thats it for me. i need the rest of the night.

    your friendly Ginger woodsman.

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  • Day 4…. Mid-day Break

    February 19, 2024
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    Good Afternoon, I hope this finds you well.

    The day is beautiful, moving around is more then enough to fight any wind that tries to invade my jacket. I mentioned that water was not a issue. Finding a old well with a hand pump. (humans have been around for yesrs as this land has old foundations adn such. However anyone who comes even close is but a few aged hunters in their camps that are on the road acees to this land.)

    I will have to get better photos once the snow melts and its less energy taking to get closer when I need to make sure all my energy has a point right now. Sitting in the cabin gives me the chance to close my eyes and see what I need to get done. World outside is beautiful and feirce. Frost bite has not been a fear this year, the coldest night bearing only -35c. That including the wind chill so it was bitter but not the coldest i have faced. Then again, that was when i had indoors with provided heat. Not just me relying on a woodstove that grows in hunger as the tempature drops. Once I am settled my home will be better insolated then the negelent amount in this timber frame camp. Those words come with the great respect that I do have shelter and its holding some heat. I must depart to get all the things I need to do with getting something made for dinner.

    Rest well

    Your friendly ginger from the woods

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  • Day 4……. Part 1………

    February 19, 2024
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    Good morning to the ones who are reading this. Last night lead to some extra snow fall and has become a bit more difficult to move around. Nothing that has become hard but just a little extra. Goiong for a eirly morning walk i have fouynd some more resources and some neat things that only the wild can provide. Aboult half a month left and the snow should be mostly gone and the off trail movement and discoveries should be a bit more exciting. More then that i will be able to have a better luck rate with my traps. I have some learning to go but i do have a basic understanding on doing up hides and making leather. i still need to fugure out how to do other things that would greatly ehance my ability to further greater resource bounties. One thing i am very happy about is the clay content in the ground is quite high in my location. I wil have to get some bone from either ground finds or maybe contact a butcher and see if they would have the bones for a price i can afford. I might even offer pelts or leather hide for bone as well. Just to make sure i have the right content in the clay to make sure its the best i can produce.

    The morning has been kind today, the warming air has begun to lift the birds songs to a song of the forest that brings forth the spring air. i am forgetting that the days hours are not long and i must attend to the rest of the things that require my attention. there is no stores to get things were i am.

    untill later, be well

    your friendly ginger woodsman.

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  • Day 3……..The Night Post

    February 19, 2024
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    Well the night has come.

    I might as well try to explan things, the odd things about my life. It matters as to why I am trying to do all of this. About 6 years ago I had a brain tumour that was removbed but left many scars on who i once was. I have major issues with being around more then two people. Its almost like more and more people feels like one more finger around my neck. As if the exsposure is almost life threating to me. With that comes the problems that one would expect. I have issues with emmotional stability in a way. i oddly become more manic around others. This sounds like alot and someone should be medicated (don’t worry I am). I just found that being away from the rest of the world has suited both me and the rest of humanity the best.

    Less weird news about me. i use a genarator for power and i have signal on my phone and use it to tether to my surface pro. (not new by anymeans but it is awesome for this). I think i ust want to be a written book and not someone who was livving within the standard world. something found in the odd corner of the world were they read the life of a man who desired the less then the more. that weird one who just had a diffrent view written in a time of calamity and questions that should not be in this time. Take that for what it may as leaving such statemnet vauge gives everyone a abiity to input their own crisis to know how ones heart feels. I will have to look up and see what pictures of my head where the tumor was and the damage to my skull. I am kind of proud in a way. In one way i have more happiness admiting my failures as a human being then being a person in the working world. so i will build a home away from it all.

    Thanks for your time.

    Your friendy Ginger woodsman

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  • Day 3….. part 2

    February 18, 2024
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    Good evening,

    I do hope the day has been kind to you. something i dont think i have ever taken the time to explain. Food, what am i using to get through before i can harvest my own food. Well I got to large bage of dried veggies. With that i supplement that with either rice or potatoes. Having traps i have mannaged to make some raccstew. Rather delicious but i need to some how make a better system. I have a recurve boe that i use to hunt but i am not going to be hunting large game until i can become much better. I refuse to lose a kill and waste anything. The day was beatuiful and with a light chill in the wind slush has not been a problem for a while. The waters ways are staying clear and beavers have not built any dams to worry of water levels. My shack is on a hill and i am not worried but due to the way into many places may become inpassable for a time. I have found some wild rices and some, well many ediable fungi under logs. keeping a few books on hand to help me understand what i can eat or not has left me with some ability to be cautious. I do get hambager and chicken to help keeep up fat content and also use tallow in most meals to help as well. I have to finish chores and might be back with night post. Might do night post to fill the time i have while the darkness comes in.

    Your Ginger woodsman

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  • Day 3………. part ummm not sure.

    February 18, 2024
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    Day Three, this day leaves me sore but up for a walk to see what i can find. knowing this wont be much as the ground is still covered in snow, it does give me the chance to see tracks of what i can espect to see.

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    Kind of neat is that I was lucky enough to find some elk tracks. Never did get to see any but to know they are around me is neat. Next for the day i think i need to go out and split more wood. can never have enough of that ahead.

    back again tonight

    Your frienly Ginger woodsman

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  • Day 2….. Part 2….?

    February 18, 2024
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    The end of the day came with alot of wood cut and loaded out. about 4 trailer loads. I have managed to pick a spot for me to build my new home. Just a basic home for right now but it will expand. I hope to have this done by next winter, well I have to so i dont freeze to death. I hope it wont take much time as i got lots of resources around me. It will take time without doubt I will be able to get something up. I will get something so i wont die on the first year. Food is not a issue and neither is water, to acess both is easy and not a issue. The largest amoynt of havesting diffrent fungi and mushrooms have given me what I need from the forest. Having a abundent of dried vegtables and potatoes have given me the basics. I try to trap once a week to give myself some meats during the week. I have gotten quite lucky and gotten some raccstew. Just think about it, yes it was very very good. i dont have to worry to much about animals and getting garbarge meat. i am about 300 acers out from the closest human to even come close. another 22 km before you even come close to a small town. I am just happy. i have to clean dishes and make sure i have enough wood for the night. untill later,

    Take care,

    Your friendly wooden Ginger

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  • Day 2…. maybe in parts.

    February 17, 2024
    Life and Attemps

    Woke up to my cat licking my nose, Usual morning with my pet waking me to the morning sun. normally about 6 am is wen i wake for the day calls. What i got done in the morning was most of the harder work for the day. cutting down a rather large tree.

    With a two foot diamater, (minus the outside with some rot.) Splitting was not too bad, took more then a few swings to break down some of the cuts into halves. In the end it was really worth it, was and still able to pull a large amount for fire wood from it. A task that will be here to take care of for a while.

    Being cought up i have to go out and bring a few trailer loads back and ,ight be able to get more pictures for the future site of my home. Alot of work to go yet.

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  • Day 1, I think……

    February 17, 2024
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    Well, how to explain why? Why i am doing tis and why I am even taking the hard route? Or if this route seems so endeverous and broken from what is called ummm….. normal i guess. To the point i am leaving the world of ease.Called the curse of convince, a name i guess is more dramatic then what it really is. I find all the things we pay for in extra is what has cursed us with a seditatry endless roundabout. we pay for the things that are to make our lives easier but have cost us our lives in meanting. I hold no oblivious notions that not all are capable of doing this and for that, i hold hope they are able to find a excape from the endless. Examples i can imagin you are screaming, i said my name for it was over dramatic and yet i try to build up such emotional attachments to the thing i refuse to even tell you. Well this list is a part of my shame as well. Dishwashers, indulgence in the fleeting, i guess even the very thing you are on has its more tendencies to be a very……. well i know of only the word infected with indulgence. I do sound ever so critical about what i have become dependent upon in life. Remembering fond days of watching the very next episode of the families favorite show while eating dinner. forever amazed by the next phone we bragged about and even at this point classes of people form between android and apple users. From even, well what we can even call storirs, for really like much we read anymore are but fabrications of a event so the individual are socialy deemed unique. Stories of the dating world in cases being devided by the things we hold more in our hand then the pockets they are meant to fit in. Of course, the onlything i could be ranting abot would be the cellphone., One of the milestones in our existence much like the building of the first line factory., Even sucn great comparisons could be made between the cellular devive and the wheel. THe internet gave us the ability to always be together online berfore this, that i know. Yet that still gave us a devide from the reality we live in to the electronic slavery we are bound too now. Like i would say, even calling them that would be over dramatic but i think i am trying to live the life i want to create. Much like how we dream how our youth was, we call it more innocent and enduring. The thing is when I say this i dont want the enduring memories wrapped in the gental care and embrase of nastolga. If i wanted that i would go back to the time when drugs made the years blow by like a quaint moment of youthful blissI now curse with its wastes time, knowing the pains and selfhatred i hold now would be so lessend by what would be mute knowlage at my now age has given me. i want to go to the time when i have to work for each meal.Each day having meaning as if it is not wisely used, could be the death in the later days for myself. Quite literal in the very sence that i wiuld have to face the cold embrase of the forever sleep due to one day being called a “easy day”. I have liniage in the world, the genetic pressence I have partley created. Holds such………. well i just dont know how to say it just yet. Day one of this onslaught of what i am is more to leave more likely disgust then any pity for kinship with me one would feel. Thats ok, To be honest I think if we are honest with ouselves more hateful memories always flood forth when you have a past that has more reason to be called a asshole then a friend. Though with that I have few friends who would be willing to be ther for me, They are not forgotten and are charished endlessly.

    Ugh i have been here too long, the stove is creaking ith the slow burn of the coals and i wish for the night to have any comfort i have to fill it. it hungers and with what it craves it gives me warmth for the cold night ahead.

    thank you for reading my ramblings. i will become more clear with each day. my resons even more understandable. Untill then i thatnk you.

    Ginger From the Woods

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  • Once Was (underwork but enjoy)

    February 16, 2024
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    In current year, what ever it may be, that is irrelevant. To the fair minded thoughts of the existence, it’s a damnation of being with a noted wick we compare to others. Adding more and more to the twisted infirmary of being is quite cute. Unraviling a slow insanity bound in all things of thought, of being. Each time words are attempted to be bound unto the sensation of sight it is burned from the very essesnce of time. Of what all things are bound to, only bindings of thought are truly free.  

    Sight lay over a heap bounded paper, folds in barring away any notion of the writings it once held. Slight movement beneath the fibers that give echo to the life beneath it. Burden of life is a echo of past glory, a sent out thought that life its self has become corrupted, almost diseased with knowledge and knowhow of the current existence. Foremost the sun still burns the day away, fore the night still holds the chilled wind that lifts dust to the air the ones cursed with life. Beams of light cut the dust with its reflective ways, a effect of the twisting notion of laws of existence breaking.

    The revenant of humanity, lost in hope while waking. To be enfeebled by the lack of proper satiation leaves a mind burdened with dissociation, hope lost to the neathers of the mind. Bones encased in a organic suit, beholder of the thought, a human pulls aside a covering only mold would ever call a blanket. Pale skin, nails yellowed, knuckles stained with the excraments of time. Sliding off the coverings a layer of stale cloth moves within great resistance of the body and mind, a being slowly begins to take form in the rays of light that burn thoughout the broken, stagnate air. Eyes stained by the broken vessels that carry the paternity of this being. Brown hair, though truly not known if its the refuse of the world or if the hair truly held the copper stained bronze filament.

    Looking around the small enclosure, once a toll booth, the lad groans in conciouness. Clearing the dried flakes from the corners of his eyes, a sensation each time reminds him he still is cought in the living world. With a raised eyebrow looking around shows a simple enclosure. Like all booths of the past, just medicore in substance with two shelves holding what has become the few edible things left around. A beaten box of hambaerhelper and a can of tuna for breakfast. Not apitozing but knowing what others have done, its not a pet or family member. To that thought the lads idea of breakfast was ended. Reaching out to grab his meager suppilies, tossed into a grain bag, back packs have become unreliable and the time and resources fixing ripped fabric is not feasible. A final groan leaves the lads lungs as reaching out to pull himself up, pained joints and knotted tissues benith the skin leaves much to the wanted. With the boxes sliding off the lower frame, twisting his neck, bending slight over using his hand to bat off what ever dust and grime he can from such a, well, not so wondrful bed last night. Two layers of pants, rips and holes bountful in both, are held together by little give birth to dust and some kind of crums from who knows what fall to the floor. With a final stretch of the limbs the lad looks to the sun through the glass and knows time is limited of to refill his leather water pouch and one would hope more pants. Suprizingly the glass door still holds complete, the world welcomes him with the embrace of the scent of old bodies still in decay, the copper scent still fills the air of last night victems. Animals mostly these days, what humans are left are scarce. To the north is the town that might hold some goods and the east is the bridge the toll booth gave access too. West shows a simple two lane road that leads into the horizon. A grey smog takes away the visablity that would grant some sence of security when heading into the town, cant always have it his way the lads moans under his breath. The thoughts of pushing ahead and trying to find the will to lift his leg, into a unknown war of senses are ahead.

    Door, light yet groans from the hinges say time without being maintained signals the door giving way to the world. Air humid with the decay of the dead laying in the window frames of the various shops. Skin, long ago leathered in the sun, holds tight to the bones, only torn strips of the torsos reveil the moist organs inside. Sights like this have long ago stopped curling the stomach, the smell, that scent can never be fought from curling the torsos organs into knots almost forcing vomit forth. The road ahead is covered with the refuse of what was what a race of normalcy. Folded newspapers becoming part of the pavement over the time of rain and being crushed by whatever passed it without notice. Tipped over caution cones and various cars plant themselves where once people did fight back. The chaos however was just as deadly as the takeover was as quicker then anyone could have thought of. Shuffling his bag onto his shoulders the young man looks to his first building he is hoping has some basic supplies he can use.

    Strips of rags swinging in the wind as the lad reaches the front of the home hardwear store. Walking at a cautious pace, not knowing if this shop holds something more deadly then the blades once used for box cutters. Beast or man, each of them are just as fearsome as they are both rage filled and hold no quarter for other man or beast. Truly this world has become each for themselves as teams are just enemies who are not currently trying to kill you. With each thought, both adding the weight of fear to the reaching arm to grab the door handle, the door opens without the grace of silence. A moan and scraping of refuse on the ground as the door sweeps the refuse into a pile that will never be picked up. Fearing the waft of decay, the lad holds his breath until the slight discomfort in his lungs reminds him that air is essential for life. With a slight wift of the air a sigh of thanks as the smell it not any worse then the outside, no smell of human waste or the rotting flesh of one of the creatures that only roam the night. Reaching into the right inside pocket a flashlight reviled, pointing inside the shop, entering gave a slight sence of protection yet also a sence of fear of the unseen.  

    The beam of light cuts into the darkness with fingers of the unknown trying to reach into the light, burned back by a force they cannot understand. Crunching under the slow footsteps, glass callouts the lads location. This give a moment of hesitation as waiting for a call back from mankind or other. Skittering life, most likely some kind rodent or bug running to the various holes in the walls to escape any type of danger. Broken shelves leave little to the hope to find anything in some kind of useful condition. Rolls of tear off rags are ripped apart as if some massive kitten had its play before leaving. Moving further in from the door the smell of oil and other petrol liquids are spilled out on the floor. Soaking into the random objects that littler the floor that allow so. Cans without labels dress the ground with most leaking or emptied by some large creature, much more then a man would be, has taken this place to the hell it came from.

    Light reflecting of the smashed aluminum can, a signature of a better time where processing and development and creation. Any idea of any food or provisions crush with the barren can, also brings forth not any worry that encountering anything like him or not like him being around. The wet tile are signatures of the ceiling having holes and letting the world break through a once sheltered home. Stagnate molded air, a  departure of the rot that laid assault to the senses outside, was not relief but a migration to another trojan horse of lies in hope of the fresh air. Ending each isle is not but broken and Razors edged by the shearing of the metal. With the quite steps are the agile survivors best way to get around. Each step is not as one would have on the streets of old, more like a balance on the edge waving between the ball of the foot and the every gripping toes as if fearing the ever bounding gravity would fail.  Tossed around like a childs toys, avoiding the torn bags and wrappers of each varitiy to suppress any way to aleart the things that may be stalking the isles well.

    Sweat beads lace the brow as the lad as the last of the isles are cleared of any other beings that would cause any threat to the lad, a quiet sigh is all that shows the mountain amount of relief. Reaching to the inside of the rags adorned over the lads carapace, a molded leather notebook, a tomb of the minds escape into ideas of a survivors hope. Basic notes are always the best, complications over tge basic of ideas are a virus to being able to make it through this new world of cursed existence. Quick look at the graphite scribblings note a need of coffee filters and a hope of finding some charcoal fish tanks filters. Even just those would help with the somewhat purification of water.

    Motions of quiet curiosity are the things that alwasy helped keep felines alive and is a trait the anyone who wants to survive must learn with the adaptability of a waterbear. To think on your feet is nothing that will save you, you will have to know on your feet. Predictive thinking is a must, you wont survive on thought alone in this world. Knowing what is to happen is the greatest advantatge and only advantage you will have. Born rejuvinations enter the mind folds of the lad as a simple side look gave him notice to a half buried sealed plastic unit of the ever neaded coffee filters. The revilations of this almost take the life of the lad, to be so unaware of such a find to be anything but bait is a fools errend. Just as the dirt and resin covered fingers groan in extention, the flashing thought of a trap make the hand slowly fold back up. the ever darting eyes must look for a object to move the debrie as it could easily hide a animal or creature waiting to bear its proboscus into the flesh.

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  • The Journey Begins

    May 9, 2019
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    Good company in a journey makes the way seem shorter. — Izaak Walton

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