Goodafternoon beautiful ones.

Again i must apologise for yestrday and a bit of today. I am feeling much better but still fighting inside to hold onto the body i have. This sounds bery weird, I am fighting with my being to hold onto this form and its harder then words can discribe. Strings of thin web are slowly binding together to hold ont this being but each time i pull too hard some of the strings snap, then at theat point i slip a bit and fall back. THe long nails from the back of my moind get a better grip at that point. Then the fight starts agian.

I dont know what this is and i am medicated, just as if the human existence is slowly being dragged out of me for a inhuman being to take my form. I am cray cray I know and that is the reason i am ut here. So I am no longer a threat to anyone. I just hope that the promise made to me last my lifetime as i worry what i would be if brought back to the world.

I have to let you know that I did get two more beams cut, stacked up amd ready to go (after dry time). I do hope that the time i rest tonight is the last I need to get a ferm grip on my body and my soul can move on without bleeding out from the demons nails.

However I must stay thank you to the ones who are reading, you give me a goal to keep, for that you have my heart.

Back in bit as I miss You terribly

Sinserly

your Friendly Ginger From The Wood,