Good day to you beautiful creation of chance you!!!!!! You are the lucky chance card of monopoly of life. I hope the day has passed with you being graced with joy.

So the day has been great and got lots done in the world, cleaning the yard andd getting dishes done, just awesome. Working around the yard I was able to get the last of the wood chunks cleaned up beside the pool. Then I got all the metal studs cleaned up and moved. That was a bigger job then it sounds as I had to dig some out of dirt and they were not all in one spot. Not all that terrible, just dirty.

So with that I was roasting some of my brain with how hot it is out. I am so happy we are getting rain tonight so we can cool off. That and tomorrow is going to be cloudy and raining so I hope its nice out.

I shall be back in a bit, some one is at the door.

Much Love

Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods.

I have defeated the greatest foe yet!!!!!! The great tree at my parents house.

So this is what I was dealing with a while back and it was just the trunk that was hung up. It was pretty sketchy on how it was hanging up, it was about 8 feet hung up at its highest and had a rotten core. So I took it slow and tomarrow I will have more pictures.

So what is going on in the world………

I should not have looked into that, it was a very dark and shocking thing to devulge my brain to. What have we become, I must say it is not advanced in any way. What is this thing we call the world we live in. I was not gone that long into the woods and all this happened over that short time. Also by this I am acuumulating all the events since about june. Canada, you have become a being dedicated to self immolation and sacrifice of the sick to save money is just devistation to the natural order. I know M.A.I.D has been around forever I was just am shocked it still exist. We are killing the sick for the enrichment of those who already bear wealth. I have no solution as I am not masking the social decline with my humanity, I just look at all this with disgust, as if being forced to look at a roting corpse.

I choose this post to not try to be nagitive, just a critical observation with me trying to hold humanity to a basic volume of life preservation and advancement in the future to benifit the whole. Not just selected parts of the pie.

I may have picked on my own country already, I now wish to speak of the world. What is left of harmony in this globe of human devotion. When I think of what people who have first world issues and then I hear of the rich and endowed with advication of millions taking the innocence of the young of the world. Let alone looking at the greater cause of pain in other places. I used to think and say “you want a tragity, I could give you one for every day of the week.” After a while I have come to a conclution of humanity and socity as a whole. If people who talk so much about what they know and have all these people who follow. Why do they not choose action, yet berate all who don’t as well. The greatest hipocates of the problem is everyone talking about it, yet take no action. Not knowing how true this is but I find it true to my life and how I have seen things. If great statements of the reality we live in and how we exist in it, if you feel anger or hostility towards me. I find it comes from a source inside the very human who is angry with me who has guilt or denyal inside they wont accept. It is a disease that no one wants to treat as they would be implicated because they knew and did nothing. I have given up now and watch, watch what people do when they know the truth. Let the lie comfort you and hope no one takes that blanket from you and leave you exsposed.

If you dont like this or what i said, I pick no individual in this or even call out a group. It at that point seems to me a personal issue. Or you given up like myself. Much like a country when me go to fight for it. Why would people fight for a country when the blankets of lies is removed and the cold truth of reality comes with the wind on your skin. You see that the very monsters we are told to fight are the ones just bigger monsters taking out those who either bore them or are not giving up their depravities as leverage.

I know I seem brash, I am not I just have my thoughts to letters sometimes hard, just passionate.

Much love and know I care so much about you beautiful people. I just have so much fear when I look at the world.

Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods.

So I am back to the dailies, The stop was due to both myself and weather. Not always do I have good enough days to find the will to write. Its tough but such is life. We dont always have good days. However, I am back to berate you with random post. Just because I can.

Random chicken hiding in the flower bed.

The day is starting out beautiful and the sun is slowly crawling over the trees and is starting to warm the day. I am happy as I will be done working at my parents soon. Just waiting on the heat to die down a bit. Next year it wont be hot there as I will have my solution to that next year. I already have a cooling station and such, just need to finish it with filters so I am not cooling off in bugs.

What is the plan for the day? Well some sad news is part of the day, Frank, the best neighbour died last week. lung cancer, not fair as he was a great man. A man who was always happy to see you and loved to tell stories. The world can be hard and with people like frank in it, it was so much better. Love you frank, I hope you rest well now.

I will be working alot on the yard today as it is almost done for now. I ended up doing a 12 hour burn of all the sticks logs and garbage material around the house. After three days the ash pile is still smoldering. That is so cool, just shows how long things can burn for. All in all the fire took care of most of the wooden garbage.

Oh what I am also going to do is work on the chicken coop for going up north. It is nothng too complicated but just making all the parts so when I take it up, it wont be hard to set up. Next summer is going to be huge when it comes to moving animals up north. Even Binks would love it, so much freedom for him to run.

I shall be back in later today, grass needs cutting.

Much Love

Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods

What is the good people up too tonight? Myself, I slept eirly so now I am up and pondering what I am going to do until I get tired again. Then back to bed and wake up about 5-6 in the morning. Then back to the grind of getting shit done and not getting messed up again. That sucks a lot when for some reason day and night decideds to flp. Not sure why but the flip happens once in a while.

So, I am wondering what is wrong with humans these days. From the assasination attempt on Trump, Chris Tyson and Mr. beast issues, Biden stepping down from running, Trudeau still being a Trudeau. So much is going on around the world. Immigration is causing major issues and people are blind to it all it seems.

I am also confused as to why the humans race is trying to kill it self, not a exaduration. We are creating a mindset in the younger that sexaul identifying as whatever you want, adults around the world are being cought with children in adult situations. It makes me wonder if we are on out last hour of a biological clocks of existence.

One of the biggest things I a seeing is the world trying to sympathise with child predators. The worst of the worst when it coms the the things that are henious and people are tyring to justify it. As if it is a ultamte goal in life is to be a pred and the world will help you hide it. A honest world would eliminate them yet our world is protecting them. Weirdly as it is written we are a parasitic essence as of late. A evolution if you will, we were once a ingredient in the creation and the development of a concious world. Where we once developed with conciousness and devotions to a life worth living with others. Now we sacraice others for gratifaction.

Things like how we are now erupting in devision, mastabatory willfullness, sexualised children, political willfull lies, a corruption od the being we call God its self. It is not a new concept but one that has bread the mold like growth over the world. We have begun long ago with the notion that sex sells. Now that we know that we are using younger and younger bodies to sell things that are but allocations of alduterous actions on children. As a nation we have begun to ustalize children as fertalizer for the wealthy to be gratefull enought to bless us with money. Such a travesty, yet so self induced.

With the world turning and we develop our desires we have begun to have a mastabatorial desires. Now not the typical style but one of ego and self rightousmess. We have godly men bound to the sin of lust to the young, to a belief system that having sex with a shild will cure aids. From paynments delived in flesh to the innocence being sold for a bag of coke. We are so selfish we are willing to sacrafice the innocence of the young to justify our desires. Are humans just jelous of the inoocence and must destoy what they cant take. Such disgusting downfall of such a glorious creation of evolution.

Now i wont take too much time on this one but political corruption and lies. Just listen to the times and be thoughtful. Ask yourself the same questions they ask each other and you will start to feel how hollow they are. Its a sick and disturbing thought that you are one of the ones that aske themselves the same thing they ask others.

Now one that really bothers me is the corruption of etherial beings in the use of diversion and manipulation. I think our intelligence is high enough now that we are able to be honest and within kinship. We are devisive and use each others religion to use on the terms of war. A ideal is never shot, it is never stabbed, rarely ever defeated. It allows nations to fight with a endless mindset and see the people as marters of the god they call upon. For this I dont know why they do it. To use a excuse of a unproveavle essence to remove a living essence. Is it not a conudrum of the faith if faith is the reason to kill. Is that not a God that would laugh at the attempts as they chuckle to each other? Like the checkers we played as kids are they using us as peices without thought. Or are we the ones who would give reason to these beings to leave us in our intolerece of the basics of life.

I dont know, It boggles my mind. However, what I do know is puppy snuggles are the best.

Much Love

Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods.

What a few days, Weather is finaly clearing up and I have signal again. Woot woot!!!!!! Now you are in the unlucky spot of me being back and taking over the world!!!!!!!! Mujuhahahahahahahaha 😉

Fear me you humans of creation, free the thoughts and seek the truth. To the light we seek but the dark haunts our fears. To the world we are but individuals with great ambitions.

So what have I gotten done and what has filled my time. Well I managed to get the painting done and drywall work is done for now. (ran outta paint) Now I am going and have been getting alot done, the gardens are fixed and the world is turning, a bit crazy of a turn but its turning.

Oh oh speaking of I am going to have to write out my thoughts on the the recent events around the world. I want to talk about them as they are the things that change the the world. For the worse or the better, maybe one day we can come together and find universeral desire. However I have little hope that the world can come together.

That is the tower that had to be built on the property to get signal in to get net. So when weather gets bad it tends to knock out the net, I am back and have some pretty pictures of a butterfly I found.

Look at this pretty thing. So awesome how the world had developed enough to make such beautiful things.

Other then that I have to go take more pictures of the things I am doing. So i shall back with them

Much Love

Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods.

Just having a Sunday funday with the puppers. Antares is such a good baby, how could I ever question that anyway.

So the day is going to be awesome, just happy to be able to wake up this morning. 🙂.  I will be back as this is first coffee writings and they are not that stimulating.

Have a good morning and back later.

Much Love

Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods

Woot woot, the kitchen is painted and finished untill I get some lights mounted. They are going to be so pretty and I am happy that we are making this much progress. This is awesome, so much being done and I cant believe that the world is just turning and we are so interlocked with our own beings that the beauty of the the garden is lost in the weeds of thought.

Of course the sleepy puppy has gotten his unicorn and his chew toys.

So the day will be filled with the small chores and the little things that make a house a home.

Much love and I be back soon.

Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods

Maximum effort!!!!!!

Andtares is such a good pupper. He is so playful and happy to tear things up with me. He also loves to eat sticks still. That is ok though, better then chewing on fingers.

I got a wicked set up with the stove and also if you can see it SKY TURTLE!!!!!!

I thought is was a really cood cloud formation and made a turtle.

I have much to catch up on and will be back later.

Much Love

Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods

What a great day getting things done!!!!1 A lot of the upstairs painted and got lots of grass cut. Managed to clean kitchen in the time between and vacuum/mop the floors. Thus making the house smell much better. The days with all the rain had left a wet doggo smell in the house. Not so much now.

Well that was a short day, brain broke, function low.

Well about two hours after trying to get shit done I eneded passing out and having a rough day, just epic weak and fuction low. Hard to hold up a cup of coffee, just epic weak and no abitility to think clearly. Binks is giving me lots of love and so are the people are helping.

last to say I must depart as writing and such is really hard right now and thinking is breaking my conciousness.

Much Love

Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods.

Good morning you beautiful creations of life. I do hope your night brought you great rest and relaxation. I have a lot to do as of every day but I am feeling tired and just low energy today. Who knows why so I am doing what I can while not burning myself out. However I already got pictures of a few things I wanna share. Just because they are neat things I have come across.

Just a bunch of sleepy hornets waiting for the sun to warm them up so the day can begin for them as well. Even the world that has stingy bums are in need of rest when they can get it. Things are cruel in the world and even the night holds risk for the stingy bums.

Oh one thing I am going to have to do today and going to the basement to find the drywall mud. The patches have to happen before the walls get done. I dont have to worry about the ceiling being patched as it was already done. Oh how life never stops delivering either a crisis, a tragic event and some kind of news that should effect us.

Many things are on the list are becoming needy and I have to depart to find and get things going on the painting and taking care of the daily duties. Things not asked of but things that are just needing love.

I shall be back later

Much Love

Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods.

Well today I managed to get the porch floor painted and done today, oh and I got this for Antares!!!!

I got him a harness and leash!!!!! It is a bit big for him right now but I got it so I could have it when he is grown. That way I wont have to worry about buy more then one. He has taken fine to his collar right now and I am hopefull he will have the same ease.

I also have gotten everything together for painting the house. I had to request some paint strainers so I can get the bits out of the paint. Then I can do the ceiling. I have yet to find the drywall mud but it cannot be far. Then I can patch the walls. Much progress indeed.

Training is coming along decently as well for the fur nugget, he is missing some things and has to be reminded but all in all he is doing great.

Oh oh I still have this guy sticking around. The pretty thing is looking healthy and is gone during the day but at mid day or rainy weather I get a visit.

Such a beautiful bug. I am very happy to see that my little friend comes back to say hi. I want to look up what I can give him as a treat. Just to give him some love that is understandable without words.

I shall be back later, If not the morning. I have things to attend to and I cannot leave them to the time that comes tommorrow.

Much Love

Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods.

The rain and the storm knocked out the power and net but it seems to passed. I am quite happy as the heavy pressure of the rain makes my head hurt like a mofo. So lots has been done at the parents. Lots of painting and cleaning inside, lots and lots of burning done in my stove to make sure to get all the crap around the yard cleanned up. Got the porch painted and now they are are asking fo rme to paint the house. Sure!!!!!!!

So that means that i have a kitchen and bathroom that needs 100% redue of painting. A hallway an most of the upstairs needs to be painted. The ceiling is the biggest one I have to work on today. Oh lots and lots of pics and a cute video of my fur nugget.

Extra cuteness

So other then a bunch of painting and a bunch of cleaning to do inside I shall have lots and lots to do. Cleaning up dishes and doing to the floors and moping them to help with the wet dog smell from all the rain.

I will be back with much more to say and show off. I have to go and fix some drywall and such and will show all the progress off.

Much love

Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods

Well, today is free day. Just a day where I have no real goals or things I would like to do. Just having a day where I do what I feel like doing. Just usualy once a month or so I do this justy to have 24 hours t o repair my mind and body. With the thoughts I have of past and future, the present being the one with the gift.

Working on making my woodstove might happen but to be honest I am thinking to just being lazy. Just dont have much energy today and I want to tbe able to get more done this week but dont want to burn myself out. It happens time to toime and I am trying to make sure that I dont get there again.

So with that I am also going to have a day where I figure out my week. Got so much to get done that I can just see a flake of light at the end of the junk tunnel. Not that, well kinda, just so much crap to do and finish that I think if I wanted to think of it all, I would go even more cray cray. When we are here in the morning thinking of our day or week we must not become burdoned with too much to do but that we are realizing that we have acomplished so much already.

Well I should have but never hit publish on this and the afternoon has rolled around. My bad but I did get more done and built a woodstove. Check this guy out. very cool.

So I am quite happy with it, it will keep my bum warm come winter and keep me fed. This makes me quite happy, even cooking will be awesome as I will have a surface stove soon enough built on it. That will happen once I put stone around it and such, That way it will havd a thurmal heat system even if the fire goes out at night.

So that is it for right now. I did take most of the day off in a sence. Needed to rebuild my stamina and such. I only have so much and need to make sure that I do not over do it and burn out.

Much Love

Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods.

Well Antares is now sleeping through the night, waking me up before he has a accident in the house. He is doing wonderful and has stopped nibbling and now plays really well with other animals. Cats and other doggos are friends and he treats them as such. Very caring and loving.

The Mr. is starting to get quite big. He still needs his snuggles and such, as all puppies should. No matter what though he will always be my baby. I love him so much.

So the plan for the day is to get a bit more done around the parentals house and might take a bit of the day off just to chill with my babies. Just to help him along with training and making sure that he is rewarded.

I shall keep this one short as I am off to make another coffee and check on things on the other computer. I formatted it and just claened up this one.

Much Love and I will be back soon.

Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods

Hurray!!!!!! I have made it to the triple digits, I hope you all have had a great morning!!!!!

So what is the plan for 100 days, not much. I have to clean the back yard and get some things ready to go up north. I have a stove to make and clean up some past projects. Then I will have a fire to burn down a lot of crap. Just cardboard and such, nothing bad just crap. That wont be till tonight as I like to burn when it is raining as it helps control the fire.

Look at this fuzzy bum, such a cute little turd, like most fuzzy animals. I am not sure what kind of fuzzy bum it is only that it is cute. I have not come across many other but that will be in the fall. The fuzzy bums will be out in the masses then.

Then their is is cutie just munching away on a strawberry I brought out to him, just because I can and seeing a full belly on a mouse is nice. As each meal can be the last for them a free meal means more then anything.

I do have to depart as more things are to be done.

Much Love

Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods

Its a day for cleaning the inside of the house. Clean cubbords, fridge and such. Just to make sure both outside and inside are done. I am also going to be getting the floors cleaned. One of the bigger things to get done is geting the face of the cuboards done. Of all the things to do that will take the longest.

Other then that I have some 6×6 to take apart as they are nailled together. That might happen if the rain stops for a few and I can get it done. That is a easy job, just a sawall and a metal blade. I will try and see if I can get blankets done too. Its not alot to do but the time the machine takes to wash them is the longest part. Easy though just happy to get the stuff done for the parents.

One thing, the biggest thing, is easily trying to make sure that the floors are done, just as they are contributors of animal smell. Nothing nasty like pee or poop. Just animal smell from time. That is ok, just means the house is filled with lots and lots of fur baby love. I am just happy to have my family.

Maybe today if I have the time I will make a set of stairs for the puppers so they can get up on the bed. doggo night time snuggles are the best.

I must depart and get onto the day.

Much Love

Your Friedly Ginger From The Woods.

So the day is early and going to be a great day, Getting lots done when it comes to cleaning and trying to make sure the house is cleaned up. I want to also get the back yard cleaned up a bit more then it is. Also doing dishes and the small indoor stuff. Easy peasy. Might have a fire today to burn down the cardboard and all the crap that was around the yard.

So what is needed to het done in the porch, well replacing some of the floor boards and then take some more stuff down and then boom. Done. So with that as well I should be able to have that done.

I have been listening to a lot of people online talking about trans issues and shit along those lines. My god how far the world has fallen. Thats ok though. They can mutilate themselves, Cut off whatever and add whatever like they are clay dolls. Meh Cut yourself into peioces and when you are broken and just want a hug, look to a mirror of all those you pushed away. The backs are still there, ears closed but you will see what you destroyed by not listening. Please by all means go ahead. Just don’t expect me to care in the end or to sympathies with a untreated mental illness. I wish the world would be better for its self. Then again, corrections of species is generally done by the species that take its place.

So what is the plan for the day then. After the floor is fixed I have a burn to do, Just crap and such. Nothing too crazy, just trying to make sure that all things come together. Oh that and clean up all the metal in the back yard and such. Much goodness indeed, So other then all the small tasks are afoot today. Oh that and the dishes. Much awesomeness indeed,

Oh ph I also found this guy yestertday and now he is free from being teapped in the porch. They are just all so beautiful.

I must depart to get things done.

Much Love

Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods.

To the pale blue sky brings me joy as I have a great day planned for myself today. A lot of small jobs to get done, that and a few bigger ones that should not take too long overall. Just happy to be alive.

So I am getting the most epic snuggles this morning from Antares, The best snuggles are animal snuggles. Just because without chohertion or pain, they love you. I love my fur nuggets.

So one of the small but still has to be done is cleaning out the porch and bringging chairs and such around so The fam jam can sit in the porch. The day is starting to become nice and the sun is warming the ground up nicely. Just a great day to be getting things done.

But the coffee is getting low, and a refill is needed.

Much Love

Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods.

Well then, You got me as close to when i woKe up that any mistakes I blame on that. I have just taken my fist sip of coffee and it was not had before the title was wrote. Ok, I am doing better now, The coffee is in my system, not enough but enought for now.

Well the day is raining and I have not much to do inside without my moms didrectipn so my plan is to get laundry done, then shower, Oh speaking of shower, I am thinking of getting a watering can and using it to make up some sort of shower up. Thought that would help instead of sink baths.

What is the plan for the parental units. Well the weekend is just chilling with my mom, who is the best mom ever, if anyone says diffrent, i will stab you with a pencil. My mom is better. Qtip is out and about playng with the other cattos. He only took like 15 minutes to get used to the animals.

Soooo update news. I think i am getting a doggo. We shall see an dI really want to because it would help out a large amount with the up property and protection. I am hoping so as I am excited for the idea.

Sgort post but I have things to attend too.

Back Later

Much Love

Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods.

Well today was epic productive!! Got so much done, in regards to getting the bullrush cut down along the river. That and so much of the really long grass and weeds. They were easily 3 feet tall, the bullrush from 5 to 6 feet tall. So that is all cut down. I have a bit more to go but I am taking a bit of a break then I am heading back out to get hopefully the rest done. That would make me much happy.

I was able to get a bunch cut and tomorrow will be but a touch up and then off the the great green yonder to get a bunch of stuff done on the house. I am eager to get more done and show it off tomorrow.

However I must depart as I grow tired and much left to be done.

Much Love

Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods.

What a beautiful day!! I hope the sun shines upon you as this sunday is a wonderful sunday. I am heading back to parents to get supplies and goods for the next couple weeks. One of the things I am excited for is the water purifier. That is going to change things around here. Just to maked the time go by much better with not having to worry about the water.

So what is the time line of the day, about 130 I will be picked up and head out until tomorrow evening. Then back to get shit done. What else so far today, oh Qtip cought a bunny so I am cooking it up for him right now. He sure does love his bunnys. Oh thats right, gotta put a picture up of the qtip being all qtip like.

Of course I have to post the most beautiful catto ever. Qtip, the most dashing of cats. Now he is back out and about ridding the camp of mice. A good boy doing good boy stuff. Got the fire going and warming up food for breakfest. Rice and veggies saved from last night. kitchen is cleanned up and ready to go, coffee is delicious and hot. Just a good morning to be happy about existing in. Just another wonderful day.

Well I made it to my parents and just chilling out with the puppies that wanted to have some snuggles. That is ok as they need the love too. What else is going on, well I am thinking of going out to cut the grass and see what I can do to help around here.

Well I did end up cutting all the grass breaking down some stairs and cleaned up a bit. Are good at the parental units now

I digress I must depart to get ready

Much Love

Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods

What a beautiful day!!!!! Cloudy and windy but I am alive and here to take on the world. (After breakfast). Apparrently it is not going to rain today, most awesome as I want to get back to the spot and get more work done. Got a carb ordered, that and I am getting a water filter as well. Both things were needed in dire situation when it comes to water.

Well this (above) is the plans for a garden. Going to clean out the trees and rubbish and till the ground. Then till the ground and see what I can make there. I will be heading out there this aft to get those out of the way and such. I will bring back more pics and such. Oh Oh I think, I think I should have equiptment to make a water reserve, maybe.

As well I did a thing, I put a bit of honey down and started to feed the ants. With this I shall produce a ant army, then take over the world!!!!!! mujahahahahahahahahahaha. kidding of course. Just being nice to nature and trying to feed the itty bitties of the world. They matter too i guess and they do offer the ability to help plants bloom and such. Things that are very important to the overall life of the planet.

So the overall plan for the day is to head back to the spot and cut more trees up and them turn them into lumber. Alot to do but easy to get there now that I think i know what i am doing. I think, but who knows.

I do have to depart to go and see what I need to head back.

Much Love

Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods.

Good day fellow being of the concious mind. today was a decent day, lots of rain and more to come tonight. Much needed to help refill the well and make sure I have water. However, today I watched a couple turtles come up to the land and I got the eggs as they are always eaten by foxes or raccoons. So I shall post my attempts to dig up and properly take care of the babies.

Look look, A small painted turtle, just out and about so i gave him a treat and let him go. Not very happy looking, kinda pissed to be honest. Then again I would be too if a giant picked me up and looked at me with a hedious face. We are generaly ugly and weird as all heck to most animals. So really can you blame them for wanting to eat the face of a monster trying to mess with them. Seriously, we look like a pink,black, tanned whatever color monstrosity and we wonder why we are not loved on first sight.

Should that not be concidered commonsence though. The basic understanding that the majority of the animal kingdom sees us as a destructive crypted that devours not just food but land as well. We kill in their eyes with no reason and will never stop. Kinda what we exactly fear ourselves coming from another world. We are the fear we install on animals, yet we fear the same thing with a alien species. To do to us what we do to others.

Look at all these potential babies!!!!!!! I have looked up everything i could to help these guys along. I hope I have helped then along and you can see the babies when they hatch. Much excitement indeed.

As you can see we have gotten some rain and more today. I am thankful to the rain as the well needed this badly. I am now having a day of cleaning that I have water. With the water filter coming in I will be able to fill the drum and know I will have a surplus of water. The past couple days have been rough on the body, lack of water messed me up.

Even got the ability to see a double rainbow. So there is that epicness.

I must depart,

Much Love

Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods.

Its been a great day!!! I got alot more trees cut and now have a bunch of wood to cut down into lumber. Then work on the house. However rain for tonight and tomaorrow morning, So that might put a damper on getting things done. Might cool of the past couple days too, 35 is the average right now this week. Very very toasty.

One of the many things I have been working on is clay tiles for the roof on the house. I am thinking if it is raining tomorrow morning I will be rolling out more clay tiles. I am epic happy that they worked out and they wont crack or breakdown in the rain. Much joy indeed. Then once I save up money I will be working on getting steel roof. That way I know that it will be good for life. So much left to do but it is all possible with effort and time.

I was curious though on what I will be doing for the front of the garden. I figured out the size and know how much I will have to do to make it workable. What eles is the water issue should be solveable by being able to get a filter that will make all the water drinkable. It is needed, really bad. Since the well went dry I have had to fugure out how to stay hydrated without becoming negitive in production no matter what time I put into it. So there is that but things should be solved shortly. Perserving food and such is also very important.

How about you, what have you been doing since the great adventure started for me. I think I am getting the hang of stuff but still need to take things very seriously. Injury and major broken bones will still be a issue so I have to find a way to produce objects that will take care of the iussues those injuries will bring.

I have become curious if we are ready for the future we are heading towards. Ever wonder that, when was the last time were where we are.

I just worry about you people

Much Love

Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods

Well, I had to make some choices that have effected me greatly. I decided to get a hanging water purifier. That way I have a ability to clean water without having alot of work ahead of me. I also want to make it so that food is being produced and harvested. What else for the quick updates, Nothing that is too crazy.

The water level is still quite low and I have no choice but to use my emerg water until this weekend when I can get my water purifier. Not at all happy I am taping into my emerg water. I can replace it but leaves me worried if something happends I already am tapping into my water.

Breakfast is rice and such mixed together, very nummy and filling. Speaking of, I best top up my coffee and get ready to head out. I just love coffee so much, like a best friend that always cheers you up. However it still is not close to the perfection that is the qtip.

So I must depart and get ready for the all the work that needs to be done.

Much Love

Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods

What a glorious day, a bit damp but me no care just happy you are here with me.

What are we up to this morning, well gonna make eggs and toast this morning but I need to get a fire going first. Hmmm should I get that now or in a few. I will give it a few and then go out and get some things needed to get it going. Just enjoying the coffee too much right now. Well I got a fire going and the pan is heating up. I do love me scrambled eggs, with toast of course. Might put some honey on the toast. Just for some extra zest. Going to rock about 6 eggs this morning, Extra hungry this morning.

Well fire is going and crackling along and the pan is heated and full of wisked eggs. Just waiting on them to get 2/3rds done then start toast. I am extra happy as I have lots to do today and will give picture updates on the jobs as the day goes along. Thinking me and qtip will going for a walk and baiting some spots. Then I have to get the supplies from my spot to make my water filter made today. Then see what happens with that. Then back to my spot to get more work done on my home so hopefully be done there soon. That way I can stay there and stop listing to the local idiot.

Nom nom eggs are starting to smell really good and I cant wait, then me and qtip are off for the morning walk to keep the kitty mind and my mind sharp. see maybe if I can get a turkey today. hmmmm I also have hambager I have too cook up. Oh oh I will be making rice burger and veggies tonight!! That sounds so good to be honest. Be right back, Need more wood for fire.

Num Num Num eggs are so good. 4 toast and 6 eggs makes my tummy happy, sun is breaking through the clouds and warming the air. Makes the desires to get things done today quite high. Most awesome, Oh one thing to do is get the water drum set up so i can collect the water and make sure I have clean water. That will be easy to do just have to think then build.

However I must be off to get the day going.

Much Love

Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods

Well, today is going to be intresting in trying to get my water filter brought back up. It has already gotten to the hottest part of the day so i am going to take it easy until the heat dies down. Then I will be able to get it without being cooked in the heat. I have to get alot more done with each day then I have been, Just been stressed. Cannot change some things so might as well fight for what i have.

Oh something else I might try to make is a water catcher for when it rains. Since you know rain water works just as good. I am going to try the well again one last time and check the water level so I can see if its back up or not. No matter what my water problems need to be fixed today.

Clouds are coming in and the next couple days are going to be the best for moving things around.

Sometimes when I am resting and Having my coffee I begin to ponder things that have come to my mind. Weird things and funny things. Tonight I plan On trying to tame a raccoon Friend. Just to have around and keep my and the Qtip companey. One thing I have to do sooner then later is get the fire going so I can make some food and such. I am starting to feel the hunger and wish not to fall into the sleepy trap of hunger and being tired.

So yep, ,definitely going to be trying to tame the raccoonis tonight. Just to see what happens. why not right. Worst thing is I get attacked, Best thing, I get a new pet. Win win, well win winish.

So the day must come to the point I refill my coffee and now start the fire so I can warm up some foods and get the mindset to get shit done. However you dont get to leave just yet. I have to keep this going as I feel very, hmmmmm, wordy today I guess is the best way to put it.

The rice and veggie mix is cooking away and starting to make the air smell really good. Nom Nom I can not wait. Oh oh I also have a huge craving for eggs as of late. I got 3 flats and that is 28 eggs on a flat I think, lots of eggs is what matters.

I also have heard the chirps of the birds outside the windows so I think we have babies, that is so amazing. I love the sounds of bird babies and how eager they are to live. I think they are simple robins but i am not sure and I will Have to look into what they are. Other things that are coming along is how people well one person is still trying fuck up this land, however with meticulous observation that person is being taken care of.

That sounded dark, no I wont be hurting this person however if this person were to die, then no tears would be shed.

kinda like my dad, well sperm doner is the best way to put it. He was a weak man who let a woman enter his and his kids life and ruin them. From her shoving drugs into me and all kinds of shit, sperm doner letting a meth head move in and fuck up even more of his sons life. Well, they can go fuck themselves adn I hope the death they face is as long as the years of abuse.

Ok, mid afternoon update. I dont have to bring my purifier up, I have fugurd out how to filter my water without it. It will be easy and once the outdoors cool off a bit I will be working on that. Easy peasy lemon squezzie. It will be a basic set up and will filter out debrie and then I just boil it. Super easy and the only thing i have to go far for is fire wood and that is a daily thing anyway.

Ahhh the end of the day, how it brings me rest I hope that you are resting as well. Stressing not over the world but only finding peace in you being.

Much love

Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods

Look at this pretty boy, such majesty in the wings and eyes. So much time and effort spent trying to become a perfect flyer. So cool, that is kind fuzzy bum, so cute.

Then I was baffled by this cute little lizzard dude. Never before in my life have I ever seen a dude like this. Took some time and effort but with my amazing resource of discord friends. We did end up figuring it out. Broad Head skink. A very pretty little man and he was happy to be set free.

Then there is this king, Hermes. He is at my parents house right now but will be joining me and The Qtip will be joining us up north. I cant wait as he is a major snuggle bug. That and him and tip have almost the same persononality. They both love being up in a lap as much as being outside. They are addicted to nightly snuggles and making sure that I get my head boops.

So the day did give me hope and joy, and a pain in the ass. The water level is so low the well that I get water from is dried out. So I have to go get my water capturing device. I will make sure to show you how it works. Pretty simple idea and it works awesome. I should have it going all day as the heat is more then enough to make it work.

Me and the Qtip went for a walk and found a puffball mushroom that is tiny but what I want to protect it so I can get spores. Making a mushroom farm is going to be easy and nothing to bat a eye at. Currently I have supper on the stove and it is begining to smell amazing. Scrabled eggs, rice with dired veggies, beans and chicken in it. I am extra happy about the chicken. I really need the energy for tomarrow is going to be a extesive day physicaly. Just getting the water collector brought up is going to be a task and a half. Oh cannot forget about the 4 peices of toast with it all.

So as I sit here I am getting quite hungry so I must depart.

Much Love

Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods

Good day again to you beings of life, may the day bring you hope and joy.

With the eirly wake to the morning, the day has gifted me a chance of the peace and quiet of the morning.

What does the day hold for me today? Well at my parents for the morning then back to the camp. I have to get to work finishing my house an dthe garden to make sure I am keeping up with the things that have to be done. To continiue on with what is going on this morning. My brother has his kids here so that is something i guess. I am still held at arms length by alot of the family, long story but I was proven 100% innocent and pride still lays down infront of him. Oh well could care less, My life has way to much going on to hold back now.

What else is happining this morning, well the coffee is strong and nummy, I also have to go out and check on the kitties and chickens. just to be a good human for the parents.

How about you guys, anything special going on today for yourself? Or is the weekend just to help keep you relaxed for the next work week. Well not the typical work week for me but still all the same. I also have to get the things prepped up north for possibility of getting a buggy up there. Would be amazing and help alot. Meh, workng the body to stay in shape is good enough.

Still though, I want to have so much more done and will get there. What else is planned for the day, Oh oh i was able to work on the mindcraft server last night. I got it up and will link it at the bottem on this so if anyone wants to join they can. It is just a basic one but also just a place to chill.

Before all of this happens, coffee is needed, muchly.

Wonder if I could work some more clay out of the ground when i get back up north, just need alot more so I will be able to make clay tiles. Should need about 600 I think. That should be enough to do my roof. One thing I will have to do as well is make a form so I can make them at a fair speed. That way I am hoping that by this winter it will be a epic build with lots of warmth and food. Much excitment indeed.

Oh oh lately I have fallen in love with the french vanella in my coffee, soooooo good. I am pondering what to have for breakfast, not sure if I want toast and peanut butter. Maybe, just maybe some eggs too. Who knows but I do think that I should be off and get some stuff done while the other humans are sleeping.

Much Love

Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods

Good morning to you wonderful creatures of conciousness. Here is to the day and hoping it brings you great joy and hope.

Well last night I spent some time upgrading the site, it turned out awesome. Saying that, it still needs some love, that will happen later as I have been cleaning all morning and have to make sure all things are packed and ready to go. That wont take too long but still have things to attend too that is part of packing that will extend how long it takes. Making sure that the wood stove is out and the risk of any fire is attended too. Other then that the outside cook stove needs to be tidied and picked up. Just a few things to take care of in the camp, such as folding laundry and making the bed before I leave for the night. Qtip will be happy as the friend is ready to come up for him.

Attending to the out door stuff will be done sooner then later. As being unsure as the the time I will be leaving. Oh Oh one thing that is awesome is that my case for the tablet. Stating that it means taking it with me into the woods is going to be easy. More pictures and trying to identify plants will be able to be posted. So we can be educated on what we have out here to harvest. One thing that was just passing my mind was checking the dry good supply……….

Ok, back from checking the supplies. Things that have to be picked up. Bean melody mix, some dried veggies but I think that is good for dired goods. Bread, milk and other small things but that is small stuff. Getting back tomarrow afternoon I already have wood cut and ready to bring out so I can be fire ready. That way cooking is going to be easy. However one thing that has to be done is getting the jugs refilled. Water jugs is what I mean. I am also hoping to have the space to bring the lawn mower up so the grass can finaly be cut as well. Unfortunataly where my garden is going has to be cut down before I can hand till it. Oh how that excites me as it will be another step to being self suffecent.

So onto the next thing that is going to happen, also this being the last note before I must depart. I am opening a mine craft map, excited about that as it will bring in more people to share stories with.

How ever I must depart.

Much Love

Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods.

Good day to you, I do hope you are well and the day has become and left you kindly.

What a amazing day, got so much cleaned and a huge amount of wood chopped up and a large tree ready to be lumbered. So what else can be said. A really productive day.

Got lots done and the tree should be lumbered as of tomarrow. So that is most awesome.

So that and been pondering the results of the trial today, yes the Trump trial. Not picking a side as no matter what it wont effect me. Just worried how it will turn the turmoil this will bring forth. The states are in enough trouble, I am worried about the average person. Just no matter what the results were it was going to be chaos.

Back to the world at my hand, I have seen the turtles coming up and seeing them lay eggs. Snapping turtles so getting even a bit close is not recomended. Even walking the woods has brought me to more and more thoughts that are of the world and not of just mine. Even though excaping the world having some intrest has still lingered. With all the chaos and the pain people are hurting in many diffrent ways.

What are we all going to do if things do burn, I want you all to be safe but this is going to have far reaching effects then not. Also one thing having to be done was me getting onto to a better set of meds. I was getting off the rocker in my mind and was not able to be honest with how I was doing. I was just getting angry and coming here it is hard to be open when I know my words are not just my heart but from angry thoughts.

So what is the world doing, I have to take a look at the news more and come here with more and deeper thoughts of the world. That and I have been collecting and I am getting a journal type book so I can mark down were I find good plants. Wondering how the world worked before it became so made ready. Finding out that acorns are a pleantiful source of flour. So collecting a source will be very important. I have found what seem to be edible plants and have to more comparisons. Funny how much gumption given to this I already have a person trying to make me question the things I am doing. That person can kick dirt, I have managed to make it this far and not giving up yet.

What else, well finding a love for rice and beans has been surprising. The combination has become very lovely and filling. I want to see if growing beans is a option here. I have apples everywhere so that is a huge bonus. Making a garden has become part of the number one thing that needs to get done. The tree and the out house building has to take more importance. Soon enough wood will be done and then back to working on the house. I have a source of straw for insolation, this will be a huge jump in getting things done.

Thanks for sticking around. I have to depart and make sure breakfast is ready for morning

Much Love

Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods

Well the day went well, got lots done and I have found more things that will have to be done sooner then later. One thing I will have to do is start to get wood together so I will have heat for next winter. I just woke uo and have a small headach and figured I might as well see how the world is doing. Here is hoping that you are doing well.

This is a view of the out door kitchen I have been using to cook while it is hot out and starting the woodstove is not the best idea.

Anyway I must depart as the night carries on and I need my sleep to do things.

Much love

Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods

Good day to you wonderful people of life!!!!!!!

I have been gone and I have missed you terribly. Currently trying to get the fire going so I can make some breakfast. Well fire is going now and as soon as it heats up, egg scammy time!!!! So the days plan is cutting wood up and getting a bunch more boards cut so I can get more building done. I am onto the walls and need to insolate for the winter. I am also going out to get a bunch of pics today for you wonderful people. I have alot of things that are coming along that is going to be beautiful.

So finding more and more tracks I have to say I think I have pulled in alot of wild life to help me along the way of getting meat. Just progress, alot of progress and very happy about it. What is next, FOOD, I am starving and eagerly awaiting my eggs to cook. Soon i will have them and not bee feeling ugh.

Ontop of the regular I have a truck to tear apart and then I am free to cut more shit up and get more done. Birds are singing and the world is sunny, far better then the previous days have been. Rain and thunder was fill the atmoshpere, comming with that is a crappy day. Even though cleaning was done, I like getting the bigger things done. Oh, I can smell my eggs, think they might be done soon.

Ok, those eggs were made in perfection. Sometimes youu make a egg sandwitch and it just is exactly what you are looking for. The fire will remain going for the day as the dampness from last night is holding on strong. The usual just that happiness is flowing through me today. Just a good day, I blame it on you. Just because.

However I must be off and get things going.

Much Love

Your friendly Ginger From The Woods

Good day to you wonderful being you, I hope this rainy day has been kind to you. So, I know, I was a bit dramatic in my last post. It happens and I applogise. How ever after studies and understanding the effects. I do believe it was either a dock spider or a couple wood spiders in my bedding. I have to much more secure about my bedding and make sure I dont have the evil critters in there too.

So as of things going on, I have taken the weekend to go to my parents and I am giving them a hand with some things. Cutting grass and cleaning up messes. Other then that taking time to work on this and work on how the site looks. I have upgraded the subscription I have so I can edit it more. I hope it turns out and is more user friendy. Maybe even get a video part to see what it takes to do some things.

Well another thing that I have done, it is a pretty big deal, I would like you to meet Heren, The newly adopeted part of my family. A really good boy who loves so much.

Him and Q-Tip should get along just fine and become friends quickly. So being at parents I was able to get alot done. Cutting a shit ton of weeds down with hand clippers. All human effort no power. Woot woot. Go me!!! So what you do over the weekend? Anything fun?

Anyway OI am playing catch up, a few days behoind.

Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods.

The great winter ninjas got me. I am kidding of course but yep I was poisoned. I been feeling really wrong all week. Just not right half dizzy and just could not remember much and eat. I could not figutre it out and just tried to make through it. Then I saw two scabs side by side and when i went to go take a piss outside one night, I thought i stepped on a stick and it swug up and hit my other ankel. Turns out 100% now was a water snake. Not deady by any means but wow did it ever make me feel like shit. Fuck that noise and always making sure i got a light at night now.

So anyway, now that I am feeling better I am going to make the day worth being up and around. Lets see, first plan is to drink my coffee then make some eggs and toast then head outside to see what to take care of. Always got things to do and I have to get them done. Between cleaning and making sure that I am cought up on the things around here. One of the biggest things I have to do is making sure no one will bitch if they come up here before i am back. Peopole are weird man, have you noticed that, they can do distructive things and break and destroy things. You point it out then you become the dick. Thats ok, when they get divorsed or when he cheats (again).

Any way i have too much to do and i have been fighting with this site for the past 30 mins as it keeps erasing shit. ugh I might just go back to bed, this shit is stupid.

Much Love.

Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods,

What is the point of life? What are we here for, why are we so, well human?

Look at that pair of bois. Just chilling at lunch time.

Well what else, I have been working on getting shit done at the camp but now i am taking the day off and making some food for tonight and relax. Qtip is being a great catto as of late and he is keeping the camp clean and keeping me saine. Alot has been done and i shall be back with a longer post. just Have to wake up and find my mind.

back soon.

Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods

In a day comes forth the quest, a becon of you tasks at hand. Forth with your tanacity and your desires to know what is there. Become the wonderer of your days, allow but the few into the Great Green Castle, for the many block the view.

Along with the work I have had to do I wanted to also take time and show you the forest I call home. This place holds so much to me. It not just a forest, its memories and love. My grandfathers life is here and my grandmother walks with him watching over us. Each time I find a new spot I have not seen, a new flower that I have never noticed. Just is a place I get to call home.

Some times in life we should all just take that second and go for a walk into the woods. This whole thing with women and bears, they get to check it out for real. Then at least that question would be answered. The whole thing is stupid and if that is the last thing through their head. “fuck, I am stupid” as the bear ventalates them. No one will know until either Beckies phone is found in a pile of shit, or her or whats left of her will be. Then the ones who cry over how could this happen, be the cold bastard and as the same question again. Man or bear, pick one. Then when they realize that they will have to live the rest of their life knowing the answer. things might change.

Any way moving onto something a bit more joy full, Look at the little toad bum sticking out from under the leaf. So damn cute. So with the old washed out by the new. How is your life going, I have heard things are getting hard. They are for me, grocery prices and shit are through the roof. I am just happy I am here, Life is hard here. I had to take the day today as my body was feeling off and I have to listen too it. That and the plate in my head is hurting like a bitch today. However I am fucking exilerated that tommorrow is another day and I get to wake to the sound of the birds sing their song. I cant take more then one day at a time, things are too important to get done for me to have a time when I relax too much, for now.

When you are in the woods its important to spot and take a picture of flowers and what you see, dont’t pick them unless you pland to consume them in some way. I am no tree hugger but also have a understanding that the world is special. Too needlessly destroying the world around us, it bothers me when I see the steel forest when all that was needed was a village of many. Living in the woods has tought me that I am not a very special creature, a being with reason. This has brought me down to earth and keeps me from being a destructor of life.

LOOK LOOK, I found a wild wheat plant!!!!!! I have marked it on the map so I can come back when it seeds I can Start planting my ouw wild wheat. Onto the other things I found, alot of chicken of the woods adn some more then not white trilliums. Just happy to be in this world.

Well not all things that live in the woods are so pretty of friendly, found this track when i was coming out of the woods and was not there before. So a bear decided to cross my path after I can in and before I cam out. This is so cool. Decent size, about tw years old or so. Cool but not wanting to come across them. Other things is I am going to collect at least one large bags of pine nuts. I am going to need as many as i can get and start soaking them. if you know why awesome, if not, i will tell you when the process is done. You might even start collecting them as well.

However I must be off. Got more things to do and never enought time to do it. That is a lie, I need to get organized for tomarrow, alot has become evident and have to take care of them.

Much Love

Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods

Top of the morning to you, for today is going to be a good day. I am going off to walk the woods for the day and hunt something to get meat stores back up. I also need to find out how the animal population is doing. I hopw that the pathways are not flooded up and I can pass throught out the woods. I am also going to cross some rivers and see if the island is doing good. I am also going to have to order more arrows soon. However it is up to my ability to get food is the ability to survive.

So what am I looking for, well I found some bear tracks yesterday and i am not looking to get into a tumble with one of them. However i need to make sure that a bow is not the only tool to defend myself out there. I cannot carry too much as the noise can carry far in the woods. Who knows what i will find. Maybe a wolf pup, would that not be epic to find. I would have to call him Foren, Just because I like that name.

I do have to depart as i am burning into the day and food is walking around and i need to get it.

Much Love.

Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods.

While getting Logs to turn to lumber is a big thing i have to take care of today, more has been added and this place is slowly becoming a small collection of things that are being done. A collection of things that other people want. However if this does not happen people get pissy, even though its jobs they started and now i have to finish. to be honest That is almost the par usual of late. Whatever as this is the last job that even had a single cell of mine on it so the net time they ask, no. I am working on my life and home now. You have had decades before me to do these things and now you have me so you want them done. How does that saying go, Go Fuck Yourself.

So Today I have alot of things to attend too. From getting logs to moving my cook stove. Then and I have to make and prep meals for the next couple days.

The next big job will be to dismantle and move some more things but that is not to the nessasary right now. It is going to be raining tonight so I want to make sure I get wood and stuff together so i can cook tonight as well. I want to also move alot of rock today. I need to make a trailer. that can handle the weight, As the rickshaw trailer I made is not strong enough to carry rocks. I will be needing alot of rocks.

What is next in the plan of the day as of right now. Just waiting on coffee to finish brewing then After that go get my cook stove together. Even before I eat I have to make sure this will work as I need to have it ready. I have alot to do and never enough hours in the day.

Par usual I have to take off and get more things done. food cannot be cooked right now and that is a must to continue on.

Much Love

Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods

Darkend are the moments when we cannot see the progress of the day.

Good day, Though that is conditioned to the entity that is existing through my time. I forgo the things I got done today and wish to talk to you. Show you the thoughts that have not been taken center stage and evern though the progress is up most important, I also come here to write the thoughts of the mind. A place where even you are but a existience I chose to render into my thoughts as each word is birthed in my mind then canablized by my hands into trible art we call lauguage. To seek out the solutions I wish to find, but alas, Every place I go, I am still there. Each time we cry in tears of sensations of a better place, no matter where you go, how fast you run, how much you pay, you are still there. Take from that what you will,ones with the ability to see, already know.

Drapped over the mind I weild is not the notions of a man who is in the bliss of answers but the turmoil of the mind virus of asking why. This development of a AI has brought forth many things, Nudity, Jokes, Modifactions to political persons body type, False comments made by the individual depicted. These are all things that are but the needs of a interpersonal desire to matter. To make the next thing that is above the many so they will worship your ability to write just the right words to generate a depiction you want.

Part of my distain for hymanity is that we sexualize each peice of possible innovation. I bring to you the ability of ai technology. Wo all I really heard is that Taylor Swift had nudes made of her and other shit that has no benifit to the whole of humanity. This urks me as why do this when the potential to save the world is right there. Here is a good idea, why not use it to create a system that collects all information (except name, birthday, sin number and health/ insurence number,) to keep a active watch on all diseases that exist and dont exist. Mutations and the ability to mark the out break would be instant. Doctors would not have to individualy select the data to compair to another. It would just happen. Same with the abilities of our bodies to kill off a disease in one person could be seen in a instant when a person who has a weaker system has the treatment needed to kill the disease. No ones Identifaction in any way is relaeased and we could save hundreds of thousands. Is it we dont want to help others and just have Swifty jerk logs to coat the next sock in. Or are we just that stupid. I know that we are not a perfect spieces but wtf is this shit.

That is something urks me, Why I dont parttake in the world as much as i used too. Its conceptulized idea we are better then other creatures but thats because we dont see the shadow we cross over our past not to see it. If we saw what it took for us to be where we are. It is a dream for me that is also the uknown nightmare just as much. To see the shadow of development and realize we did so much for so little and then stoped progress at desires of flesh and not existence.

I am cray cray so I get it if my idea is left feild but as I see it, The would has gone left feild so there is that. On to the next big thing that has begun. I am cleaning out the dead trees and such so I can make more lumber. Been a long time coming but this is a bitch to do pulling 16 footers out of the woods. Pics come tomarrow as my phone is being used for my internet right now and cant go get it without messing everything up. I digress, the home has been coming along perfectly and the ground is starting to dry a bit so I will be making the gardens soon. I still owe you the potatoe garden I promised. However That will most likely be this weekend. Nothing too crazy but I am running out of time each day to get these things done. I have so much to prep for and being only one human its alot to get done.

So even onto further things to make sure have to happen. I also need to (in the next day or so) have 10 16foot logs 15 10foot logs and 40 or so 8 footers. Takes a lot of gumption to get that all done. Say one 16footer can weigh about 500 pounds if still wet. Draggin those bitches out of the wood is not easy. (all by hand as i dont have a buggy or anything to pull with.) Then I need to find a farmer who has some lower priced hay bails so I can start insolation of my house. Staying in it is becoming a very important part of my goal for eirly summer. I have about a weeks work tops on it to get it ready to live in. Floor an a bit of roof left and the walls, all in due time.

Dealing with things here has been something that has become a thing to figure out. I have ticks down pat, not one yet, however the evil blood suckers called wives. oh shit I meant misquitos, yes those guys………… are in with a vengence. So over the nest day or two I want to see if I can make some burch pitch to have some bug repellent. Still alot to do right now to make this hovel a home but i am getting there. Soon my dreams will come true and I will have my oasis from the travesty of the world.

This one was a bit longer but still more to say but getting this ine seperated from the next is important.

Much Love

see you soon

Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods

I know {I pulled another gone for a couple days but writting when I am not in the woods dosent seem right. Just seems like this is the place I write from. while under the weight of the best snuggley kitty ever.

So I have been epic busy getting the house almost done, The other things people have fallen behind on around here I am trying to get done as well. I thought I could excape the stupidity of humanity being here yet nope. still surounded by them. Oh well, as terrible as this sounds a lot of history is said in these words. Would not bother me if the tractor flipped and crushed the problem. On top of that getting wood ready for another job tha is not mine but doing it because it was a broken promise. Another one from this source I am talking about. Just more failures that was as predictable as the death that comes with age. So I have to do those things before I can get back to work on My house. I cant wait until all those stupid choices are delt with so I can get back to work on my house.

just a quick pic of my fave hand axe. Small but deadly. I have a mountatin of things to do today. tonight is going to be a very long post. full of thoughts and progress.

Sorry for lacking in content, just busy,

Much love

Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods

Well what a huge done at my parents house. Between helping clean out a bunch of brush and twigs and burn them. Then I was able to get a shit ton done when it came to about 30 piles of brush burned and I am very happy about it. Also helps alot with taking care of the big job around here.

Other then that I am doing some more dishes and tomarrow get the the rubbish cleaned up next door. Ever had a epic family who live next door. That is my parent neighbors, they they are just the best and now the husband has lung cancer. He does not deserve it and he has been just the best. Would come outside with a huge smile each time and yell “hello, Good neighbour” then gleefully come chat. Their doggo it huge and the most loving thing ever. Just ain’t right is all.

ihave to depart as jobs ask of me.

much love

Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods.

With the times we face, a darkness not distributed before. A potent lust in the air of pain being force share across the world. People counting on solar flairs to take us out, waiting for a nuclear was to happen so the pain of the life in fear can be over. As we focus on what we want in life we should not become distant with what is really happening to us. Asking for the impossible we cant have world peace, we beg for development of our culture and society to ever truly care for another’s then our selves. I ow the starting idea of this blog was to work n making it on my own but I have discovered the truth of doing so, You get alot f tie to think about what you have done in life and what we really are as worldly creatures. Oh also, good snuggly morning from the qtip as well

As always he has to have his morning snuggles. Even if he has a night full of the best snuggles ever, he needs his morning snugs like I need my morning coffee. To be honest I am kinda craving some toast, so that will most likely be my short term breakfast. Around lunch I will be heading out to go get more supplies and make sure that supplies here do not get too low. Being out of some of the basics has left me a bit worried in the past couple days. That worry is all over now and will have lots to do.

Still have a couple hours before I head out so I am sucking up all the snuggles I can from qtip. He has to stay here while i get supplies. I do not like it as i really miss my babies,

however getting the last things packed is becoming more and more important.

Much Love

Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods

What are the goals we make up to say we achieved something, gifts to ourselves to say we made it? Is it a monocrumb of a sence of pride we lust for and will sacrifice the light for the dark to show us we are the better kind? Are we jsut a bunch of alienated creatures that lust for the destruction of the world we cannot control untill all living things are below us in a refuse of our creation. Is it that we want to be better that we position things in our path naturaly lesser then ourselves so we have a forced opinion of succession. Do you know when the last time you wept for the many who have died and told the few who believe in you that you truly care but yet those words are bathed in the blood of lies. When is the last time humanity over turned profit, it cant, your humanitarian efforts lead you to a position of knowlage you helped another. What was the cost, not to you as that is what we always look at, what are our cost. Donations to countries run by devilish means even when the holiest of means are sent, they delivery is pain and anguish. Do we recondized our donations and credits we give to countries run by blood are doing nothing but refilling the glass dechanter with the tears of the dead.

Why is it we all are such ambitious creatures to fullfill our qouta of things we see as good but never look beyond the creation of the surface vale. Speaking now answers, only the questions that have been plauged by the many. We send items in the name of love but are used as a bartering trade for a bodies innocents. A young girl bleeds for the items you sent. Hav eyou done well to provent pain or proliferate a childs innocence being used s a bartering tool for the things you sent. It is a qaulm no one wishes to think of but few ever realize that they are the ones who give profit to devils.

I offer no answers, as a foolish child of being able to even think, Forbades me from ever understanding the darkness. Can you understand the darkness, can you tell me why. If you could are you not a product of the darkness we proliforate. We buy clothing and digital supplies that have the desicration of gods written all over it. We pity the ones who are broken but offer no cast to heal only more bats to break them. Is the mantality of man always to have a slave beneath us we shall not talk about. For we all already do, speak your hollow words, fight your onesided enslavement of your addiction. If you were to care you would not be able to read these words. Foremost your eyes would read this not from a written note or a page in a astroligist dreams, It is found on the blood of Gods, men, women and children. Who are we to say we are the rightious when we pay the devils due with our technology. Blinded by the thinly valed screen you read from should the tears of many fall.

Within us all is a creature of fear lust and depravity, hope is not a natural means of fighting. Hope requires ideals of a better world and a world of indulgence we cannot resit. We hope to keep what we have, we hope the world stays the same we hope that war and death comes at no cost to us. Has hope become the driver of lust and depravity now that we have what we desire. The poor desire food, The middle class desires for depravity and the rich lust for hidden glorifaction of self. Has the very being in ourselves evolved to pay the poor to eat the scraps so we dont have to discover them when we walk the land. A underground existence on the leftovers from ontop the ladder we created with paper money. Coins of metal weighing down the light within to allow the shadow of success to cool us while the rest burn in caustic mines.

This is not to find answers, only questions. Answers come with both the knowlage of why and the example of how. why do we do what we do and how are we so blind to the decay of the many for the perfection of the few. Beauty Creams developed through a animails suffer is just a mold of pain to hide the demons under your skin. You wear a ivory set of lustful earings or a ring made of jade. A sight to bring forth your importance is not but another death. Is it that what we are. Provisioners of death, a clan of isestuous wealth and security so no one will see the blood that we cover with our sheets of value. soes your 3000 tread count sheet allow you to forgive yourself.

As my word indicated above, no answers will be found here, that is beyond me, all i write are the words that struggle to find light when the price of them is everything.

To the ones who gave your life, your soul, your children so that these words can be read. know your sacrafice of blood is upon my mind and the vale is not as thick as you think it is. you are slowy breaking through. you will see the light when the rich burn, for the glow of fire is only known by you, when the fire reaches us. Do not give us sympathy, give us what we gave you. a vale to hide the atrocities and then we can feel the true cost of what we have.

With love

Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods.

“What is love, baby dont hurt me, baby dont hurt me.”

Good day, I write this in ponderence, what is love and why do we seem to have moments of craving the connections that we do. While writing this I find myself lonely and wanting the human companion. I guess its a feeling of not lonelness for me. I have this and qtip and the beautiful creatures of the wild. I even grown cautious to the concept of companion but still. Connections and being able to have a lap to lay on while I read my books. Just to, to be honest I dont know, having someone with me would be nice.

What is my wish, to have someone I could be honest with when it comes to my fears. When i discribe how I am doing, they care adn they want to see the flurishing of my abilites as mcuh as much as I would suppour them and see them flurish in this world I live in. I would like to give a list of things that i do and show that my effort, the love is found in the heated home, each load of wood i would bring home to help you keep warm. I would go out and find the greatest source of food for the week. I would not fail at providing meats. I want to have a home filled with the love of another, Thinking of this, I dont know if there is such a person who would want the same. I know i am not much and I dont have much but would love to build a world here with her. To have a warm home with many diffrent hides on the wall. A smoldering fire heating a pot overtop of it with the food of the day over it. As This would be a dream it does not mean I would not acheive it. Having hope that one day I can do this, I only hope that a fair maiden would see me as a greater means of life then the lonelyness.

Dont think I am being picky about who I chose to love, very few requirments to be honest. Drive to live in the woodland with few outside resources, To know that what we build is the goal of all my means. I would protect her and make sure each day she would feel safe, loved and desired. We could harvest berries and cann goods so the cold dark winter nights are filled with the aroma of summer foods. The dark nights of the bitter winter spent laughing and enjoying the warmth of the rock built stove. Taken far into the future we would see the world as a gift and not a torment of enslavement to socity. The hardships we would face would be not easy but with the efforts of a person deidicated to the issue.

I truly dont know what I am feeling, loss of comfort and loss of hope that there is someone who desires this. Though my home is not built yet, it is strong with the bones of the greatest attempt in my life to bring forth the the dream I have at night. A blessed family when it comes to love an ddesires, A dream where the mornings are giveing us the sun kisses without the scream of a alarm to go to a institution that does not love us and our effeorts, but to a feild of love and compatstion that has goven us the vegtables and fruit we need to live a hopeful life. A pair of cows to help provide milk and the meat we would need for the deep winter.

This sounds like a dream of the many and failed by just as many, This is because I dont think they realized the absolute huge amount of work this takes. The seeming endless days of work are always ended by the love and desire to see eachothers work and acomplishments of the day and spend the night talking about the dreams of the next day. If the world has been so cruel to the once loved I can only hope their is some who wish to be part of the wilderness we help flurish. To bring out the best in each other and help discover the light in the darkness.

Dreams are bountiful and knowing that some are only possible with another is becoming more and more obvious. As a broken man with a broken brain this is a question that leads to more and more questions. That is why asking for another who wishes to face the same questions with just as much verver and desires to answer them with me.

A lot to think about but it was just floating on my mind. Sending out hopes that one day i will have these dreams fulfilled.

Much Love

Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods.

What a beautiful morning to wake up too. The sun is out and the life is going great. I am just waiting on a text to see if I am going to get more supplies today or tomarrow. I hope today but if not, such a thing cannot be helped. The next plan of action for the day will be either packing or working more on my home. I just am happy that I have begun to see a future here. It makes me happy. I have a huge amount of hope that either life is going to get better. Or that we are all screwed. That is however on a lesser likely hood.

So I want to discuss something, I think I am right here. Well to be honest I know I am because it is my world i live in. Ever been cought up in the idea that people are lacking the ability to think. I may have brought this up before but are people just not thinking or do they just live in a autopilot existence. I am not trying to be a asshole but I am trying to understand what is going on with the world or more less the western world.

So as for a example, I am wondering if people can process the simplistic ideals without imputing their own desires into the ideal. Its almost like instead if listining people are interpiting it with their own life and not using the words spoken to understand the person. I find this very very anoying as the person perceives what is the problem and not what the issue accualy is. Its a very weird thing that I have noticed. Its like a person is trying to validate their life by the advice they give from their own experience. Without seeing out side their own being they only use what they know to dictate the answer. Sounds odd I know but the best way to discribe it is like this. I am listing to a person who is talking about work and I have no idea of what they do. Only that the problem is insuffcent part delivery, they bitch and chew about how the person delivering them is slow. Ok so why dont they just go and get the parts then. You know the problem is human based but refuse to deal with the issue and rather just relaize they can go get the parts and then make the slow person obsolete and you get a raise for performance. Step over the person and make it obvious they are a decline in the profit and you are better then two people as a single idividual. The slow person may get fired and people want to feel bad for the slow individual. Why are we so concerened with the slow person. When I laboured for a construction crew. If the idividual was slow or iniffective the whole crew suffered. So we fired the person who is slowing us down, the others picked up the slack and then we go through another labourer. Just weired how we sympathize with the weakest and not celibrate the ones who carry the greater load.

However Since I cant get it I must try to be part of a world I create were each individual must be producing at a rate that is perportional to their needs. I am my own source of housing food and such. So I must make sure i have the basics to live, I may get help time to time but i make sure to do everything I can to be self sufficent. I just am a confused ginger and have random thoughts that might not make sence but i am trying to understand myself. I do hope you have a good adya and hopefully will be back tonight for the daily report.

Much Love

Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods.

Well the morningn is beautiful out, the coffee is strong, the catto snuggles are ever so fuzzy. I am going to be working on strapping today and hopefully get that part at least done. Then I will have to go on a rock hunt and collect a bunch of rocks to work on the foundation. Then I am going to have to look and see what the next step is. The coffee is strong this morning and I think that I should start a fire to make some breakfast. Agreed, back in a minute, getting a fire going for breakfast.

There, did not take long but the fire is cracling away and warming up food. Now to enjoy the hour or so before i have to head out. Takes that about that long to heat up the food and eat. Then I will be off to the woods to get alot more done. Woot Woot, me so happy. I cant wait till things are done but each day is another step forward. Building a oven back at my spot will be easy as i have lots of rock there.

How about yourselves, has anyone got a daily life you are happy with? The things you do in your day, do they make you happy? Just a curiosity if the world is more concerened about the exo existence of happiness or do people realize that over the years we have left internal happiness behind. It seems alot of people reach out and try to make a external happiness the core of their happniness. Why do so many people use a external source to represent the core of things they believe in. Weird, but as a fellow humnan is sit just part of us. I have found that my core is strong as each day I am able to fight and build more with my own being. I am strong and willing but some days stamina is low but that is when the extra strong coffee is for.

Weird questions but do misquitos have hearts? Obviously in the physical way, we all know that those demons from hell have no metaphorical heart. Or is it a diffrent type of organ thingy. Going to have to look it up when I am back for lunch. I am honeslty thinking they are just the dense physical manifastation of hell spawn. I am unsure, however I will be fullfilling that curiosity. I also have some programs that will be updated and used to help make things a bit more, well more here.

The next thing on the verbosity list, I think I might go for a herb walk and see if I can find some ginsing and other things I can use for food. Mushrooms are starting to come in adn other flowering plants. I will have to look at my books to see if I can use what I can use for flour to bake with. A base investigation will be good for when this hut is done, I am going to have to focus on making stores for dired food and such. I think this is what I was always meant to do.

What about you beautiful specimins of life. What do you have in your life to make it joyful. What do you do that makes your inner hope strong. I have many things I do, From the walks into the woods and the morning mist that create a everlasting memory of midevil dreams. I think that once i can get rid of the genarator and have my own gasless power source. Then I think I wiol be happy, the noise of motors have started to become a pain to hear. They are almost insulting to the natural sounds of the world.

Gahhhhh Come on food I am hungry and second cup of coffee is not fighting off hunger so now I want to check on food and add the needed salt and pepper to it,

much love

Your Friendly ginger From The Woods.

Well another busy day, I managed to get more boards cut and up on the roof. Then I was able to but the cross beams in and now is ready for the rest of the strapping.

I know its no million dollar house, but it is mine and i made it. I will be so happy when the floors are done. I am going to have to have a celibrate when I spend my first night there.

So what eles, yes today I found this, Wild parsley.

Also the Trillums are out. They are very beautiful and I cannot wait to find a purple one.

These are the moments I need to remember when the colder months come. To know it will not be long before the beautiful weather will be here again.

I hope your day is going well and your night is relaxing. I have to depart as i have food to eat water to drink and skin to wash.

Much love

Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods.

p.s. I will be doing a run for supplies this weekend and I will have the time to talk about how i did my clay and stuff.

Not for the darkness do we so thank, though without we could never love the light.

Good morning you creatures of passion. May the morning light see you adn give your day the peace and love it needs to get you through it. Though the day here is blanketed with the darkend clouds and weigh with the water to fall. I take this as a moment to think that the world has become broken. Not just the people but the world is broken in a good way. For if it were perfect it could no have created us. We are not habitual to the earth we all can see that, for if the earth was perfect, we would never rise as our distructive needs are part of us becoming what we are. Fear not the unknown but embrace it.

Now with that attended too, how mucst we collect out minds today. Well to be clear, looks like a day were i will be doing more inside work then the outside. Fine by me as i have not gotten the full inside cleanned up yet. I am hoping that the days to come are brighter out as the inisde has me limited to what i can get done. I do think I need to ass a “whats wrong with you?” part to my daily blog. A way to give absolute shame to idiocy and maybe my blog can be part of a shame game. Where I used to live had this. In a a news paper front page was a story of shame. A drunk man passed out in his front yard, a kid who stole from school. would all have to walk down main street and be shamed by others to set them stright. worked very well. So i think this post will have the shame game. Just because humans are what we are.

So since I have decided to start this little projest, might we start with the easiest, plastic surgury, Really huge downfall in our species.

Ok, Ok, yes I know this is low hanging fruit and I know it has been talked about before but I dont care. Few times have they been called out for what it is. This is also a way to help me express why i have such a distaste for humanity.

So to give this fairness I shall look from both the ladies and gents pool of pictures. So, Burt Reynolds. Dude you were a sexy mother fucker. Look at you, you had the burns and everything, a charm that was beyond most and damn what made you do this.

Before

He was such a handsome feller then he had to go and break it. I dont get it, however lets move onto the other things in life that have much more importance.

Yesterday i did a deep clean on the camp and I have gotten alot done. Today I wil be working on my camp and get more done. I need to get the roof last touch up but other then that i should be able to sleep in the home soon. Then I have to finish the floor then me sleep there. That has me very excited. Then in a few days i can sleep there. First thing first I have to get some food. That is easy though. Just a couple eggs and some toast and I shall be off.

I have to find a lot more wood of spacific size but all in all I think I have what I need. The goal of the end of the day is to have the roof done and plastic up and good to go. Then I will be farther ahead then I need to be. The stove issue ahead will be something to fix, I will have to find a cheep one online. Just to make sure I have heat. The next thing I will have to make sure of is that I have a concrete base for the woodstove.

I have rambled for a bit and now i should focus on getting breakfast and out to the spot. If I get a decent charge on my devices i will take it with me to take pics and show you the forest.

Much Love

Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods

I hope the night was kind to you, rest came to me with gifts of ei5lier morning, Its a good thing ss martha stewart would say, Though the sniggles were good this morning qtip demanded that I get a a blaket and cover him up with my blanket. Not saying he is a lazy bum. Much more enery efficent and happy to make my lap rumble with his purrs.

The morning is quite beautiful though. Twinkles of light dance off the dew and the slowly evaporating fog lifts more then just the dampness of the day. The mind can wonder how the rest of the world would concider this a waste of time. to take 30 mins and just watch the eirly morning fog disipate into the air. Yawns of the night last stings breaking are greeting me with curiosity of the day. I should be heading back to the spot and getting much more done there. I have alot left to get done and time is not on my side right now.

I might have to get another coffee, even the second one is not kicking into gear yet. Normaly i would already have a plan laid out for the day but as of right now. I am getting watery eyes from the yawns, ugh more caffine damnit. Oh thats right last night i did the test on the stove. got to 400 and I am quite happy about that. I am hoping that i am able to get the roof on my home today. should not take too much but still is alot of cutting and such to do.

So the next time I leave this place to head out to my spot, I will have to bring back some of my clay gear. I need to make some more more purified clay and makes some things. However i need to go sharpen my knives and get ready for the day.

Much love

Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods,

Well today was a good day but the night has me in my ouwn head pondering things. Just feel some days are not enough. Some times I am thinking that I am not creating enough to truly progress. Then I have to realize that the stove I made is working amazingly, the flat top stove is working very well too. Then all the wood I have cut up and used to put it though the test. I dont know because if I think to much about it, it forms a hollow heart deal and that just makes things so much harder to fight. Since this is a problem I am taking time tomarrow and just going to spend tomarrow at my spot and work on it all day. Just have to make the progress there so I can feel like I have done something.

Trying to think of other things, lets ponder the next few years. we could spend debating politics but I want to skip that and talk about the really close what ifs. What if things get so bad in economic sence are people really ready for it. Stating it being a mad max is too far but do people have the idea of what it is going to take. I have been very lucky and have acess to dried goods so i can eat. Are the cities ready if a revolt happens from people going through starvation? No matter what side we chant in the names of our wanted leaders. The streets we once called hockey rinks and the side walks we once met up with out best friends on are now homes to many of the ones subdued by any or many of the classical sins.

Speaking of those things could go on forever, just wondering if we are ready for what comes next. Looking back in time we as a creature of intelligence and ability faced many trials and became victors. This time we are in now is much more then we have ever faced before. From taming the wild west to bringing greater social standards we all had a goal of prosperity. Do we even have such a thing now? All the crying we do seems to be so topical while the things beneath are rotting away and we have our base structures of humanity being torn away. Neighbours now hang different “flags” either of nation or idiology. Non have the ideals of a way ahead. Just the manifastations of the now.

With pondering all these things the mind races and I should not antaganise the mind or I wont rest.

Much Love

Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods

Good day to you, as seconds turn to minutes treating you kindly i hope. With the creations we face in the days ahead, I want to know what they have given me. Its a weird thought, I have had some restless nights and have pondered what is the course of things I am doing. Is it the shelfless actions of a friend of nature or am i just trying to excuse my actions as a man lustful for distruction. I can only hope that am the one who can choose the good and not fall in the ease of evil.

The life i have lived has been said to be diffrent and i want to write it down as well. just memories and thoughts not of what i am trying to do like this but what i have done to get here. Alot i am not proud of but many I hold high, might just have to see. What am I saying, its what is going to happen as I have no choice in the matter.

Today, the plan. Well i need to build up a large store of fire wood. Now that i have gotten the outdoor kitchen built, the fuel i need is wood and i have lacking resources ready to burn. So that will be a larger part of my day. Getting about a cord or so out would be nice. That way I know that cooking and shit is going to just be me needing to light and then cook. Not Look for a source of heat while i am already hungry. That is just not smart to do. I have had some nights where that is where i got stuck looking for fuel. Not going there again.

Also I have a great desire to get a set of 4 clay pots built, now that i have fucked up enough pots i know what i have to do to not fuck up. They will be essential for me to continue moving farward with this real life quest of mine. Maybe that is nhow i am going to see things from now on, a quest and not a job. I might even garther some burch bark and boil it later to make some paper to make quest list on. Just to help remind me what i am trying to do.

One thing that i should be doing is going out to get some meat. Though my provisions are still plentiful. knowing I got some meat to cook up and eat is very important. So going on a day walk this afternoon to hunt down something to eat will most likely happen too. I wont show the progress of gutting and such here, just the deliciousness of the outcome. I use a bow and knives to hunt. I am not a fan of using guns, i really like knowing that i only have one shot. to get what i need. I find i become more willing to be cautious when it comes to using a bow. Miss once you could be having a long and very hungry night.

Today is just a good day I think, Just feels right to be alive today. Wishing i could tell you the feelings in my heart and see how I know its a good day. So many have become burdoned with life that its a curse, I only have sorrow for them. Onto the next thing,

I have to send a huge thank you out to the best chat group ever too. They have told me things about myself that has been lon g very long since i have heard them. Kindness and wonder about my life. A place where words are appriciated and lust for knowlage is the higest point of lustful tention. To have a digital home where I know that i am going to be welcomed is a place long searched for. If any from the best chat clan ever are reading this, thank you. For showing me my words and soul matter.

I digress I will be back in a few hours after getting a bunch of wood cut up. One other thing i have to do is get my water jugs filled today so i can clean up this place and myself. To you, reader. I hope that your day is lovingly yours.

much love

Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods

“Tarnished with the dirt i have crawled through, my heart still beats with vengeful rhythm. A thousand and one years has passed, I shall never know peace as long as i keep my heart encrusted with the dirt of my travels.” forgiveness is not for the ones who hurt you, its so you can let go and find peace.

I have had a very odd day, in a good way I think. Listing to the slow rythimic tones of my lowfi music, monocrims of my life have become to encase my mind. I have had always the hard time fight off the bad memories. The moments in my life where i have broken the hearts and minds of the ones who once loved me. To be reminded of the repitwar of memories of people scorning me with words that hold more weight then the hopes of humanity. Dawning on me is the life i now know that is not just good but whole. I have found friends onlune who hve come here to read my words. Senceless or not they hold my being within them. To be bound to this creation of life my being is starting to find peace in the awareness of my soul. I dont wish to speak in terms of religious values or the concepts of god. Just that i have a feelsing in my form that is beyond just the known. When i listen to the rythe,s that help my being, it gives me the sense of sorrow the world has shed with each of their tears, a cracking in the stone face revels a sorrowed smile know the greatnesss of the pease they will all fin when the rain of their sould comes to a end.

I think i am a man of devotion to a being that lives within the earth, not aome magical notion of mother earth but to know that my being is a corospondence of all the elements within the planet and without it. I could not exist. Mothers would not be gifted with a womb to carry children. Men of nations would not exist to help keep families safe from the dripping talons of the darkness. non of that is a posiblilty without the organic and inorganic ball we call home. I dont know if such a thing has a being inside it, beyond our understanding or not i fall into her bussom with love and hope I dont hurt her anymore then my fellow beings already have have.

Having the notion and thought while i sit here pondering, i think one of the fears i have. A human fear inside, something that is burning always but never truly intensify. I would give you a better way to understand it but is a deep set feeling i have to understand. As the night clls to be the syn i have not found yet the meaning of life. Is it that we are to be the best we can be, or is it to be the singular one who fixes all the worlds issues. Are we more then what we are born as. A creature of though and fear. more then what we were but not as much as we need to be. Its a weird question and i hope one day to understand it. I am debating on making a tea and just relaxing to some lofi while i listen to sin and sass. A good channel and one where io hae found many people who have helped me get through the worst at times.

I have grown hungry again and waiting for the wood stove to heat up is taking a bit. It has been a few days since i had the wood stove inside going so its taking a little bit to warm up. I hope one day that things i do help the world. I dont want to be a rich man in money, i want to be rich in memories of the ones who have found some solice in my words. I hope i found you in your time of need an d not in your time of plenty. for I wnat to help the ones who are seeking but a small validation that their lives meant something. like myself.

I come to you with a heart that does not know how to love, a mind who lives in fear, a sould who feel the cold ice. I am a simple man, one of few spoken words but many thoughts. A fool and a scholar, and broken man and a god of few. I just ask that you begin to understand that being human, well that is a question we all have until our last breath.

forever lovingingly yours

Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods.

Another day missed, my bad, I was busy, promise. Well i got my oven and stove going. The results were tasty and filling. Today though is a poopy day, So rainy out that nothing can be done outside today, That is fime as i have lots of clay molding to do today. Might even be able to loght the kiln later and get it going to cook some peices of the clay molds i have made. The stove top type cooker gets hot enough to cook in oil without any issue. To be honest i have impressed myself with these two.

Next on the menu for the day, might be a nappy day with the qtip. Nasty outside my face bones are hurting and i am currently trapped under the unmoveable weight that is a cat napping on my lap. I am thinking of doing a bunch of work on my story, just because it has been a bit and i want to create more. Lets see if the decides to warm up and dry up a bit i might go get more fire wood. I dont exactly need it but keeping up with the warmth is alway good.

Oh Yeah, I have not talked about my sleep in a while. Last night and this morning reminded me a bit of the rougher sleeps. Just feels like the bones in my dface are breaking or something. Happens alot and i am not a fan of the feeling. Kinda like i can kick my own ass and be better at it then most people claim to be.

It is kinda hard to see but all the tissue other then the skin and what ever lays just under that sinks in to the spots where the bone should be but has cracked off and moved eleswhere it looks like. Oh well i am stil alive i guess so I do have that. Could always be worse. Ugh The weather needs to clear up so i can get more done around these parts. Just rainy miserable day. I do digress, I must be off to make sure all the windows are closed up and i get some wood brought in and get this place warmmed up a bit. Just to fight off the chill and damp air.

much love

Your Friendly Ginger In The Woods.

Well today is going to be a busy day, I got alot to get done today. I have a old oven taken apart and the hole i made filled back up and the garbage cleaned up. Then i am hoping that the chainsaw comes in today so i can get more done. The big one is that I can go and load up the stove and get things loaded into the oven and see if it works well. What is the plan for the morning, well not sure how things are going to start. One of the first is that clean up the front of the camp, then get the area around the camp. I am also going to get some of the bark and that from all the old crap laying around cleaned up. Oh one of the things i have to get done too is the base done for the bark extractor. Still got lots of clay and lots of material to make it. I found out the hard way where I went wrong and now know how to shape it without cracking.

Alot of things to do and the hours in the day are never long enough to get it all done. Oh vrap its already after 8 and still have only had my second cup of coffee. I need to speed up and get this coffee drank and things underway. Wont take long. I have to lift the drum stove off the ground an dput the bricks under it. most of vent holes are under the unit and then I can light the beast up. I am unsure how it will go but i am excited either way!

The next thing that is under the list of daily jobs is to get back to my spot and tidy up that spot too. Just so much to do and like always, just not enough time in the day. However that is ok, we are not the ultamate creature and need the nightly rest. I have some thoughts I would love to talk about tonight but they are but not just ideas right now.

However you must have a good day, for me please.

Much love.

Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods,

So I got cought up making a oven today, I just know its going to be a hot summer so this will reduce heat in the cabbin. I know I was talking about going to get a spot together for potatoes but thisd just happened. Opps. So as of tomarrow I am off to maske a garden. So what this was is two drums cut apart as you can see but put together a spacific way, I am tired and have not eaten dinner so I cannot dedicate the time to write it all out right now. My apologies. So after dinner I have to take time and do dishes and get ready for the morning. However I am very happy to be back and Morning will have a update about how I made this. After that i have to go move stuff around and will get the pictures of my clay mine and show you how i cleanned the clay. Until then,

Much Love

Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods.

Goodmorning you beautiful speciem of life, I hope you are having a wonderful day. last night I was convinced to make a potatoe garden so that is what i am doing today. Got a spot that is about 20×20 and should produce a lot of potatoes. I am excited. I am going to set oout here shortly and see what i am going to need to work on the garden, Should not take much, a shovel, i got a pick, hatchet and machette. So digging some gardens up should be easy.

Oh oh the clay did not crack last night and is hardening quite nicely.

The clay pot is doing quite well and has made it through the first night without cracking. I am hoping that it works out. Thinking of putting it out in the sun today so it has a thurmal as well to help dry. After getting the potatoe feild done today i have to take down the original oven as i wont need it anymore. I have a new one being worked on today. That is like i said after the potatoe farm. but that is all just for the morning and I have more jobs to get done then hours in the day. I shall be back this afternoon with the farm update.

Much Love

Your Frindly Ginger From The Woods

Well it has bee/n a bit but my life got complicated and had to dedicate time else where. However it looks like things have calmed dow for now. So what has happened as of late. This happend.

As you can see i have made alot of progress. I hit a stale mate and chainsaw is down adn out but i have one comming in. Qtip has been the best helper ever of course. all in all things have been going better and better. my next major goal is to get all the things across the river back on this side so i can know that the old spot is cleanned up. Things have been hard in the sence of personal worth but that is the days when things go wrong. that is not as often a it used to be before i moved here. I dont know if it is me or not but things alwasybreak down, i try to see where i fucked up but i dont see it and people never tell me so i just would sit there frustrated. out here I just have to face myself. to be honest it is not that bad just wondering what my life will mean in the end. That is what this is all about, to have something left behind so that others can see the pains of life without the world being at my front door. Well at least the world is at my door but the human world is held at bay. Makes me feel like i have hope i can win in this thing we call life.

What is in the future, well tomarrow i plan on working on the oven/kiln. I just need to make that as it will be essential in the close future. from baking bread to making pitch it will very essential.

This is a clay pot i am trying to make, i accualy mined this clay and cleaned of all debree and such and i am using this for making pitch.

So like a lot of stuff has been done but still need to get alot more done. I will be doing a breakdown of how i cleaned the clay and such tomarrow. just to have a way to share how i have done things. The clay will be used to fil all the holes in the side of the boards in the house i am building. Just happy with how things have gone and know now what has to be done. Any way i need food and shall be back in the morning.

much love

Your Freindly Ginger From The Woods

Rise and shine to a, well not so sunny day but am hoping. its going to be a nice ay but is quite damp. Thats ok i am going to be starting a fire soon enough and making breakfast. Eggs this morning with some veggie soup later today. I have been down and out of life lately and finally getting back into the grove. Today I think I am going to work on some clay and make something. So what has been up lately, I did make a oven and it worked.

So that has been fun, I have gotten alot of work done on my new home too. It is taking shape, and it has begun to give me more and more hope. I have to get the pics off my phone and will upload them in a bit.

So things that have become a issue, my chainsaw kickd the bucket and i had to order another, not cheep. However I did mannage to make some progress with my wagon and getting supplies, my body has become much stronger and the visual of strength has improved. I noticed that I am able to carry and jus tdo alot more.

Oh I have been baiting turkeys and getting them come in for the spring hunt. just toms but you know what, food is food. Oh i think i will makes some rice today too!!!!! Thanks for the idea. Next is the idea that is i need to get some more catto stuff for the qitp. He has become much more snuggly but he is also trying to be a individual. so i will get toys and catnip.

however i am getting quite hungry and i am taking the day tpo work on this and my story,

Much love

Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods

Well good day to the people who find this. I have been busy and trying to cought up on supplies. I have lots to show off at the end of the day today just wanted to make sure that you all know i have not forgotten you. Just had some things come up that required direct attention. From getting a stove built and good to go, moving all the base materials i needed to the spot. Just been epic busy but things are starting to slow down and I can find mor ejoy in this then I ws tryingn to get more then i should done. So thank you for your time. Anyway, I just like to know whats up if i am dedicated to something but this is much more important then just me. I want to help others as well.

I have to make some food and head into the woods until lunch and then I will have more pictures and updates. I just wanted to do a quick check in,

much love

Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods.

Well losing ones mind is not fun, kinda a joke but not at the same time. Just some times the things in my head get really loud and I have to go see a doctor. However i am back in the woods and am trying to get back at the work. Takes time and suffering to be human, often we must ask if the path is worth it. I have no other path to go so this has to be worth it. What about progress, i have purified a bunch of clay and made it so I can make some pottery and such to make pitch. just right now i am trying to get the fire going and warm up the camp. I have to get back to the shack and get working on that too but is can wait until i have some more mojo behind me. Just regaining the mojo so I have to make some. So What is gong on. I have made a clay thingy i will show of later, working on many things but i ran out of propain so i have to cook on the wood stove and it takes longer to cook. I will be happy once i am making breakfast. That is ok and i should not be so attached to the modern world. That is the point of me being out here, if i am going to do this i might as well go all the way. However i shall be back later. I just need my cofffee and food before i go much farther.

musch love

Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods

Look at all this!!!!!! Ok,ok, First 3 pictures. The bridge that goes into the property got washed out. Now i have a moat!!!!!!! What else oh yes yes, the build is going really good, I am back in the woods after i was out getting supplies. Busy busy, Oh Yes the last picture is a ball of clay I was able to pull out of the ground and clean up. It was a bit of proscess but now that I know what i am doing I can make much more at a much quicker rate!!!!!!

So Least to say (or type) Things have been quite the production around here. I will be posting pictures of the process to clean the clay later as well. Just a slightly modified way as par usual to clean but produces a great clay. I have someone collecting bones that they get from eating animals as well as me to make the clay extra strong. Also i have tons of cat tails around here to make binder to put into the clay as well. So later today I should be back but i have things to get done before I can truly sit down. Anyway I have to go check on Stage 2 Of the clay process.

Back Later!!!!

Muvh love

Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods

Its comming along!!!!!!!! Sooooo Happy today will be another huge jump in progress. I know it looks like a wtf thing right now but it is a future I can see and have put together myself. It is more then what it seems it is everything.

Look at this amazing progress!!!!!! So much done in just two days!!!!!!! I kinda had to build scafolding inside part of the hut but i can just remove that. ohhhhhh This has changed everything, gah soooo happy.

sorry for the short post epic busy but back with more tomorrow.

Your Frindly Ginger From The Woods

Good morning to you beautiful creations of life. Thinking of all the times i have been running back and forth bringing stuff in and work ijng my ass off. I am seeing the future become more clear and hopefull. Well for me at least, the rest of the world is still burning away but that is not my problem. Hate it or not that is something we all have to come to terms with.

Anyway the plan for the day!!!!! getting the basic frame done so i can start putting up walls!!!!!!!! Only a couple days away and i might be able to sleep in it. That would be amazing, for some that just reminded me of the dream i had last night. It was about the doggo from the last puss and boots movie. I heard the voice in my head when I typed out amazing. Weird.

Well it is true that the first sip of coffee in the morning is the best, I must concure as it was quite nummy and my insides are happy. One of the first things I will have to do is make sure that the leg bolts are in before i do anything else. That is easy enough but takes a bit of time. I wil cut off lengths of the outter cuts and make sure that the cut ends are covered. Just so this place will stay looking like a house from back in the day. I know things here look foolish but to the ones who know, They know and that is all that matters.

Onto the world I hope that the things that cause you to be so angry and resentful become less and less. It seems that the west has become zombified in a coalition of just work food and sleep. If truly caring they would be more investagative in life. See how the things around them are what shape them. I weap for the ones with no choice but i fear that is but the tip of a being that is too gracious with kindness. I am but a fool of man and i have no way to see the future. Just hope is has more kinship then devistation.

So upon request every two weeks I will be adding videos every two weeks, just tib bits of what i am doing and what my plan is. Just to be a bit more neat with how i show this stuff off. I am very proud of it and cannot wait untill the time it is complete. I hope that the day brings you great joy and you havd progress in all ways needed.

Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods

Goodevening to whom sees this. Great progress and now i have time to directly dedicate to makeing my home. I moved all the rocks i need for the foundation to be done, the wood is layed out adn now i am onto the A frame to build on. So that is very exciting, also have evry thing i need to start laying out plans for plants and such with cut offs. I have been baiting turkeys for when it turns season on the 25. Lots and lots going on. Oh I guess the eclips is a big thing today, to be honest, did not notice it due to the clouds and it was not a full blaco out. Meh, did not mean much. however here are the pics and i shall be back tomorrow. Much love,

Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods

Is love mandatoruy in life, Do we have a ambition to find comfort in the idea or concept that we have another or does it feel mandatiory. I love people and such but I think I have broken away from the desires and need for human coupling. I guess what I mean is after countless lonelyu nights here, The crippling cold bearing down on my skink like a fingernails drag from death. Pain that could not be discribed as is was unfathomable to understand the pain caused by your skin starting to go hard from the cold. To feel each second in agony but now know I have made it through that and know how to face it with more pressence next time.

I greave the lost ones who have not faced the pain of almost not making it. To face the world knowing that what is in front of you can end you in moments if you even let up for one second. I am not saying each day is a risk of life and limb and living here is like living in the wilds of the amazon. No, of course not, only true animals that bring me fear is bears, fishers, cougars and mountatin lions. The rest are fairly easy to deal with. Creatures are my friends here, only hoping that with time even the greatest predators i face will see me as a part of the world they live in as well. Not as a being above anything thing here, just equal as them.

So, I want to expand the idea of this, please tell the story you have faced your mortality if you have, as a way to add to this creation to help others. Here is hoping that this becomes a living being with all of you being its cells. With all of you coming together and giving each peace of your story it will become a book of true human history. We dont have anything from the world we lost without it being tampered by religion or war. If this is to become a testament of humanity it would be amazing to have a non contaminated histroy,

With that I must get ready for the day, Wishing you well in the attempts of life you all make,

Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods