Is love mandatoruy in life, Do we have a ambition to find comfort in the idea or concept that we have another or does it feel mandatiory. I love people and such but I think I have broken away from the desires and need for human coupling. I guess what I mean is after countless lonelyu nights here, The crippling cold bearing down on my skink like a fingernails drag from death. Pain that could not be discribed as is was unfathomable to understand the pain caused by your skin starting to go hard from the cold. To feel each second in agony but now know I have made it through that and know how to face it with more pressence next time.

I greave the lost ones who have not faced the pain of almost not making it. To face the world knowing that what is in front of you can end you in moments if you even let up for one second. I am not saying each day is a risk of life and limb and living here is like living in the wilds of the amazon. No, of course not, only true animals that bring me fear is bears, fishers, cougars and mountatin lions. The rest are fairly easy to deal with. Creatures are my friends here, only hoping that with time even the greatest predators i face will see me as a part of the world they live in as well. Not as a being above anything thing here, just equal as them.

So, I want to expand the idea of this, please tell the story you have faced your mortality if you have, as a way to add to this creation to help others. Here is hoping that this becomes a living being with all of you being its cells. With all of you coming together and giving each peace of your story it will become a book of true human history. We dont have anything from the world we lost without it being tampered by religion or war. If this is to become a testament of humanity it would be amazing to have a non contaminated histroy,

With that I must get ready for the day, Wishing you well in the attempts of life you all make,

Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods