Ohhh how the days are but a various state of weather can be such a impact. To put a hault to everything is something that is both anyoing and yet a bit thankful. I am able to take the day and recovera and clean the camp. For with time it has become a mess and I need to keep it clean for the mental health. I have begun to lay out the foundation and floor planks are going to be going down ionce the rain stops. Two days I think of rain so two days of extra writings and reading. I love the world i am in, I think that tha place i have found away from all the, well, to say this but mean no harm is weird, the inferiority of the rest of humans I have come across. To say this does not mean i see less in you, nor does it mean you are less then anyone in any way. I guess without the words I am trying to say, Humanity has sought greatness in socities aproval of what they done. I wanted natures approval now, humans approval has become stained with the blood of the ones who asked why. Why bleed for a people that will never be there to lift you up. Why raise them to a standard that is benifitial to the whole. Because the world never remembers the ones who helped them, Only the ones they want to be better then. I wont help a people who cannot help but destroy the ones who helped them and claim the win as their own.

Dust to dust and ash to ash, we all will fall but when i do, I will to fall into the bussom of nature and knowlage that i am no longer here but still am loved. This is a beautiful death whre as the cold wooden box that will incase your being in a eternity of darkness. A weeping wife or husband sheading fake tears as they wait for the will to be read, a spouse in lies as the lover awaits the win. Though the exception exist. Know that the ones who you have concidered closest to you, with time, they will become board and stagnate and will creat pain to create a new event of excitemnt. I would call this a human thing but it is not, it is a creation of the existence we allowed to bathe in. Up to 85% of our personal validation comes from people who could care less about us. (internet, social media). We decide who is family by who follows the news and does what they are mtold not by family but a unknown actor on a tv. Humans bask in a glory of information they are told is true without even going to see if the surface layer is even so. Why, for i can only speculate, The being known as human wants to be part of the greater world and will sacrafice family for it, or has the gillotine become the acceptence of a people we call freinds on social media. How we are told if you ant to be part of this world you have to do this and this and if you dont, you are no longer wecome to live around us. That is a very sick and demented mantality but they all jumped on it with smiles on our faces and threw out family for a news castor. That is why I no lnger concider them human. You have to be humble and humanine to be human, the world has become vile in indiffrence and will remove family from their lives becaue someone on the color box said so.

A light is out there, its a shame everyone is wearing sunglasses so they cant see it. wanting to look cool in sunglasses has let the light pass you by and you never saw it. Only in the reflextion of the lense shows the light long behind them and turning back is no longer a option. The path in time they walked is now a broken road.

However I do want to say the world is a beautiful place, a place where so much life and abundance has been gifted, a place of knowlage and peace. A bussom to welcome all into it but the cost is for you to be human again. With that price, this place is kinda empty.

Forever yours

Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods