Good day to you, as seconds turn to minutes treating you kindly i hope. With the creations we face in the days ahead, I want to know what they have given me. Its a weird thought, I have had some restless nights and have pondered what is the course of things I am doing. Is it the shelfless actions of a friend of nature or am i just trying to excuse my actions as a man lustful for distruction. I can only hope that am the one who can choose the good and not fall in the ease of evil.

The life i have lived has been said to be diffrent and i want to write it down as well. just memories and thoughts not of what i am trying to do like this but what i have done to get here. Alot i am not proud of but many I hold high, might just have to see. What am I saying, its what is going to happen as I have no choice in the matter.

Today, the plan. Well i need to build up a large store of fire wood. Now that i have gotten the outdoor kitchen built, the fuel i need is wood and i have lacking resources ready to burn. So that will be a larger part of my day. Getting about a cord or so out would be nice. That way I know that cooking and shit is going to just be me needing to light and then cook. Not Look for a source of heat while i am already hungry. That is just not smart to do. I have had some nights where that is where i got stuck looking for fuel. Not going there again.

Also I have a great desire to get a set of 4 clay pots built, now that i have fucked up enough pots i know what i have to do to not fuck up. They will be essential for me to continue moving farward with this real life quest of mine. Maybe that is nhow i am going to see things from now on, a quest and not a job. I might even garther some burch bark and boil it later to make some paper to make quest list on. Just to help remind me what i am trying to do.

One thing that i should be doing is going out to get some meat. Though my provisions are still plentiful. knowing I got some meat to cook up and eat is very important. So going on a day walk this afternoon to hunt down something to eat will most likely happen too. I wont show the progress of gutting and such here, just the deliciousness of the outcome. I use a bow and knives to hunt. I am not a fan of using guns, i really like knowing that i only have one shot. to get what i need. I find i become more willing to be cautious when it comes to using a bow. Miss once you could be having a long and very hungry night.

Today is just a good day I think, Just feels right to be alive today. Wishing i could tell you the feelings in my heart and see how I know its a good day. So many have become burdoned with life that its a curse, I only have sorrow for them. Onto the next thing,

I have to send a huge thank you out to the best chat group ever too. They have told me things about myself that has been lon g very long since i have heard them. Kindness and wonder about my life. A place where words are appriciated and lust for knowlage is the higest point of lustful tention. To have a digital home where I know that i am going to be welcomed is a place long searched for. If any from the best chat clan ever are reading this, thank you. For showing me my words and soul matter.

I digress I will be back in a few hours after getting a bunch of wood cut up. One other thing i have to do is get my water jugs filled today so i can clean up this place and myself. To you, reader. I hope that your day is lovingly yours.

much love

Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods