Just been thinking today about the things that are diffrent now. I have days like today where my legs just feel exceptionaly weak and I have a hard time walking around. It is like I lost a lot of the mass in my legs and they are not but a childs leg inside my own. It feels weird and I have leg shakes when I try to walk. So I was curious if this happens to anyone else. I wanna create a list of my oddities to see who has what and if they are the same as me who has a better understanding of it.

The other thing I that happens is the same weakness infects my arms as well. It takes a few extra moments to function. As a example it takes me more effort and concious thought to open a door. As in i have to think about the door handle and how I intend to open the door. Then I have to take a deepish break and reach out. Once grabbing the door handle I take a second to understand and think of the movement my neck, should, arm and hand. Once understood I can open the door. I Know of the mechanics but its like my body has no connection to known information, thus it takes time to move. Its weird and it takes up alot more of my time to do things.

One thing that is more of my core it holding up a stright form when standing. I almost have to lock up once I get up and stand stright it takes me sitting up, then pulling myself to the the edge of the seat. Once that is done, I have to take a deep breath and lurch forward to sit up into a leanding standing positions. Then I have to walk my hands up my thighs to help push my body to a upright position. At that point I have to stand as it feels like that simple action took a hours worth of energy to move. Once standing the first couple steps are very hard to do, they are drawn out as my mind is almost trying to reteach the body to walk. It is very weird.

Please let me know if you deal with this or how to make it less impacting to my life.

Much Love

Tour Friendly Ginger From The Woods.