Ever have to walk away from something you found wonderful and held in the greatest gifts known to man, I think I just did and I am wondering if my grandfather is smiling at me. I only hope so as I am trying to do by him the best I can. Just trying to figure that out.

One thing I have found out and learned from listing to the words spoken in both sobriety in in drunken honesty, words the ones who once promised things to another have now become as molded as the rot in the bread of the family. Promised things to a dying grandfather from daughters and now they seemed to have forgotten the promised words. Now knowing the truth about family and how the things that a grandfather wished for is being shit on even though that grandfather was the base of the current family.

Once a long time ago I wanted to carry the spirit of my grandfather and build a hut on the property that he aquired and live there until I pass. Then I found that a family member was destroying it and everything I tried to do on the property that was not even meant to be there. It was made clear that the property was not to be touched by that family member now is being turned into some kind of industrial landfill and is being shit on so immensely that it is forever tainted by the daughters betrayal. I spit on the graves that hold the shells of those who have betrayed him.

So I now will be letting the family know I want nothing to do with it, I will not go there again and I only hope that one day they will see what they have done. They have betrayed the man who raised them, protected them, gave them homes as adults who landed on misfortunes. and even seeing the world become new with babies. They all betrayed him and now shit on a grave of a man who was the leader of many and followed none. For him I weep and will never forgive the family who betrayed him.

Sorry but had to get that off my chest.

Much Love

Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods.