So I have finally found a good program and a way to edit some of my book I have been reading, Adobe and suck shit, and now I think I have a way to upload and or link here. No matter what I do hope you enjoy the books.

This is about half way through the book and I am hoping to finish it tonight, I am hoping that I can finish it tonight and have another 6 hours to upload in epic bookness.

All in all things have become more and more unstable again, people who have made promises have forgotten them, communication is set for after the point of something that would have been solved in the communication. So the disaster can happen then one can be obsolved by the means of “wanting to warn you” or “wanted something but never communicated it until after a event”. I always thought it was simple to just talk to the ones who live with you and avoid the whole problem. However, as par usual humans don’t like to pre face issues, they want the issue to happen so they feel like they were wronged and disenchanted by not saying what they wanted to start with. I really do fun the humans of this world very confusing and simple. Really Really simple, to the point of social retardation. I may be wrong but I always thought that the world would work better through honest communication, not perceived value of a being being beneath the value you hold on one self. It truly does seem that the person is not always fighting to be right in the wrong but to eliminate the one who did right so they have no contrast to wrong.

I might have to go back to the deep woods again for a season or two, keep reading and writing but just stay away from everything that urks me to this degree. Sounds selfish but it is what I am, I just ask for the basics of communication and it fails like the fire coffin of the Challenger Space Mission. The last words on a smoldering corpse being “why did you just not say something”

All in all I am tired again of the humans and their needed surmise of congratulate and lordly means of satisfying ego and self interest, I am just pondering why it matters so much when no one will ever remember the lordly ones, they are nothing but a mistaken huburous and that sickens me.

Though all this is something of my own world I am trying to make sure that I don’t go too crazy in this obscure reality of self interest to the point no one can see the economic failures of 2008 being at the forefront of the financial unity right now. What happens when the U.S. debt is over the complete taxable income of the current government. As in there is less money coming in then going out by trillions. Sound and taste familler, because it is, I wonder if 2028 will be a 20 times free fall of 2008, I can see it.

So the world turns and I am here trying not to be the bottom but being placed there. That is ok, just means I have a lot less further to fall then the rest.

Then again what do I know, I am just a ginger in the woods.

Much Love

Until Later

Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods.