
Oh the day was something else and still moves along into the night, having the best of my effort put towards breathing and thinking of some kind of substance to eat. That or consume so that I have some kind of energy, as of right now I am holding onto the slim conscious I have and feeling tired and worn out in all the joints and bendy parts of my body. With that sitting straight up is not the easiest and I keep tilting forward as if I am falling asleep, however it is more like a slipping of my conscious thought and an essence not my own takes over. Just existing and it is weird to say but the thing cannot remember to breathe so I slip back into control when I gasp for air. Messed up but is part of my being now.
I am hoping that it gets better and things improve over night and I am able to get things done so I don’t fall behind all that much. From gardens to the grass, I have much to keep up with. I am wondering what caused this. Having been eating things and making sure that I have a proper meal. I want to make sure that I have more and more food if that is the case and I need more food. Just still trying to get used to this new body and how it works. I am not sure what to do, but I am doing what I do know to do.
However short, I have to head out to make sure I have some foods. Just not feeling quite right.
Until later
Much Love
Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods.
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