Ugh the night is mine to live in, so I am stuck up with the memories of the nightmares of trying to just have a short nap earlier. Then I got caught up in a very shitty set of nightmares and not able to get away from it. So, I was tormented and killed thousands of times by various things and stuck living in it. Each time burned to my waking mind. I can vividly remember all of them. I sware I can still feel the blades, fingers, being pushed up from under my skin. I can still smell the burning of my flesh as I am impaled by a red-hot steel pick. Each digit being torn off by hungered wolves and insects pressed into my skin until they burrow under my being. Just more and more I can remember them all and now I am stuck for the next while trying to burn them out of my head. Ugh not a good afternoon.

Now I do wish to have a chance to have a moment when I am going to fight off these things that own my thoughts and feelings and take back my mind and my body. Takes a lot but I am unsure if anyone suffers this too. What do you do to help pull out of the demons’ grip. Anything would help and I will credit you in my next post.

Until Later.

Much Love

Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods.

P.S.

I am know this is a short post but just having to share to help deal with the darkness.