It is a day and a half right now, just been a hard time the past 48 hours. So much so that I am having a bit of a hard time breathing,. very heavy weight on my chest, just cant breath. Then walking is very hard as it makers me very dizzy and like I am constantly falling. do not recommend and I am not grumpy. Just have a very hard time existing right now. That and over all just weak, so I am not sleeping well and just having some time to myself away from the world of thought.

The back of my head is feeling weird and sometimes itchy, so I am thinking of nerve damage and its evil ways. I am just not holding up the best and wanted to have some time with you wonderful people. Just because I am trying to be ok in a not so ok state.

However I am still going to relax and work on recordings as sitting and reading is not hard. Just words being spoken I think I can handle, at least for a bit and then I can say I did something today. As I am not going to be doing much else. Just for tonight I hope. Its even harder then I thought to think and have thoughts. Its weird to say but I am hurting from thinking, like thoughts are needles in my brain, Jabs of pain with each tracing set of words that transverse the grey matter.

I will be back in a bit, It feels like you are the only ones I have tonight.

Until Later

Much Love ‘

Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods.