Good day to you wonderful beings you, how I hope you have the best day that is laying a head of you. For the day can be of many things, From getting a head start on the things that matter, from family to dishes, we all have a task that beckon us to the world at hand. Many times over the years I have had to taken time to calm the brain. Sometimes it becomes a task and a half to jusdt get the days done and not having a shit day. What I am saying is that the world can be a hard place to live in, fighting your brain and the world around you can be very hard to live in. Just take the time and help the brain breath again. Sometimes the day needs to be just yours, just to take a few days and have time to heal up. At least we can do that in the existence we have. Take that as very lucky as many have not.

Even went to the shop this morning got my smoke and then got my subway, just wanted something different today and got it. Not too often do I go out and do something for myself, so I did and now I am just in digestion period then get wood and start the fire. Just a happy day that has much to it but all is good.

So the day is planned out and I have a good feeling that it will be a great day to get things done, from the chickens to the cats. All things will be in the book will be check off the list. Oh and chickamaroos got the new lights in and they are much warmer. I did not want the wonderful egg producing ladies get cold. That is just bad juju and you do not mess with the bad juju. Like hurting a baby kitten or puppy, that is the kind of shit that gets one stuck in the worst hells available. I even think that is too kind to those bastards. Not saying they are not redeemable, just have to change a lot to become welcomed into my heart again, perhaps never. Forgiveness is not mine to give. It is a quest to those who seek it.

The world is crazy and I have much thinking to do when it comes to my future, as I am at a impasse, I need to make the choice that is going to be the choice for the rest of my life. Just because, I do want to have a chance to have a life but I am wondering if the life living is the one I want. I am just contemplating that fact that the woods have given me the most happiness in my being. Though I know that the world is not a kind one in the concrete in cold and only happy when heated by conflict. The woods are just a different type of the world I am hoping to die in but worry the world will inject it desires into my life. Just to demand the cooccurrence of the world and not be a being in enticed wonder.

However I am in the need to get up and take off to get things done, As things are awaiting for me.

Until Later

Much Love

Your friendly ginger from the woods.