The world turns ever so much in a way that confuses me, takes my wonder, my desire to see the human future. I have come to a point that I have not only self studied the time of humanities but have taken time to understand the self decay of the human essence. I am often pondering what is left for the future, what is the remainder, what is the lesson taught. That skin is the definer of the human capability, that the means of crime is innocent as long as it is one color on another. Such a pathetic and meaningless fight, why I am so glad that my refusal of the world and living among the trees has been the best thing for me. It has given me the chance to study the reality of humanity. The reality is that people are really really stupid. To the extent that people are believing the most absurd things. Why, I think it is because the humans have begin to realize they just don’t matter, they have realized the only way for them to even have their name shared it to destroy things that matter more then them.

They come and go like a cold but this disease is more of a STD of the mind, as a syphilis type of illness that rots the very inside of the human core. In a way that the humans have become the very disease that will kill them. The human cause is no longer in sense of wonder, but a sense of control so the thoughts of the few are forced into the homes of the many. Even in faith people have edited scripture in the past few years to match the times in burning, not to have the original means of kinship and development. To have a city built on the insecurities of the few so the many have to decrepit their minds to even be on the same level. To have the entire society in a retarted formulations of thought. Not in the slow growth like the trees around me, the flowers being bulbs then just one day they flower. Not force the flowering.

Then again the slow growth and understanding the soil is no longer a fear and worry of the human world as they have lived too long on the isles of false nourishment. Humans have become indolence in obscurity and given means to hate and do so with pride. The break down of the true is not something that happens with time but malicious cruelty to make sure the confused stay confused. That the world in its whole is becoming a special education teacher leading a bunch of handicap kids into a fire. When they cry and say its hot, the teacher yells at them it only hurts because you are different then the teachers view. That way they can say the pain is justified and a cure to the problems. Burnt flesh is the outcome of desires to make someone be as you are, you killed the many so the ideals of the few matter more. How very creative you are. (obvious sarcasm)

A lot of things are in lies and decrepit means of thought, the trees and grass don’t lie to me. They tell me things that are in truth and the reality of the living world. A disease is fought with great efforts of both of mine and the natural world, in kinship I have saved many lives of plants and animals. I hold no loyalty to anything but the very nature that I have become part of. If ones are to think I am in the land of insanity, I question them, what do you fear, what are you worried about. I worry about nothing as I created my own world, I fear nothing as fear is the inclination that you are not in control and you want to keep on doing the very thing that drives the fear. Not educate one self on why the fear is there and understand it. So they just kill it, How child like actions have become the standard. If I am to face a creature to challenge me in my fields of living, I will study it, observe it, become it, then if all manifestations of thought and desire of the creature is hostile for no other reason then to kill. Then I have done more then mankind has done in over a thousand years. Try to understand something in a different skin, something in different speech, something in fear we cannot see as they are struggling just as much, just differently. Why kill the ones in fear, for when their kin sees this, then they will become the shadows you are told to fear so you just naturally kill them. How a thought is processed is beyond me, you must eliminate all minds of self and thought of reason must be destroyed before such things could effect you. Has the human essence become nothing more then to kill itself so it can have the designed thoughts impregnated in them.

How sad is that, having thought raped from you just to have demanded reptation put in its place.

Until Later

Much Love

Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods.