Good morning you wonderful creatures you, How I have missed you and have no real reason for not uploading with the exception of busy times with family and people. Can not always have what we want but sometimes we are tasked to manage the chaos inside when fed so much. So since my chaos demon was a little too well fed and I got eaten up on the inside for a while. That is my fault as I should be able to fight it and not have my world disturbed. I think that is what I am most envious about losing and seeing in others.

So the day should be a bit better but one thing I have been dealing with is the break down of sleep and having a of awake time but my mind is being eaten by a disease of consciousness. That is not to say I am suffering from a great disease, just that the mind has become miss managed I think and I have to get a better grasp on things. It can be many things that I need to focus on, thus I should have realized that the original mindset I had was the best. To mutilate and devour what works, that is a insanity, so I must become more likened to a stable rock in a river of madness. Madness is constant in this world, I wish to be the rock that is never moved, only contemplates the passing water. Though the water wears on me, I shall become stronger with the coral that will grow on my ever steady means.

So the holidays have been ok, I have not a reason to say bad but it got a bit much, I love my family that takes care of me and helps me through the rough times. They are the best, even only being two in a sea of souls, they always glow the brightest. Giving me a light to focus on through the world of disturbed and diming souls. Gives me a sense of joy that the world is not just a blanket of ideological means of persona, but has a few that take the blanket and throw it off in a glory of self disciple. No longer being bound to a pre-existence that give false narrative of hope.

The day still moves on thought even in the early hours, I have much I want to do today and I think I have the time and clarity to do it. Though I am not the one who should be taken a seer of the right and or the mighty mind to seek the wisdom that is beyond us all. I am just a weirdo who tends to have the time to think outside when others are bound to the structure of standard thought. I am just someone who has a chance to think when the world hates giving time to people to think.

The out door animals are dong wonderful and have become a great part of my life. The days grow longer again and I have great hope that they will bring forth more days of progress and making things better for not just me but the world as a whole. To have the chance to become a better people and better harbingers of great change, So that when the change happens, it is done in grace and humility.

Alas my coffee grows cold and need to refill it, as it is the gift of all things great.

I will be back after getting some things attended to and wish to have you here again.

Until Later

Much Love

Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods.