So, I don’t want to push my luck but I think I am somewhat back to normal. Somewhat normal, As I prefer to be, as too normal then the world thinks you are just waiting to be used up, So being abnormal makes people stand back so you are not dedicated to the ones of less use and fatigue. Yes it is possible to drained by the world, very easily and many will call you weak as they are not getting out of you what they want. A very dedicated set of people and beliefs that would see the grave alone in heart but full in pocket. A lonely death meant for the many, a full heart is a gift to the dead, they close the eyes one last time with a smile and not fear.

The day started at 2 pm and that is much better then it has been, Most days I was sleeping all the day away, not sleeping till after dark. So this has been good, Oh and fire is going and chickens are doing great, kitties are napping on my lap, it is a Monday that is meant for the record books of great days. Now I am just waiting for mom to get home with the milk and coffee will be endless. Just awesome and such a great day, something we all wish for.

This is the best feeling in the world, complete trust in my abilities to protect and love me so much. Its better then a human relationship, far better, they are innocent and giving everything to you to be part of your life. This is a gift that is far more abused then loved, a tragic means of life as it is abused to make ones feel more then what they are. By taking life or love and killing it with self hatred that kills love to make it be the only feeling that being has.

So the rest of the day will be used to gather nutrition and make sure I am not a hungry animal, then get the last of the wood moved and have more done on here. Just a wonderful time today, I am unsure why but I shall not argue, for that is to look a gift horse in the mouth, and that shit is chompy and gross. Still better then getting eaten by a hippo but all the same, I don’t want to have either in my life’s epitware of experiences.

Even being two hours after waking up, I have gotten lots done, so me happy. From all the animals being loved up and let out to enjoy the sun, they are all happy critters. Fire going, warm toes and happy feet, puppies are doing great as they are happily playing around the house with the zoomies. Just a great day, even though it was a bit late starting, it is a great day.

With the winter coming in quickly the nights frost has begun to give birth to the nights of shallow calls from the forest, moans of the dogs of the woods, to the calls of owls, all of them are weeping to the loss of the warm nights. The plentiful nutrition of the summer nights have become cold frozen emptiness, frozen empty freezers of naught a crumb. The harvest has been the decided and the ones who have become aware of the coming neglect of food, have stored many nuts, seeds, and other nutrition for the cold months is something that only the ones who have thought ahead. Sometimes, just sometimes, we as humans are a bit prideful in the idea we are special in gathering and store, smaller and fuzzier animals have been doing it much longer then us.

However, as the day moves along I have to make sure to get the things done that remain. Until later loverlies.

Much Love

Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods.