Well then, what a day, what a night. Woke up last night with a easy migraine and damn it took so long to fight off and now I am suffering the after effects. Just having some troubles seeing and being able to function while standing. Just become a thoughtless being. Not fun but it is a thing I must deal with, a thing many must attend too and I envy no soul that depicts this pain as well.

With myself trying to maintain the working mind, checking to make sure that I have no bias to the things of both man made or nature, I love the life I have and the mixture of the both have become a sense of peace in this life. I have compounded the things I have in life to a set of events that have been dictated as to actions and desires of beings. We are a contraption of higher thought without higher meaning, a devotee to a being without reason.

So I know I tend to bring up religion a lot in the convictions of my life, I have no reason to believe in any of them. As i found honesty and integrity is found not in faith but pain, suffering of being from action of ones own is a desired teacher of mine. I wish the world would feel the pain they cause in a way that is unforgettable. When it comes to pain by a faux reality I cannot fathom why things think a ideal is the same as a reaction. As in hearing a being is disappointed in you, far less effective then the pain of lashes of a whip or the breaking of fingers when intolerance of law is involved. Heck to me I would much rather a person who constructed the pain in innocence, to take a child’s innocence. Why castrate or why kill, nah, they should be on show for all others to see, call me cruel, I call it reversions of thought. To see a pedophile in public, strapped to a chair naked, then have the operations to have a external bladder. As the person is in view of all, have molten metal poured over the penis, then cast balls the same way. For a woman same thing with the breast, you want to hurt the innocence then we take all things from you. Flipping the woman on a plank and dip the breast into molten metal. Call me cruel, castrate the man and woman as well, in the most cruelest of ways. No need to for restrictive justice and no restrictions by belief. We are too cultured to advance as a creation of life.

With that last sentence being a little heavy lets think of it this way, I have found no long formed solutions found in belief, more less in doctrine of the right now and not the coalition of all humanity. Umm how to put it, ahh like this, If you have to have a reason for action in anything but ones actions and the actions of another then the actions are that of a devotions to a being that is a collective agreement. Not a collations of facts and effects of reality. We gave reasons to kill millions, gave grace to a heaven by the stripping the innocence of girls being forgiven by a man. Then it is man who would dictate the value of the god they represents, then that is a god of man and not a man of god. What they all become.

So that history and the current tower that leans with the weight of so many calling and infusing the name of a God in everything, like fuck sakes, you do realize that the world almost ended before because of a God before. Long before anything we create of the physical world is less deadly then the devotions to a being that will forgive you for all the actions you do in life. It is the ultimate bullshit move to me, kill and rape, mutilate and invigorate others into dancing in entrails. We devote and say we did this for a being we cannot prove and cannot relate. For the masses made the concept unrelatable. The consepts of given free will have have no punishment for abusing and using it to hurt others. Then in the end its all good, as free will was a gift and can be forgiven with a chat with a man who says he talks to the one who would punish you.

This baffles me so much and the very things I have mentioned are coming back with a shield of protecting others from hedonism by killing it before others examining it. Like saying we eradicated a virus that would kill all of humanity, but your not allowed to see how we did it, or if the virus was ever really real and not the conceptions of a sickened mind. We call them schizophrenics now but before reason, we called them prophets.

Then the uses of a religion to verify the concepts of man and the reality we live in. As we do this we must come to the reasoning of this, if we are to use a non descript being to validate all out doings. Then when a child uses the very same logic as to why they stabbed the brother or sister because a higher power in their mind told them to do it. Then we should accept that higher power as divine and not charge the child, or take the child to a institution to help cure them. As adults we take the very same concepts and use them to build statues and idols to give us reason and a belief to do the same thing as a child did but are worshiped for it. Seems to me that it is the ultimate excuse, not reason.

With everyone, all pod cast and all shows, all people in power and all the ones we face, they are all calling on their so called god for their heinous actions, they call on their god to grant them persuasive power to make the rest reform and change very core values, to make sure the ones who call out in the name of god, receive the praise of the same value.

It should be as simple as this, if any action is to partake in the pain of others in direct way and you have told others a being told them to do it under the name of a historical figure, they should be lobotomized. Bring that back because if such a docile mind is to be twisted by a imaginary friend, then they are just as easily convinced by the rock they say translates the work of god.

I have not hate towards such beliefs as they are creations of mankind, a repitwar of thoughts and opinions to explain the unexplainable. Then it become fantastical, then it becomes lore, then it becomes words of god. If we cannot name it then we give it a name, sometimes a name is given power by using it as a reason, then sometimes a name is give as a excuse, “the power of god compels you” and such.

I just want reason and reality to dictate the forgiveness of mind and not the values of a thing that is not of our realm.

To dictate peace in death by only one way, is the same to make a martyr out of a suicided bomber in the eyes of another.

Then again, I am just a fool with missing brain chunks, So what do I know

Much Love

Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods.