Day 235, Trying To Wake Up And Get The Day Started.

So the day starts with a bit of a headach and my eye ball is bugging me.

Well I fixed that by falling back asleep, Feeling much better and more alive, I know I am later but I have books to read and hopefully some work done and then dishes and such, so much to do. However I do enjoy every second of it. Just because it all gives me the reason to wak up every day. I just want to make sure that I am ok too. I have some issues that I have become more aware of and that have changed some things and have become much more aware on how to deal with them.

With the days and the sun lasting longer and longer, the hopes of the world becoming more joyful. Just life is good and I have begun to change things for the better. We have many chances in life to hold things close or hide them away from the world. We have the chances to accept what we have done and we have chances to show others the devistations of action of others in their life. Even if one did not know how to come to terms with a change of the equation.

In my life I have found many points where losing a friend of having some one hate me has been the best option. I have told truths to ones who once called me a best friend. They now have much hate for me and will ease with time, however, to show them the pictures and the text that proved the nonsence of one looking for more people to sleep with. From pictures sent and copied, to the attempts to show that I was weak as they were recorded. I shattered many a persons soul and told them that I am not a angel of information of the adultery they are a victem of, though I bring the same thing. I am a devil with sickend soul, Sickened that humanity is becoming worse then the depictions of hell and the world they create. Well it may not be the devourers home, Humanity has created a great vacation spot for them.

I shall not know the testimates of time and the vocations of many before me, Skin has remamined all so the same. A sect of embroiled lust filles the fowlest of us, I have no place for a being as ones would call god, for I feel that with the grandtouatous historical deaths and resolve of the humans becoming less and less. Have we not become the very demons we slate to face in the dark. Though facades are never around and the retrospective truth that skin and scale are the same, the darkness no longer needs the shadows, no longer need the shade of the tomb stone to hide from the light. They have the hides of the many to lay within and just wait. For puppets are not needed in this era we live in, for they are just enjoying the ride of debauchery, lust, greed and the very things that ones would call evil, they are the satisfying deliveries of everyday sustainability inside until they die, then the next skin suit of vacational homes are available. Why create the horrors of hell when the world is already a buffet of sin.

I am not a man of any faith, nor am a man who worships the darkness, just a man who can see shadows in the light and light in the shadows. Innocence so rare and sought, as the ones without are seekeing to destroy the one thing that can be a mirror to the truth of what they are, the youth of this world are the mirrors of the souls of all.

Much Love

Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods.

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