Good morning you wonderful beings of life, as the morning was a wonderful reminder of how Antares is the bestest. From slowly crawling his way from the bottom of the bed, to him grabbing the after wake up nap on the couch under blankets. With the second coffee o the moring being devoured and life just becoming better. I am here up north and I know that the cold is ever so energy draing. Food will be a requirement soon, Hunger grows inside my guts, eggs and toast are the future of my breakfast. Making sure that lots of calories and protine are part of my day. I have lots to do and less time then yesterday to get it done.

As you can see the babies needs his blanket and snuggles to make it through the day, to be honest, we could all use that some times. So the morning is almost at the point of breakfast, to be honest I am suffering a narly headach today. Just a bit of a bad one, nothing like the crippling ones but just a nusience. That is cool though as I am going to head out soon and make sure I got what I need to make it throught the day. Try to think of it that way, if I dont do the dailies and make sure important things are done, I would freeze to death at night. So yeah, having a bad day is not a option, bad day would lead to very bad night.

With it snowing and more to come I ended up passing out for a bit. Might have pused a little too hard over the past two days and may be nessasary to take it a bit easier. So with that I am happy with what i have gotten done and making sure that the campo and house is warm. Tonight I have the camp nice and toasty and taking with you. Antares is out playing in the snow and my brother is on his way up to the camp to hunt in the morning. He can have all the fun with that as I am not going to hunt this year like him. I have too much to doo and food supplies are still plentiful.

Omg, I might have went overboard with the heat. It is a roasty 28 in the camp and just getting warmer and warmer. I have done the unthinkable, I got the camp or any building hotter then I like. Expressing that idea is far far from most peoples minds. Loving wood stove heat I am usualy happy to have it as hot as possible but this is cray cray, be right back. brother just pulled in for the night.

Ok I am back, took a bit as I helped my bro get his stuff out to his hunting spot. I made sure not to have anything loud to do tomarrow so his hunt will not be effected. I want him to get something so we can celibrate.

So what is the plan for the rest of the week, wood, lots and lots of wood cut up so I can heat my moms house. I do love the woods and being here brings great amount of stability to my mind.

So having thought of many thoughts and wondered many wonderous things. I have wanted to come to a conclution that is most likely not true to a fault but is true to a effect on humanity. Have we reached a point of gorgantuant falicy of importance. I am serious, this is something that I have a major issue with when it comes to my brain, broken as it is. I do believe that we have constructed the mouse trap of our own ignorance. Kinda like that old board game. It bothers me that the whole of humanity is/has contructed something that reminds me of that game. From the internet to the massive dependence on media and or socialized gratifactation to function in a way that allows the greater being (city, or function of a large population can carry on. Its kinda hard to explain. Think like this I guess, When we have become so absent of production of a negotiated future. That is a problem I think, the average person has become blind to the negotiated rule set or just sit and watch as they are blind to the human cost.

If we had not a issue with drug use and debatchery on the streets children share, not a fault with a corner store selling porn to the child, then we not have a issue with a greater force dictating you being. Then we live in a contraband world of thought. If we choose to love and want our children to play in the streets again then our hearts must become stone and our minds ever present. Not allow the concieved notions of the heart deal with the outcome it provided. Love and compassion has become feeder of a now sexualized generatuon that has love for the broken minded even after they take the life. The life was not as important as the feelings. That is a chaos beyond my comprehention as is it not human to want life to live and not celibrate the death of life so a broken minded one is celibrated in their sickness. It is a caustic mind disease to me as it has started to become infectious in a new way, If you are not dressed and model yourself as one of them. You are a outsider and must either become part of the collective and if not, your offuscated into a bubble that not a fly would want to be around. (acording to them) It is a disturbing thing that bothers my mind.

Something that must be talked about too is the event I am extra excited about, day 200!!!!! Means alot to me, as a person who feels like I dont have much to offer I am at 200 day soon and I am still getting views and likes. Just had a bit of a life where I have had shit people in my life that made me feel very little and not desired in anyway. Just having a person like my post or just a view, makes me feel like the people who said shit, well they are wrong and you have helped me prove that to myself. Thank you for that, means more they you could fathom.

As the night burns on I am off to have a snack then off to bed. Thank you for your time.

Much Love

Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods.