Day 174, Damn You Nightmares, How Dare You Make Me A Angry Ginger When I Wake Up.

Good morning to all the ones who find this lovely place home. For this is my spot to say things I will regret one day, Like all of us who talk from the heart. Just a harsh night with nightmares and shit that I Suffer from in the morning when I wake up.

I am unsure if it is the meds or sometimes just brain damage, (been told how meds can cause really messed up dreams.)(setraline 150mgs.) Just last night I was dreaming of people who cannot listen to the obvious and it caused pain. I was trying to tell them how it could be done easier but I have little control. At that point I get violent in my dreams, very violent. Fork stabbin good times, ugh not really.

So with that I had to take some extra time to recover and just think this morning. Not too big of a deal if the heart can be humbled in short time. However if the heart holds onto the bad nights, then I am down for the day. So today is going much better then this morning and my heart is being humbled. One of the biggest things is Antares is the best baby to help me too. He snuggles up and loves me endlessly and helps my heart find a level feild to beat in softness and not rage.

So with that little rant over with time to see what the daily plan is, First is FIRE!!!!! As per usual, get the fire going and warm up the house. I have some tummy rumbles going on and need to make sure I get some food soon too. With the world always turning, a full tummy can save the day.

So with all that I have to make sure too that the kitchen is done and such. I am also getting yelled at by the tummy, it is becoming very vocal as of this post being written. I am quite hungry and I will not become a victim of the angry beast due to the hunger.

So with all that I shall be back and have more stories to tell. I hope your morning goes well.

Much Love

Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods.

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