Good afternoon, For you are the ones I have come to see, the ones who are ever so wonderful. Creatures of thought and beauty, to have your minds simply here is a gift I hold graciously. As does the day and night are one, you are the rotations of my life. To be part of a thing that is far beyond just one or two people. They are the things inside us all, curiosity, lust of life, harbenger of rage and mallace. We are all but a thing and being but as a mass we are beautiful works of art.

The day has come to the end and I have things that i should be working on but I am just giving up on the rest of the day and just relax. I am just in a spot of lazyness. I am just happy to relax. It has been a long few days, I just want to have some time to myself. It has been a long time since i have taken the time to me. I am just happy to be in the world of music and stories to listen too. Analog horror is my go to for stories and have some great ideas, so I think I shall have a night of scary stories and such to have a good night.

Oh oh I am extra excited this month as All Hallows Eve is at the end, then 5 days after that is my birthday, so I am extra happy. Just because I survived another year on this orbial rock, To be honest, I have no idea what to do this year. If I am completely honest, I am the only one who really cares its my birthday. After so long not being able to socilize very well and keeping friends is hard. So i dont really have anyone to wish me a happy birthday. I got my mom and step dad, its just I thought for a while I meant more to the people I have helped and tried to serve with kindness and yet, alone again I shall sing myself happy birthday. That is fine though, I have Binks and he is my bestest buddy. He is all I need, as a damn good boy and a very happy snuggler. I do think that it is the best this way. Just last time I loved another, pain was the answer i got from that. So if I have my fur buddy and me, I think that I will be ok with that.

That and the random kitten boops from random kittens.

Just know that life is hard and doing it alone is hard as hell but if you do make it by yourself, then betrayal will never manifest. As the rest of the night faces me I have to go do more things. It never ends untill we die.

Much Love

Your Friendly Ginger From The Woods.